WaVeS oF LiFe

bye!

2007-09-15T08:59:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

I'M NO LONGER USING TIS BLOG..

VISIT MY NEW BLOG AT:

freniq.blogspot.com

To SiCk Or NoT tO siCk.

2007-05-03T12:01:00.000-07:00

I tot that i was the most waterproof person in this universe. Tot that i could dance in the rain, umbrella-less, without falling sick anytime soon. But in the end.. here i am.. at home.. have to keep track of the time.. every 6 hours.. to consume.. the.. panadols. Extra strong panadols. Bleargh.

I'll be spending alot this month. Not for myself, but for others. There are 3 birthdays and a mother's day. Mom's b'day is on the 9th, Farah's is on the 10th, Jia's (my cuz cum sidekick) is on the 12th and mother's day is on the 13th. I have 3 mothers ok! 1st mom is my ORIGINAL mom, 2nd mom is my grandaunt who takes care of me ever since the time when my head was the size of an apple and my body was the size of a banana (i'm not exaggerating!), 3rd mom is my aunt who had also took care of me when i was the size of those fruits.

Really dunno what kind of gifts to buy for them. And waiting for my pay day is like waiting for the snow to drop from the sky. Every 10th of the month. Yawn.

I need to do a serious shopping. ANYONE?

LoNg tiMe No BLoG..

2007-04-15T15:06:00.000-07:00

Helloo I'm back in the bloggin scene..!

Kinda miss bloggin bout my life.. There are lots of things that i didn't blog about for the past few months.. especially bout my graduation nite gathering and graduation ceremony. Cerita da basi pon.. Hahakz.

Memory During Graduation Ceremony.. The Harry Porter Wannabes:

So niwaes.. There's nothing new bout me.. I'm still the same.. My life is pretty much the same.. My house is still the same.. And the cockroaches are still at large (and i've become the "most wanted" murderer in their tiny community)..

I've been working in IRAS as a temp clerical officer for the past 2 weeks.. And it's really FUN. Basically my job is to screen forms that the taxpayers have submitted for this month's taxing period. All the temp officers have to work in team, and my team mates are all super fun to be wif. Everyday there'll be endless of teasing and laughter.. And our supervisor don't mind that we make alot of noise.. as long as we do our work properly laa.. Cool.

But i'm still on a lookout for a proper job. What for having a diploma if i can't find a proper job, rite? Sigh.. This is goin to be tough. I'm not goin to apply for IT jobs. Some peeps tot that i was mad when i said that. But i wld rather toreh getah and tanam padi than having to do programming or networking.

So i guess that's all folks.. Will update soon. Ciao.

LiFe Is UnFaIr.

2007-02-27T15:28:00.000-08:00

Life is unfair.

Yes, life is so unfair that when darl called me just now, i was shouting and crying and wailing that "life is unfair!!" before he even get to say hello to me. Being a good boyfren that he is, he tried to calm me down by reasoning things out to me. Gave me the whole idea on why life is unfair and why we have to go thru it and why God put certain peeps in such unfair situations and more. He talked so inspiringly that i nodded at every of his sentences (like as if he could see that). I tot I was feeling better oredi. But before a minute had passed, i started to cry again. And he tried to console me again and said that it was okay to cry. And then, i'd stopped crying. And before a minute had passed, i cried again.

Oh God.

I saw that son of the bitch scurrying around the house again. Or maybe it's a bitch. Or son of the bitch. Didn't get to check the gender.

I was referring to the cockroach. Cockroaches do not deserve to be categorized as pest anymore coz they make my life miserable.

And i saw one laid lifelessly in farah's small fish tank and i almost cried again. Not because i pitied that lil scumbag. It's becoz it looked so disgusting that i wanted to puke.

Yes i'm blabbering. Coz life is unfair.

tWiSt Of FaTe.

2007-02-22T22:05:00.000-08:00

I'd ironed my jeans, top, bolero and scarf.
I'd already dressed myself up.
I was ready to get out from the house to meet nazira and ayu.
But why-oh-why must mom told me at that very last minute to fetch my younger bro from the childcare centre coz he's sick and i've to stay at home and take care of him????

Actually it's not a big problem for me to take care of my siblings. Really.
But duh. Of all the days that i was free, why must this happened at the very moment when i wanted to hang out wif my fellow frens?
Sobs.
No hanging out at Suntec City's Starbucks then.
Maybe next time.. i hope.

My lil bro - Fahmie aka Boboy, 18 mths old. Now i really wonder why we'd nicknamed him as "Boboy". It sounds better when we say it than having to read it in text as "Boboy". Err. It's okay if you don't understand.

Niwaes it's not really difficult to handle him. Give him something to eat.. and voila! He'll keep his mouth shut coz he's too busy munching away.
So today.. as expected.. while taking care of him, he wld tug at my hands, took my hand into his, and led me to the kitchen every few minutes. Then he told me in his baby language to take the junk foods for him from the kitchen counter.

He wld go, "Nana.. nana.. bapok.. bapok", while pointing at the junk foods.
Actually "Bapok" = "Keropok".
And he calls every junk foods, "Bapok".
*(O.o)*

He loves to eat. He's even quite excited when mom calls him to take his medicine. Every food is like heaven to him. Unlike farah. She cried when her teacher told her to eat. Yes, i'm not lying. That's why she looks like a stick now. But when i'm eating, she takes the opportunity to disturb me and wants me to share my food wif her. And it's really annoying if i'm really hungry.

Ard 4 pm, nazira and ayu came to my house. As they had nowhere to hang out (and some of the shops they wanted to go were closed) , they decided to come to my house to eat and "lepak". Hahakz. I'm so touched.

Pity nazira. She was damn hungry. As there was not alot of food in my house, we decided to order Saprino's pizza - San Remo and Italian Classic. Luckily we had enuf money to pay for the pizza. Or else, one of us had to go and wash plates or something. Heh.

While waiting for the pizza to arrive, we watched hindi movie, 'Dil Hai Tum Hara'. Nazira even made an effort to talk to boboy.. And she was very happy indeed when he responded. Hahakz.

After everyhting, they finally left my house at ard 6.30pm.

SoOo my dear gerlfrens.. When's the next outing?

DiTcH tHe JoB. NoT aGaiN!.

2007-02-22T10:22:00.000-08:00

Ever since sch's over, momsy has took control of my lappy to do her work. So nowadays it's hard for me to update my blog. And even if i get to update my blog, i'll not be able to complete the post and have to save it as a draft and publish it on the next few days. Suaa.

It's funny that a few days ago i tot that i'd alot of story to post on my blog. But now, when i'm already at my blogger's post page, my mind goes blank. The STM (Short Term Memory) illness has suddenly striked me.

Ok just a short update of my life.

Actually nothing much. I've been given another tele-freakin-surveyor job by this agency. I asked some of my family members for their opinions on the tele-surveyor job, and most of them disapprove it. I've to go for the interview today.. and.. well, as everyone seems to disapprove that job, i might as well ditch it. Yup, i'm easily influenced by my love ones.

Okay.. that's all for now.

I know my life is pretty boring.

HeCtiC.

2007-02-17T17:42:00.000-08:00

I wanna take this opportunity to wish all the Chinese a very "Happy Chinese New Year"!!

I've done nothing interesting today. I've spent most of my time sitting infront of the lappy and surf the net until i've really run out of idea on what to surf next. I've been bloghopping here and there, and i predict that by tonite, i wld pretty much know everything about everyone's life.

No mood to go out today. Juz wanna have a good rest.. as the last few days had been VERY hectic for me- especially on last thursday. That day had been an unusual day for me coz i'd actually woke up quite early in the morning to play badminton wif nazira and nurul huda (our ex-primary schoolmates) at the Sports Complex nearby. HAH. It has been quite a long time since i had a good workout. So now is the time to get rid of all the fats! Coz, believe me, i have gained almost 5 kg during my 3 years in RP! Thanks to that very person that i really adore so much. You know who you are :P.

I didn't know that different peeps have different ways of playing badminton, until that badminton session wif the fellow frens. And guess what, you can even put in some tarian dance steps while playing badminton. Nazira is already quite pro in that. You should see her turn one whole round while trying to pick the shuttlecock up from the floor. It looked like as if she was dancing. It was hilarious! hahakz. Thanks to huda who actually noticed that! Overall, we really had fun :)! So gerls, when is our next badminton session?

After the badminton session i had helped kak shelah to deliver her prune cakes to her ex-colleagues at the Tanjong Pagar DBS building. Even though all parts of my body were aching so badly, i had the very strength to go around searching and hailing for taxi while carrying 2 plastic bags of 5 boxes of cakes in the drizzling rain. I surprised myself for having the energy to do so. Lesson learned: Do not underestimate my own capability.

I'd also helped her to deliver the prune cakes the next morning (fri [yesterday] morning). Kak shelah is one of my cuz that i really adore.. So i have no problem in helping her even though i'm not in my best state. By the time i reached home, i was so damn tired that i could lose my mind.

So now i'm blessed to be home.. all by myself.. free from being bothered.

Sighss. I've never been in such a hectic situation before. I hope it'll not happen again. If not, i'm gonna kick somebody ass.

WhAt Am i To Do WiTh My jObLeSs LiFe??

2007-02-15T23:25:00.000-08:00

My life journey in RP is finally over.
Well, not quite officially coz i still have to wait for the final overall results and see if i can ever qualify to graduate. I need to pray hard so that i don't have to repeat another semester and go thru another PBL shits again.

I'm gonna miss you all, my dear frens. Despite having to go thru the PBL shits for 3 years, they have made my life journey in RP so meaningful, fun, err.. meaningful and fun.

Since my very first year in RP, my butt itched to get out of RP ASAP. Now the time is coming.. And despite being very happy, i'm still wondering what the hell am i suppose to do wif my life next. And i only have 3 options up my sleeve: Further study, Work FULL-time, or just get married. HAH. (ok i'm only joking on the last part).

My first step is to search for a temp job. I've oredi sent gazillions of resumes online. Ok gazillions is too much. Maybe ard 20 - 40 resumes.. But so far i've only received about 5 phone calls from different agencies.. And all the jobs they gave me didn't really suit my taste. Two agencies offered me a job as a telemarker. And please, i'll never do telemarketing even for a million years to come (unless that's the only last job on earth). One offered me an admin cum customer service job for this travel agency/company.. The agency consultant listed down all the tasks that i wld need to do, and there was alot of it! And the pay is only 5.80/hr!! And i've to commit for 6 months -1 year! Can go siao. HMPF. Get my hopes high for nothing.

So rite now i'm quite demoralised to send any resumes again. But i know that i cannot give up just yet. Sigh. I've to go for an interview at John Little - Specialist Centre at 11 am tomorrow. Actually i've no intention to apply any retail jobs again coz i've had enuf of having to work like a wonder woman and having my leisure time being taken away. Thanks to the experiences that i had from working at Watsons. But i guess it won't hurt to go for another interview. And who knows if i can get a simple job such as basket collector or garbage collector or something.

SiGhZzZz...!!

2007-02-10T22:41:00.000-08:00

My head won't stop aching.
And my coughing seems to last forever.
And i've a hard time swallowing the panadols.
Soo unlike me.. coz usually it only takes me a few seconds to gulp down any pills.
Guess i can't be the record breaker for now.
And that Breacol cough syrup..
I never tot that it wld taste like an insect repellent.
And it hasn't even expire yet!

And talking bout insect repellent..
I saw that stupid pest sneaking into my room again.
I was sooo pissed off!
Do you all have any idea on how to say, "Get out of my room you ugly pest! Can't you see that there's no delicious foods in here!?" in Cockroachean language?
Selagi aku tak ckp ngan dorg, selagi tu dorg tak paham bahasa.
And duh, parents.
I was only asking for the Shieldtox spray.
I never asked you to give me another 'go-clean-your-room-coz-it's-cockroach-infested' lecture.

Niwaes i just came back from Pioneer mall.
Went to meet kak shelah and her sis-in-law to-be at the McD.
The sis has juz received her 'O' levels results yesterday.
And she needed some advice on the polytechnic course that she should apply.
Actually she can only apply design-related courses..
So she finally decided to take Interior design as her first choice.

After the discussion, we walked home together.
We really had fun talking crap and laughing all the way.

Along the way darl called me.
Nowadays he loves to tease me alot.
Worse still, sometimes he loves to jokingly-threaten me to talk to his dad.
And today i was not spared.
I was like half pleading and half shouting at him, "no, No, NO! Please don't!! UUUUUU!!!!!"

Actually i'm not scared of his dad.
Oklah.. abit only la..
Oklah.. not abit la.. Alot laa. heh.
Coz it's just out of respect.
And his dad is not someone whom you can mess ard with.
Dia bukan calang2 org seyy..

So i kept on pleading to darl to stop playing jokes on me..
And it's too late.. he had already passed the phone to his dad.
And suddenly i heard this very no-nonsense tone of voice..
(I was shaking so hard (and the nite breeze made it even hard for me to stop shivering!) and i could actually feel the McD's foods (Fries, Wedges, Fillet and Ice-Lemon Tea) inside my stomach rised up to my throat. I tried hard not to vomit coz i didn't want to waste the $5.25 Fillet-O-fish meal that kak shelah had treated me jus now!).

The Dad (in law? wahaha): Hello?
Me: (quivering slightly) hello?
The Dad: Apa khabar?
Me: Err baik.. Alhamdulillah.
The Dad: Tgh buat apa tu?
Me: Tgh jalan nak balik rumah.
The Dad: Ni nak tanya sikit ni....
Me: (Un ouh.).
The Dad:...Tgh jalan malam2 mcm ni sambil berbual dengan iqbal tak tersandung batu ke?
Me: *(O.o)* Hehe tak.. (relieved that he was just joking ard!)
The Dad: Tak? Ni pakai cermin mata ke tak ni?
Me: Hehe tak..

My giggling fit get the best out of me. One of my stupid habits when i'm soo nervous.
I should be slapped on the face.
I hope the dad won't think that i've one screw loose or something.
And luckily he didn't ask me tough questions or make me recite all the Surah in the Al-Quran.

Another problem is my bro.
Whenever he's back from camp, i'll hear him shouting in rage at his girlfren (going to be his ex) over the phone.
tsk-tsk.

I heard that the girlfren is getting engage soon. With another guy who is way older than bro.
I dunno who am i suppose to side wif, but both have to be knocked senseless on the head.

The girlfren said that she can't waif for bro anymore.
Like duh, she's only 21 and she said that she can't wait??
It's not like as if she's gonna be abducted by aliens soon and need to get married fast before it's too late!

And bro, i wish that he can just forget about the girlfren larh.
He cannot force her to love him if she doesn't love him anymore, rite?
And please bro, you know that there are lots of chicks who are actually head over heels over you!
So why bother being desperate and trying to shout your lungs out when you know that she's not going to change her mind?
Have pride in urself!

Actually i know that i've to be knocked senseless on the head too for saying those things above.
I know it's hard to really let someone go when you really love that someone.
But from this quote, it says that: "If you love somebody, you should set them free. If they don't come back again, then it's meant to be.".
But can i let darl go if i have to let him go??
NOT!

I pity bro larr..
He's heartbroken for 2 times oredi.
The two girls whom he had loved so much had dumped him for another guy.

Dunno what the girlfren is thinking sia..
Does she think that the 5-years relationship wif bro is just a BIG JOKE?
If yes, then go and laugh la!

LoVeLy DaTe WiF dArL..

2007-02-06T23:43:00.000-08:00

Thanks for spending some quality time wif me :).

Tot that i wouldn't get to meet darl at all today. We had a minor dispute yesterday. I tot that he didn't want to meet me at all. So i got very upset and sms-ed nonsensical things to him. Haha. But luckily we managed to solve our problem as soon as possible. That's what i love bout him. He don't really like to prolong small arguments between us.

We finally met each other at Westmall shopping centre. At first i tot that we could only meet for a short while. So i was quite disappointed. But then he said that he was willing to stay ard longer.. That had really lighten up my mood. It has been quite some time since we had a proper date together.

He treated me to Swensens! Since i was not that hungry, i decided to have an ice cream only. SoOo unlike me. Hahakz. And he had the soup of the day and calamari rings.

Err.. Sticky Chewy Chocolate.. I think..:

Calamari Rings. All time favourite!!:

After Swensens, we went to watch a movie: "Apocalypto".

It's an epic movie about red indians. Alot of gore. The disgusting part was when the villagers who were held prisoners were sacrificed to the sun god. The priest cut out their hearts and chopped their heads. Erk!

Ok laa.. that's all folks. Wanna sleep. I've to attend a sch workshop tomorrow morning which starts at 9 am and end at 5 pm. Darn.

SeLfiSh.

2007-02-06T23:34:00.000-08:00

~~Aku sanggup skip another lesson just to spend time wif u.~~
Now see what you've done to me.
Takde perasaan langsong.

ShOeS n GrAdUaTiOn!

2007-02-05T21:49:00.000-08:00

Congratulations to the S'pore Lions Soccer Team!!
You've made us proud by winning Champion in the Asean Football Championship!

Yesterday went to watch the 2ng leg match between s'pore and thailand wif my relatives at my aunt's house. Thailand players played better in this 2nd leg match than the 1st one. Throughout the first half, they almost didn't give chance for s'pore players to get the ball. They almost scored alot of times. Scary. But it seemed that s'pore was very lucky.

Watching the match was like watching wrestling on the field. Very funny. Every few minutes, there must be someone who wld be injured. Rolled over the field. Got kicked on the face. Was being pushed down. Was tripped over and fell hard onto the grass. Got spit on the face? I think i saw that. Or maybe my eyes played tricks on me.

Tsk-tsk.

I did nothing during the weekends. Tot of going out and had some fun; to celebrate the completion of my FYP. But as nobody was at home and i was alone and no one could bother me, i decided to just stay at home. The spoilt brat siblings were at grand aunt's house. I had the house to myself. So, enjoy. Watched hindi movies until i'd gone mad.

Reached school at ard 11 am this morning. Monday blues. Too sleepy to wake up early. Another 1 more week to freedom day. So what's the use of waking up early rite? hehe.

I need a new pair of shoes. Seriously. See how bad my shoe looks like now. Retak seribu.

So far, i've wrecked more than 5 slippers. And I'm only a size 5. Wonder what wld happen if i'm a size 10.

I remember during my last year in secondary school , i wore a pair of shoes wif cotton sticking out, and i didn't even bother to buy a new one. When there was a spot check, the teacher looked at it and went "OH MY GOD FARIHANA! BUY A NEW ONE PLEASE!". And i just smiled at her like an idiot. I wore that cotton-sticking shoes until graduation.

I think it's time for me to wear nice shoe. Not just nice but pretty, sophisticate, vogue shoes. Coz i'm going to enter the working world. No more sports shoes. No more sandals. No more slippers (unless wanna go market or toilet).

In the afternoon after sch, there was a talk on the Graduation Ceremony and everything that associated wif our graduation. The talk was held at the very new 'The Republic Culture Centre' (TRCC), and for the first time, RP had a very big auditorium!! All of us were so the Jakonese. So, aper lagi.. ambik gambar ler.

And can you believe it? All the graduating students must buy their own Graduation gown for $22!! What are they thinking sia? Ingat mak bpk aku cap duit ke?? Niwaes the gown looks like a church's choir costume. No doubt i'll look ridiculous in that. Sigh.

MaRyLaNd CrAb SheLLs.

2007-02-04T10:53:00.000-08:00

p/s: Happy 1 yr 2 mths to us :)!

Niwas I was searching for Pasta Recipes..
(tak de keje lain la beb).
And i totally love this one, Maryland Crab Shells.
Tot of sharing wif u all..
So, enjoy.
Heh.

Maryland Crab Shells.

Serves 6-8.

Ingredients:

-24-30 Jumbo Shells
-12 oz. crab meat
-1 tbsp. of green pepper, finely chopped
-1 tbsp. of red onion, finely chopped
-3 tbsp. margarine, divided
-1/2 tsp. pepper
-1 tsp. Old Bay Seasoning
-1 egg, beaten
-2 cups skim milk, divided
-1/2 cup low-fat mayonnaise
-2 tbsp. flour
-1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese

Direction:

Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Cook pasta according to package directions. While pasta is cooking, sauté green pepper and onion in 1 tsp. melted margarine until tender.
Combine the crab meat, spices, egg, 2 tbsp. milk, vegetables, and mayonnaise. Spoon mixture into shells. Spray the bottom of a 9 x 13 casserole dish with cooking spray, place stuffed shells in dish in a single layer.
Melt 2 tbsp. of margarine in saucepan. Over low flame, stir in flour with a wire whisk and gradually add 1-1/2 cups of milk. When sauce is smooth, stir in Parmesan cheese. Drizzle sauce over shells. Sprinkle top with Old Bay seasoning. Bake for 30 minutes or until bubbling.

Each Serving Provides:
324 Calories
22 g Protein
29 g Carbohydrates
13 g Fat
105 mg Cholesterol
597 mg Sodium
44 mcg Folate
Calories from Fat 35%

For more pasta recipes, visit:

http://www.ilovepasta.org/recipes.html

CoCkRoAcH-bUsTiNg.

2007-02-03T09:18:00.000-08:00

I was up all night last night.
Did some cockroach-busting.
Wonder why that ~~disgusting little yucky insect~~ even bother to come to my room.
Suka2 kakak dia nye laki je.
Like as if there's alot of foods in there.
Duh.
Really irritating.
Wonder why they even exist in this world.
Can't stop freaking the shits out of me.
HMPH.
And now my bedroom smells of shieldtox spray.
I sprayed like org gila just to kill one cockroach.

And ya, need to buy new shieldtox spray.
One is not enuf.
Need to buy 10.
1 bottle to kill one cockroach.
hahakz.

And to mommy dearest,
You could help me alot by not comparing my bedroom to my cousins' bedroom.
It's not like as if my bedroom is so untidy and there is alot of dust all over and whoever come to my room wld die instantly.

"Tengok kak _________ punyer bilik tu. lawa je. Bla bla bla bla bla"
(Skali mak dia yg bersihkan.)

Like, ya rite.
Every other women's daughters are more perfect than her own daughter.
"Tengok kak itu. Tengok kak ini."
Kalau part aku, cerita smua negative.

HAH.

KuEh LaPiS

2007-02-02T15:19:00.000-08:00

Lila & Nazira tagged me..
So here goes the..

Kueh lapis!

Layer ONE

On the Outside...
Name: Nur Farihana Jalaluddin
Birth Date: 13 September 1986
Current Status: Happily attached :)!
Eye Color: Black
Hair Color: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: The Virgin Virgo. Nyeh.

Layer TWO

On the inside...
Your Heritage: Dunno how many percent Boyanese and dunno how many percent indian.
Your Fears: Momok?
Your Weaknesses: Tak nak bilang arh. Nanti korg ejek aku. huahua.
Your Perfect Pizza: Handmade dough, lotz of Mozarella cheese, parmesan cheese, chicken, pepperoni, turkey bacon, barbeque sauce and chili sauce. Wow.

Layer THREE

Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow...
Your thoughts first waking up: Wanna skip class or not?
Your Bedtime: After talking wif darl on the phone and together fell asleep with the phone still on. *(O.o)*
Your most missed memory: Whenever i eat and laugh alot.

Layer FOUR

Your Pick...
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton tea
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

Layer FIVE

Do you...
Smoke: No.
Curse: Yes.

Layer SIX

In the past month...
Drank alcohol: No.
Gone to the mall: Few times only..
Been on stage: Nopes.
Eaten sushi: Yes. At Seoul Garden
Dyed your hair: Nopes

Layer SEVEN

Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: Yuck. No.
Changed who you were to fit in: Yes. But i end up realizing that it was stupid.

Layer EIGHT

Age you're hoping to be married: 23

Layer NINE

In a Girl/Guy...
Best eye colour: Tak cerewet
Best hair colour: Tak cerewet
Short or long hair: Must be short. If long, he'll look like orang gila.

Layer TEN

What Were You Doing...
1 minute ago: Watching Hindustan with Nazira
1 hour ago: Munching chewing gum.
4.5 hours ago: Lunch with Lila, Syaidah and Nazira
1 month ago: Busy wif FYP.
1 year ago: Which month?

Layer ELEVEN

Finish the sentence...
I love: Darl, Friends, Family.
I feel: Cold, as i'm in the library now.
I hate: Cockcroaches!
I hide: My diary in my bookshelf. Duh.
I miss: Darl.
I need: to go toilet.

Layer TWELVE

Tag 5 people
I can only think less than 5 peeps.
Isnarti, Raihanah, Nadzera.

That's all!

BiRtHdAy WiSh!

2007-01-31T22:59:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to Wan Danish Izan & Bik Ana!!
May Allah bless both of you!

Yummy Foods:

Swensens' Cars Ice-cream Cake. Double Yummy!:

Okay that's all folks!

p/s: eh korang, this sunday jadi tengok bola kat rumah bik ana ke tak??

FYP IS FINALLY OVER!!!

2007-01-29T23:31:00.000-08:00

I'm proud to announce that FYP is officially, finally OVER!!
HooRah!!! HooRah!!!
Fuh.
Thank god.

My team mates and i had finally presented our FYP to the evaluators juz now in the afternoon.
I hate the look of the 2 evaluators.
Dua2 punyer muka mcm nak kena sut.
And they asked questions like as if that was the last thing they wanted to do.
haizz.

The bad thing was, they asked quite alot of difficult questions.
But we just answered them like nobody's business.
Entah btol ke tak, main hentam bola je la.
But Thank God that they didn't order us to explain more on the programming side of our website (except for the shopping cart).

Actually we don't really care bout what kind of grade we'll get.
We just wanna pass this FYP and get out of RP.
That's all.

Okay, enuff bout this FYP thingy.
Now it's time to relax and PAR-TEEY!

Right after we were done wif our presentation, we went straight to the canteen and waited for Ayu and Lila, who also had their presentation today.
We had planned (together wif syaidah, lee lin, aini and Das) to have our lunch cum dinner at Causeway Point's Seoul Garden in the late afternoon.
Syaidah and the gang had oredi reached there first and was waiting for us till our presentations were over..

After Ayu and Lila were done wif their presentation, we had to pack our things immediately so that we could reach Seoul Garden ASAP.
Syaidah had sms-ed nazira that if we came after 5.30 pm, our money wld be forfeited!
Meaning that we had to pay more larh.
Time checked in the canteen: It was 5.10 pm oredi!
So we only had 20 mins to reach Seoul Garden!

Nazira had this "VERY GOOD" idea to help us reached there faster.
She suggested that we should RUN to causeway point.
Not take bus or taxi.
But RUN.

To make things interesting, all of us were wearing heels.
Plus, we were carrying our heavy bags.
Plus, i was holding a very thick asp.net book.
So we had to run across the roads, grasses and muds while carrying all those things!

And we kept yelling something to each other and at the same time gasping for air.
Such a wonderful experience.

Once we reached Seoul Garden, we were panting like crazy!
But i was quite surprised that we had actually arrived on time.
Maybe nazira's idea wasn't that bad at all.
hahakz.

And can you believe what happen next??
We found out that Syaidah and Das had fooled us!
This "money wld be forfeited" thing was juz a big joke!
And the mastermind who had planned this joke was Das!!
*(>.<)*

Luckily nazira only threw one small keropok at him. I wish that i could pour the hot tom yam soup over his head.

hahakz.

But luckily Lee lin and Hui shan got him back by making him eat a sushi wif wasabe sauce (erk!).

Wahahaha!

Ok here are some of the pics taken by some of my frens:

The three fishball freaks? :

Syaidah couldn't stop talking. Ayu and Lila couldn't stop eating!:

Syaidah was trying to entertain her frens:

Was i fanning something or what?

The more the merrier:

The SIT gals and guys:

PhOtO sHoOt CuM b'DaY pArTy!

2007-01-26T23:21:00.000-08:00

Weekend is coming..
Sigh..
i really hate weekend (yeah u muz think i'm crazy)..
Coz i hate to stay at hm nowadays.
It kinda makes me feel so.. err.. uneasy.

Ok here's what i've done 2day:

Believe it or not.
I skipped class again today.
Wonder what's wrg wif me.
heh.

In the morning, i had breakfast wif darl at "Jurong West Lama".
We decided to try the foods at the banquet there.
I had chicken rice and darl had chicken noodle..
Quite tasty..
But, again and again, i still prefer the chicken rice at Jurong Point's Banquet.

After we'd finished wif our breakfast, he sent me to sch and went to the mosque for Friday prayer.
The reason why i went to sch was because my friends and i had planned to have a surprise b'day party for Lila.

So after i'd reached sch, i went straight to the exhibition hall, where nazira and her classmates had studio photography lesson (the lesson that i'd just miss yesterday. hmph!).

The exhibition hall was set up like a real photo studio.
With that blinding orange light and all.
Fuh.

Once i reached there, nazira wanted me to become one of her model.
I'm so touched.
*Sniff*.

Here are some of the pics of me (credit to nazira and one of her team mate):

So how?

Do i have what it takes to become a covergirl?

Dream on.

More of my frens came to the exhibition hall..

And here are more pics of us (such vain pots):

The AyuZieFreSyaLi

Nice one.

In the mid of the photo shoot, nazira quietly stepped out from the scene and went to the far end of the exhibition hall. She came out a few moments later wif a winnie the pooh b'day cake, and all of us (whoever who were in the hall) sang b'day song to lila as loud as we could! I could see lila blushing slightly there. hee.

Happy 20th B'day Lila!

Yaay! Ko da sama age ngan kita2 smua!

hee.

More pics of us and the b'day girl:

JuZ wHeN i ToT iT's GoNnA bE oVeR.

2007-01-25T22:08:00.000-08:00

Just when i tot that FYP would finally be over after today.

My team mates and i were supposed to have our FYP presentation this afternoon.
And i actually had the nerve to skip another photography lesson juz to prepare for our presentation (my faci even hoped to see me in class coz i've been skipping too many lessons oredi. And you know what really sux? Today's lesson was on STUDIO PHOTOGRAPHY! AND DAMN IT. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I'D JUST MISS IT.).

So.
Ard 4.15 pm, we went up to the class that we were supposed to present our FYP to the evaluators (2 evaluators).
We were so full of determination and really wanted to get this stupid FYP over with.
We set up all our things and were so ready.
And after that we stood at our respective positions and waited.. and waited.. and waited for the evaluators to come.
After like 20 - 30 mins, the evaluators still hadn't appear.
We sensed that something was wrong, and msn-ed our supervisor.

And sighsss of all sighness..
He told us that our presentation day has changed to next monday actually..
And he was sorry that he had forgotten to update us bout it.
And that was it.
I can't describe how we really felt that time.
Alot of emotions, i think.

We got to find out that one of the evaluators has fractured one of her legs.
Sigh.
Hope that she doesn't fracture any part of her body before monday.
Gosh, i can be so mean sometime.
Hahakz.

And as for our supervisor..
As he was really very sorry for not updating us bout the change of the presentation date..
He treated us to Cafe Galilee!!
So sweet of him.
Should make him feel guilty more often then.
Hah.

Besides that he wanted us to have a mock presentation wif him.
And we got to find out that there were some errors to our web application.
And phew, we were actually kinda relieve that we didn't present our application with errors in it.

Like this quote, "There's a reason behind everything that has happen".
Great.

FYP TEAM

FyP, iT's ALmOsT oVeR..

2007-01-23T12:30:00.000-08:00

Thank god.

We have finally submitted our FYP.

The past few days had been quite hectic.

My team mates and i had been comimg back home very late from sch.

And we had sleepless nite, working feverishly on our websites.

Slept as late as 4.30 am, for like 3 days.

And rite now.. i feel like sleeping in this lab and snore as loud as i could.

If only i could do that.

Our FYP presentation will be on this thurs.

Hope it'll go smoothly.

I heard from some students that our evaluators are actually quite nice.

But, who knows, rite?

I really, strongly feel that we should pass this FYP.

Coz it wld be very unfair if we flunk it.

All our time and hardwork will go wasted for no reason okay!

I even risk myself of getting dark eye rings for sleeping very late, you know.

So.

Just hope that we can pass it.

And i really wanna get out of this sch.

Speaking of which, we only have 2 more weeks left till end of the semester.

Can't wait!

For the last few days, i've been thinking..

Should i continue study?

I went to the SIM website and find out that the sch offers alot of cool part time courses.

The ones which caught my eyes are:

1. Bachelor of Early Childhood Studies.

2. Bachelor of Business (Accountancy).

3. Bachelor of Health Science (Medical Radiation Technology).

I'm not planning to take any IT-related courses anymore.

I'll go insane if i have to do more programming.

Too bad the admission cost is damn expensive.

Sigh.

Man.. What should i do after i graduate??

FuLL oF siGhiNg iN 2007

2007-01-04T15:51:00.000-08:00

2007..
Gonna be good, bad.. or worse?
Niwaes i've never welcome any new year with huge happiness.
And i hate to make any resolutions.
Guess I'm such a sadass.

Niwaes, i even had a bad start for year 2007.
At the nite of new year, i had a "blow out" wif my parents, especially mom.
Nothing new bout tis anyway.
But it's still as painful as ever.
Sometimes i hate it when some peeps don't realize what i've done for them.
Instead, they only see what i've NOT done.
And from there, they reach to the conclusion that i'm useless.

I only ask for one thing.
At least respect me as a human being, if not nothing else.
Nothing much.
And as a human being, i tend to make mistakes.
And i'm sorry i can't be perfect.

Sigh.
Today marks my 3rd year- 2nd semester in retarded poly.
Sucks.
5 more weeks and i'm gonna be outta there.
Forever.
Muaha.

Came to sch late again.
Had diarrhea this morning.
Spent too much time in the toilet.
And finally stepped out from home at 9 am!!
And even though i'm not rich, i took a taxi to sch.
Huahua.
And after i had reached sch, i went to the toilet again and did some chocolatey-business.
Thanks to the oh-so-very-good-fiber-dried-guava that i ate yesterday while doing FYP with the team mates.
I ate lotz of it.
Serve me rite.

The lesson was such a drag today.
All my classmates were slacking, including me.
Seems like everyone is still in a holiday mood.
I was too busy doing my own business instead of paying attention in class.
Too busy blog-hopping, surfing the net, and munching the maltesers.
The faci kept asking me for my opinion for today's problem.
"What do you think, Farihana?".
In my heart, "I think you suck.".

Maybe it's better to be in sch than at home.
Coz rite now i don't have any mood to face the parents.

But my mood is about to lighten up.
Darl is goin to fetch me from sch today!
Hooray!!
Great..
Coz after tomorrow till sunday, i can't meet him.
My family (mom's side) will be having a chalet at Aloha Loyang.
Sigh.
Hope can have some fun there..
So that i can release some stress.

Ouh ya..

Before i forget..

Happy 1 yr 1 mth anni to us!!

Love u lots

(^_^)

DaMn HoLiDaY!

2006-12-29T18:05:00.000-08:00

Yaayyy!!
Finally get to blog again!!
Fuh!
Life can be quite difficult without internet sometimes.
Heh.

Actually i'm at Jurong east library rite now, inside cafe galilee.
I'm so damn full.
I ordered a caramel chocolate divine and potato chunks.
(at first i tot that the "potato chunks" was big potato cubes. But actually it's potato wedges. duh.)
Sorry, no pics of the foods, coz my hp photo gallery is full, and i'm too lazy to delete some of the photos.
heh.
The "potato chunks" cost $3.20, and i tot that i wld only get a small handful of it.
But then, when it arrived at my table, i almost got a heart attack!
There were lotz of it and i doubted that i could finish all of them up by my own.
Coz.. you see.. i'm trying to diet..
(Ok nazira, don't try to gag).
But really..
I think that my body is as huge as the teletubbies now.
Not a very wonderful sight.
And thanks to kak shelah.
She 'helped' me alot by saying that my face look rounder.
*(O.o)*
Okay, back to the potato chunks.
The sad thing is, i've gobbled all of them up oredi.
Sigh.
If i continue to be like this, i'll look more worse than the teletubbies.

A few more days to the moment that i really hate..
The reopen of Retarded Poly.
Sigh.
I don't really do anything much during this semester holiday.
Spend most of my time taking care of the SBS (Spoilt.Brat.Siblings).

Went to KL a few days back.
4 days, 3 nite.
And i couldn't even stand a single day there.
The purpose of going to KL was to attend my cuzz's engagement ceremony.
And i tot that i could relax myself while being away from s'pore.
But too bad i was wrong.
Wanna know why?

Let me list out some of the unfortunate events that i had to go thru.

1) Had to deal wif the SBS while traveling a few million hours in the car.
2) A few moments of cat fight wif "Farah The Great Whiner" inside the car. Duh.
3) Kena scolded by mom coz i didn't help her to handle the SBS and prevent them from dirtying the car from eating all sorts of junk foods.
4) As the car was dirty, there were a few small cockcroaches scattering ard, and i was too disgusted to lean against the seat. And my body ached from sitting up straight all the way.
5) Got this one time, si "Farah The Great Whiner" couldn't even wait for half second to sit down and eat dinner first before searching for her toys. Keep whining and whining to buy her toys. At last i had to drag her to Mydin store (when actually i was really damn hungry), and as usual, she bought that barbie look-alike dolls. DUH.
6) And there was time when my cuz and i bought a RM15 chocolate chip frappucino at starbucks, and "Farah The Great Whiner" happened to see us drinking it. AND, as usual again, she claimed that the drink was hers, and drank 3/4 of it, and 'sawop' the cream skali. Didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
7) We didn't have time to go to Petaling Street. As a result, i couldn't buy anything for darl.
8) I slept beside "Farah The Great Whiner" every nite in the hotel, and she sleep-kicked me every nite, without fail. Wonder what she dreamed about. Fighting wif ninja turtles?

Sigh.
The only fun i had was when my cuz and i was given 2 hours to shop ard masjid india- without anyone to interrupt us, and we went shopping like crazy.
In the end, i bought a total of 3 cardigans, 2 blouse, 1 kimono, 1 very beautiful purple skirt, 2 scarfs, and 3 underwears.
Cool huh.

No WoRk No MoNeY!

2006-12-11T09:13:00.000-08:00

WOW.
Can't believe it.
I've no difficulty in waking up early today!!
Hooray!!
Actually i slept late ard 4am in the morning and woke up ard 8.30am.
What did i do all nite?
Read a 360-pages-novel until finish.
The story was sooo interesting that i juz couldn't stop and put it down.
It's been so long since i did that kind of thing.
(Used to do this most of the time during my secondary sch years).
So much for trying to lighten up my dark eye rings.

Does the jamu do all the wonder to help me feel less tired?
Or is it that i just got lucky??
Or is it that i'm guilt-ridden and i just couldn't sleep soundly???

Yes.
I kinda feel guilty rite now.
In the previous post, i stated that i was going to start working on monday.
Now it's monday morning..
So what the hell am i doing on my bed typing away this post instead of being at the United Square's Cold Storage and do some "KA-CHING"??!!
Hmmm.

I feel stupid.
Coz i haven't even call the agency to say that i don't feel like working anymore coz i don't wanna get my hands dirty for holding some porks or luncheon meat or whatsoever yang sewaktu denganyer.
Yup i know.
I should've call earlier.
But now is like a little too very late oredi.
Imagine what will happen if i call her rite now.
She'll curse me up-down-left-rite.
Sigh.

Hmm i should be thankful.
Nowadays it's hard to get a job.
And when i'm given a job, i'm trying to ditch it?
What kind of human being i am?
I'm worse than the alien!

So now..
Where am i suppose to find some money??
Rob a bank??
Heh.
What a cliche.

Mom was quite glad to hear that i've made up my mind not to work.
And she told me not to find any job again until i finally graduate.
And now is the time to take care of my younger siblings.
My spoiled, noisy younger siblings.
Who cry aloud and throw tantrums for no apparent reason.

To WoRk Or NoT tO wOrK?????

2006-12-07T22:53:00.000-08:00

Finally..
Sch holiday has come again..
One month holiday..
YEEHAA.
Like, so relieve.
And sch reopens on 2nd Jan 07.
Haiz..
The only thing that i really need now is a Temp job.
Coz i've no money to buy anything or go shopping.
Haiz.

Actually..
I'm given a temp job oredi..
A lady from the Kelly Service agency called me (and nazira) ..
And she gave us a temp job position as a cashier at the United Square mall's cold storage..
But the problem is..
We're afraid that we've to hold lots and lots of pork..
EEE.
YUCK.
And i don't even know if i'm allowed to wear scarf while working there.
like duh.

SoOo.. If you were me..
Take it?
Or leave it?

Sigh.

Nazira and i went to the Kelly Service office at the International Plaza in the afternoon juz now..
At first we were quite happy that the lady gave us the job straightaway..
And we can start working next monday..
But some peeps kept questioning us about the pork issue..
And my doubts start to grow bigger.. and heavier..
Haiz.
So troublesome.

Niwaes, after we left the international plaza, we went to Orchard.
So long never go there seyy..
heh.
Tot of going to the library at Ngee ann city..
But we ended up going window shopping at Far East Plaza.
Hahakz.
Shopping freaks.

(pics to be uploaded)

Before we went home, we decided to go to JP for a while.
And..
We stopped by at the "House of Jamu" shop.
Huahuahua.
We had some talk about jamus a few days back..
And at last we decided to try taking them.
Some peeps said that taking jamu is good.
So we also like to try arh.
But in the end, i was the only one who bought it..
Bought a jamu for teens like me..
(like as if i can still be consider a "teen" anymore. HEH.)
Hope it can change me..
Coz i think that i'm physically weak nowadays.
Sigh.

HaPpY 1st AnNi To Us!!

2006-12-04T22:50:00.000-08:00

Today is the 4th of Dec..

SoOo..

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNI TO ME & DARL!!
One year and not stopping ok.. hehe..

So.. We've been together for a year now..
So fast..
It seems like as if we've just met a few months back..
hehe..

And yup.. for those who donno yet..
The 1st time dat Darl and i got to know each other was thru cyberspace..
From internet larh.. not from mars or jupiter..
And.. he found me at.. errr..
FRIENDSTER.

Heh.

Last time I never, EVER, tot dat i would meet the guy of my dream from the internet..
It never came across my mind.
I only used internet for entertainment and reading resources (like, yawn).
But online-dating?? A big NO-NO.
And i had no idea that playing Friendster could change my life..
heh.

Glad that we've gone thru tis far..
And hope that our relationship last longer..
(^c^)v.

StReSsiNg & FYP-iNg..

2006-12-01T23:28:00.000-08:00

STRESS!!
STRESSS!!
STRESSSS!!

ok stop that.

Haiz nowadays i'm so damn worried bout whether i can successfully graduate from RP or not..
I don't wanna stay back for another semester!!
SELISIH MALAIKAT EMPAT PULUH EMPAT!
WAAA~~!!
Can't stand being in RP anymore!

My UT grades are getting from bad to worse.
Suaa.
And after taking my Internet and Service Technologies (IST) UT, i felt soo.. unmotivated..
Coz i know that i won't be getting better grade than last time..
Hate to say this.. but.. Serve me right.
The UT made me feel sOoO stress out..
So stress out that when i came down to meet my frens in the library after the UT, i had been talking cock.
Now i realized how crazy i can be when i'm..stress..
Duh.

Niwaes, Nazira, Asri and i had stayed back in sch until 9pm to do our FYP juz now..
We've been staying back late for tis one whole week..
Wonder why we've been so hardworking..
hehe..
I'm blessed to have this kind of team mates..
(eh korg.. jgn kembang ok).

Ard 7pm we had called the Pizza hut delivery to order pizzas for dinner..
Coz we were too lazy to move our buts to search for foods.. *hahakz*
Luckily there was one special promotion:
Buy 2 pan pizzas for only $19!!
Cheap rite!
Glad that i didn't have to fork out alot of money..
hehe..
But please i'm not a ~~cheapskate~~. ok.

CaBoT sCh AgAiN.. SLaP!!

2006-11-30T22:35:00.000-08:00

At first i didn't have the intention to skip class today..
The thought of skipping class didn't come across my mind..
Even though i woke up late, i was still quite determined to go to sch..
But then, juz as i reached the Boon Lay MRT platform..
As I was talking to darl..
Suddenly..
Jeng jeng jeng..
He wanted me to skip class and go dating wif him..!!
Huahuahua!

SoOo.. yup, i agreed wif his plan larh..
To tell u the truth i was quite reluctant at first..
Coz i've been skipping classes alot lately..
Like duh..
Suddenly the tot of having to stay back for another semester scares me to death!!
I'll rather skin myself alive than having to stay back for another semester!!
*Ya rite*.

In the end i decided to cabot..
Coz i missed him alot.. hehe..
The last time we met was last Tuesday.. *suaa*
At the same time i told myself that this MUST be the LAST time for me to skip class..
OR ELSE..

So darl and i went to causeway point..
Watched a chinese movie, "Battle of the wits" (or whatever it is called) at 11.30 am..
With Andy Lau as the leading actor..
I loike!
"Battle of the wits" is all about a war in china during the olden days..
The Zhao's empire wanted to take control of Liang's empire and yada2..
Killing here and there; the massacre..
Sometimes i find it quite fascinating to watch and learn how the peeps during the olden days fought in wars..
They used archery (bow n arrows) and swords instead of any machine weapons to kill the enemies..!
And surprisingly they could kill a handful of peeps..!
Fuh..!

After the movie we had our lunch at the Banquet..
and after lunch we went to the Wdland civic centre to go to the library for a while..
And as usual, my pantat itchy wanted to look around the cart shops there..
And the 'Korean-dress-shop' was still there..!
So excited!!
In a split second I went to look for the dress that i really wanted to buy so much!
And luckily nobody bought it and it was still there!!
As i know that i had no money, i could only enjoy looking and feeling the dress's soft fabric..
Darl was right behind me and I showed the dress..
I showed him just for the sake of showing.. (and i didn't hint2 anything ok)..
Suddenly he told the owner of the shop that he would like to buy the dress!!
I was in total shocked!!
I almost pushed him away seyy..!!
I said that there was no need to buy for me larh!!
But he insisted..!!
Haiyarghh..
Actually he was in the process of saving his money larhh.. I was so guilty..
But then he said that the dress was a gift for me for our 1st anni next monday!!
I couldn't stop thanking him..
So rite now.. my mission is to buy something special for him too..
Eh you all help me leh.. What to give him seyy??

I DUNNO!!

SaTuRdAy NiTe OuT..

2006-11-25T23:17:00.000-08:00

Dining in @ Causeway Point's Pizza Hut with nazira.
Planned to go somewhere else but ended up dining in at pizza hut's.
I'd a very light dinner..
I ordered a soup only..
Plus some garlic breads
It's not becoz i was dieting.. Hah ya rite.
But becoz earlier that time i'd eaten a Fish fillet burger meal at P.mall Mcd.
Suaa..
And besides, i'd no money to spent on some luxurious foods.

Forget the name of the soup liao.. Everything forget..:

Garlic bread:

Nazira ordered a surfer's choice pasta.. Hmm i loike!:

Kesian dia.. Mcm sepuluh hari tak mkn..:

Puas hati beb..!:

After dinner we walked around and around the causeway point to kill some time before it's time to go home.
Until now i really regret for doing some window shopping juz now..
We liked everything that we saw..!
From accessories to shoes to korean dresses!!
But i've no money to buy anything!!
Zilch. Zero. Nothing. No money!!

Worse still.. we went to the civic centre and tot of hanging ard in the library for a while..
But my buttock itchy wanted to look around at some of the cart shops before stepping into the library..
Then we happened to stop by tis shop which sell korean dresses!!
And we went crazy over most of them!!
All so very nice.. very beautiful!!
I even took a pic of one of the dresses..
And the owner of the shop laughed at me

I WANT THIS DRESS!!:
.

FriDaY eVeNiNg @ viVo..

2006-11-24T23:55:00.000-08:00

Breakfast for the day: Burker King Big Breakfast. hahakz..

Actually the food taste good.. but the way they presented it was like.. very.. err.. tak senonoh gitu..

Serious nah..:

I'd skipped class today.. Nazira and i decided to do our FYP in the sch library. We realized that we're really really way behind time to complete our golf website. We're done wif the login and register webpage, but the rest are still in "question mark" state. Suaa.. Do FYP until become crazy... Seterezz.

Ard 4.30pm we'd stopped doing our FYP and decided to go to vivocity to release stress larh (mcm tak de tempat lain gitu nak release stress.. hahakz)..

But before that.. took some pics lor.. heh heh:

Met Raihanah and her bf at Woodlands bus interchange.. Didn't saw her since the last fasting month.. Da mcm kurus gitu.. hehe.. Glad to see her happy.. Hope her relationship wif her bf last forever.. ('c',).

So.. back to vivocity.. Yup, reached vivo at ard 6pm.. Our first stop was Candy empire shop. Now the shop has lots and lots of candies and chocos!!. But too bad.. all the delicious ones are quite expensive.. Suaa. Better buy clothes rite.. I only bought a Dijon Mustard and honey potato chips there. Nazira bought the Sweet chilli and Sour Cream flavour. And each costs $3.45!!! Wah wanna cry.

Went outside to eat our potato chips by the sea.. while waiting for Tam:

Finally met Tam outside the Esprite boutique. Then we went to the Banquet to have our dinner..

We almost choked as we didn't buy any drinks. I tot of buying the drinks but Tam decided that we went to GJ cafe after eating and bought some drinks there instead. hahakz.

Mortal Sin. The name of this cake. Weird..:

Decorating the cake wif lots of caramel..:

(nasib la kalau tak kencing manis)

Tada!!!:

Last but not least, we went home by taxi. Luckily i reached home before 10pm..
OR ELSE..

SaTuRdAy NiTe FeVeR..!

2006-11-19T02:59:00.000-08:00

First of all, i wanna apologize to my fren Isnarti for telling her at the last minute that i couldn't go to town with her.

Haiz.. Nowadays it's hard for me to go out during the weekends larh.

As i've no maid now, it's my full responsibility to take care of my younger siblings when i'm free.. even though it is not fun at all..

haiz..

SoOo.. as usual.. i'd spent my saturday morning taking care of my siblings.. my noisy siblings.

Mom had to go to work.

Most of the time i'd to run after them so that they wouldn't make some mess ard the house.

*(>.<)*

So irritating.

And at the same time, i'd watch the indon movie, "Heart".

Wahh.. almost all of the scenes made me cry seyy..

I wanna reveal bout the ending of the story right here right now..

but i don't think nazira will appreciate that..

huahuahua..

Then in the evening i had to attend a make-up course at Woodlands CC with ayu. I signed up for the course becoz it's FREE!

Besides that, i also wanna know more about make up..

so that i won't make up my face wrongly in the future and turn myself into a clown.

Here are the tips that i've learned:

1) For Base make up, you should put on at least:
-Moisturizer
-Concealer (to cover up pimples, dark eye rings and yada2)
-Stick foundation (liquid foundation is too heavy for normal days)
-Loose powder (easy for touch up)

2) Lip balm (moisturize the lips) + LipGloss (LipStick) = LAST LONGER!

3) A bare face will look dressed if you remember to curl your eyelashes and apply mascara.

4) The secret to eyeshadow application, especially when using brighter shades, is blend, blend, blend!

Want more?? Heh.. look up for me aite.

After the course ended, darl fetched me and sent me to my aunt's house.

We had a surprise b'day party for kak shelah..

And we had to wait for her until 11 pm lehz.
Yawn! *(O.o)*

But the black pepper crabs that my aunt cooked for us made me so happy and in high spirit (even though it was late at nite oredi)!

And the cake was yummy too!

A white chocolate one!

Black pepper crabs and white chocolate cake:

Kak shelah, mak n bik idah:

The Paparazzis:

Envy her clothes larh:

NyEh N nAgG!! (+_+)

2006-11-17T21:28:00.000-08:00

Nyeh-nyeh-nyeh-nyeh!!
Nag-nag-nag-nag!!
Fed-up seyy..!!
Treat me like as if i'm a small kid!!
But when i'm acting like a small kid, they don't like it!!
Set curfew at 10 pm!!
Cannot even be 5 (or even 1) mins late!!
And during week-days after sch, if i come back home late but before 10,
they also nag-nag-nag-nag!!
HMPH.

They never used to be like this before.
But after they know that i have a bf,
They start to set all kind of rules!!
HMPH.

hmm.. Juz reached home.. sometimes i really feel very RIMAS larh when my parents keep asking me trivia questions like why i come back home late larh, where i go larh and yada2. I'm 20 seyy. I'll appreciate more if they ask me those questions if i happen to come back home very late after my curfew.. but not before my curfew *tantrums*!! If like that then it's better to set my curfew at 7 pm rite..

Actuali nazira n i planned to go to vivocity after sch. But now i'm glad that we didn't go there juz now. If not, kena 'siku' wif my parents. So we juz hanged ard in the library and did our RJs (Reflection Journal), and had a light dinner @ Cafe Galilee. Nazira bought chicken chunks, and i bought honey grazed chicken wings.. Such a chicky dinner we had.. hahakz.

Chicken chunks:

Honey Grazed Chicken Wings:

EE.. I looked fat:

After finishing all those chicky chicken, nazira still felt hungry (can't blame her coz she's growing up and her appetite is getting bigger. hahakz!). So we decided to go to causeway point's Cafe Gelare to gobble up an ice-cream waffle..
Yummy!!

But before leaving the sch, we had some crazy moments in the sch library's toilet.

At Gelare:

Banana Caramel Waffle:

Dengan bersungguh2 kita mkn ye:

Finally we called it a day and went back home.

That's when all the nyeh-nyeh-nyeh started.

PiTiNeSs..

2006-11-17T16:03:00.000-08:00

Full of pitiness in this post larh..

I pity the faci larh.

After lesson, before he went off, he said to the class, "See u all next week!."

Then nobody said anything.

Silence.

Only could hear the loud sounds of the aircon.

If there were lizards in the lab, i think there wld also be loud sounds of them too.

*Pisst pisst..*

Ouh salah.. tu bunyik ular ler.

I pity my bro larh.

He called me in the morning.

And luckily it was not about money (or else..)..

Felt guilty for shouting at him larr..

Not shouting as in shouting in anger at him..

But bcoz the reception was low in the sch library..

And he couldn't hear my voice when he spoke to me..

So i was going, "HELLO HELLO!!!!."

Wonder if he tot that i was irritated with him..

Then went out from the library and finally the reception was high and could talk to him very clearly..

Got to find out that he's very stress bout his relationship wif his gf.

Even more stress coz he's in camp..

When he talked to me, he really broke down..

As in really BROKE DOWN.

Wah.. i felt like crying also larhh.

He seldom cry one..

Haiyargh the gf arhh, wanna kena from me u know..

Don't wanna type out what she has done larh.

But she has really gone too far tis time.

Piak piak!!

*The sound that'll be form if i ever get to slap her.*

I pity darl arhh.

He was short of money..

But still wanna give me money for my sch expenses..

Told him that i'm use to having no money liao..

But he secretly put a $50 note in my wallet..

Haiyargh.. why he so kind one..

*niwaes thank u and muah muah!!!*

Won't spend it anyhow okay..

('c',)v

DiNnEr @ SaPriNo'S PiZzA..

2006-11-14T23:42:00.000-08:00

After sch met darl.. and we had dinner @ Saprino's Pizza @ Singapore Discovery Centre (SDC)..

Again..

Err i've forgotten what this dish is called.. Baked Seafood Fettuccine Pasta??:

Can't blame him.. He's hungry:

And we also had Spinach Special Pizza.:

Eh nazira.. Sedap okay..!
*cuma org yg tak makan sayur je ckp tak sedap.. huahuahua*

WHaT tHe??

2006-11-14T09:27:00.000-08:00

YeE hAa!! I've finally bought the dress that I've been crazy for..

BEE-YOU-TEE-FULL!!

Woke up VERY early this morning. Ard 5.30 am.
WOAH..! hahakz.
The reason why i woke up early is not bcoz i wanted to reach sch early

(NEVER in my life)..
But it's bcoz..
jeng jeng jeng..
i wanted to have breakfast wif darl at JP's Mcd.. huahuahua..

So glad that we could have breakfast together.. coz it has been a long time since we had breakfast together..
So for once in a while i've to sacrifice my TIRED eyes.. juz to spend some lovely time wif my love one.. heh.

Mom was surprised to see that i left home very early "for sch" today.

Mama: Eh siang nah nak pegi skola nyari..?
Me: Da slalu dtg lambat.. So skali skala nak dtg skola siang.. (*ya rite*)
Mama: Baru sedar la ni.
Me: agaknyer la tu. haha.

Padahal.. PADAHAL.

So met darl at JP's Mcd at ard 7 am. Unfortunately, i happened to pass by the Giordano's window display (or whatever it is called) before entering JP.. And.. i saw a black Bolero on one of the mannequins.. and.. i started to go gaga over it..
*Not again..*
I'm also longing for black bolero seyy.. i think i'm longing for everything.. hahakz.
Shoot me.
*Bang!*
I even took a picture of that mannequin. A passer-by looked at me like as if i was insane.

After breakfast darl and i had to go our separate ways.. Supposely we had planned that i cabot lesson 2day and that we wld go to Vivocity.. But in the end, darl has to work- office hours, and i've no choice but to come to class. Worse still, 2day's lesson is on Business & Cyber law.

"Where land or any interest therein has become partnership property, it shall, unless the contrary intention appears, be treated as between the partners (including the representatives of a deceased partner), and also as between the heirs of a deceased partner and his executors or administrators, as personal or movable and not real estate."

(-_-!)

I've read this sentence for the 10th times.. and i still can't understand what the hewl it's talking about. Like reading shakespear sia.. I wld rather make a song out of it. Wonder how the law students can manage studying law without having their brains sticking out.

MoNdAy MoRniNg..

2006-11-13T10:16:00.000-08:00

I'm fasting today. Heh. Rajin kann??

And i came to class much earlier than i usually did.. Trying to turn a new leaf laaa.. *ya rite*.

I'm having photography lesson 2day.. I've skipped this lesson for quite a few times oredi.. So 2day i don't really feel like taking any photos.. Boringg..
The photo theme is "Event". Funny. Coz there's no any event taking place in sch 2day. So, what's there to take? Maybe i can request my team mates to take some photos of me having some "sleeping event" in class. ~~My pantat itchy oredi wanna cabot later in the afternoon..~~

I'm pissed. My pay still haven't banked in yet in my bank account by the HR management of the company that i used to work for last month. She promised to bank in by last week. But now, HABOK PON TADA!!

Actually i'm goin 'ga-ga' over this dress that i saw in JP yesterday.. It costs $35!! But seriously, that dress looks so pretty!! But i'm not sure lah if i look pretty in that dress.. hahakz. I've brought my money and tot of buying it later after sch. But i dunno if that's a good idea. There're still lotz of things that i need to buy. But that dress looks so beautiful that if i don't buy it, i will go crazy and nangis tak berlagu..!! Or even have a nightmare bout it!!

Stupid stomach. Stop growling please.

Haizz.. Lately darl and i barely spend so much time wif each other. Kinda miss him alot. But i've to get use to it. Coz he's always busy. Hope that we really have breakfast together tomorrow.. Hope that there'll be no change of plan.

So sick n tired of it oredi.

Hmm okaylah.. i've some work to do. Da~.

ChALeT DiScUsSiOn..

2006-11-10T23:39:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. I realised that i don't really look soo good nowadays.. Seems like my skin is becoming darker, my face keep growing pimples (so irritating), i'm growing fatter, my dark-eye-ring won't vanish, and i feel like as if my height is becoming shorter each and everyday. Hmm strange. I've become soo paranoid bout my looks. Whenever i look at myself in the mirror, i feel like breaking it. No kidding. Dunno what have gone wrong.. It's juz so frustrating to see that there are still no better result even after i've tried so hard to take good care of my looks. Sux to the power of infinity. Juz when i tot that i had stopped worrying bout my looks. Whatever i used to think bout myself during my younger days come back to haunt me again now. I hate that. I hate to hate myself. It's not a good feeling. It's not good to be ungrateful bout whatever i have now.

Ok let's talk bout sumting else..

Hmm.. Yup.. Actuali i've juz came back from my uncle's house; open house. All my relatives (from mom's family) were there. It's really great to have a family gathering again (especially with my mom's family). We always have good time together.

SoOo.. Open House = lotz of foods! I had 2 servings of fried macaroni, 1 serving of lontong and 1 serving of bread with chicken curry. Yup i know.. ~~If i grow fatter, there's no one that i can blame except for myself.~~ haiz. And that Jia, badan je kecik tapi mkn pon bleh tahan. hahakz.

Niwaes I got to know that we will be booking a chalet at aloha loyang for another family gathering on 5 january 07. Great! I can't wait. So juz now, almost everyone was so busy discussing about the chalet.

And out of all peeps, kak shelah assigned me to organise the games for the chalet. Aiyoyo..! My cuzzies who will be helping me to organise the games are: Jia, Ojen, khairul and khairi. We had a very wacky and hilarious discussion on what type of games that we need to organise. Laugh and laugh until my stomach almost split open!

~~And strangely, the hardest part was to think bout the type of games that are suitable for kids.~~

Me: Eh, nak buat game apa ar untuk budak2??
ALL: (Think very hard)
Khairul: Buat game yg dorg kena dudok kat atas balloon sampai balloon tu meletop ar.
Ojen: Jgn.. nanti dorg jadi fobia dengan balloon. Dorg kan takot bunyik meletop2.
Jia: A ah.. skali bila dorg nampak balloon je dorg muntah2.. Uwekk! haha.
Me: Hahahaha ye lah tu.. Hmm abeh nak buat game apa plak??
ALL: (Think very hard again)
Ojen: HAHH!
Me: Aper??
Ojen: Buat game "siapa paling cepat koyakkan kertas!"
ALL: WAHAHA!
Me: Kepala hotak ko lah! Kalau mcm tu si boboy (my 1 yr old bro) pon bleh main!

They even decided that if any person or group lose in any game, they have to do a forfeit: Wear our uncle's boxing shorts and gloves and imitate a boxer. So lame.

And ya.. I also remember another quite funny conversation.

Me: Eh tis Wednesday ko skola eh? 'O' Level ke??
Khairul: Tak la.. Skarang ni tgh skola kat ITE Dover la..
Me: Eh?? Baru tau seyy..! Ambik course apa??
Khairul: IT
Me: (heard wrongly) Ye.. Ambik course apa?
Khairul: IT lah..
Me: (heard wrongly again) Yelah aku tau ko ITE.. Ko ambik coouur...
Khairul: AMBIK COURSE IT LA! PAHAM TAK? I.T!! (with hand gestures all over the place!)
ALL: WAHAHA! (laugh at me. Sobzz.)
Me: (paiseh to the max) Ouh okok.. paham.. IT.. hahakz!
And kak leha was laughing at me like mad!

When my blur fever come, it's hard for me to recover.. hahakz.. the funniest part was when khairul had to make hand gestures all over the place in order to make me understand what he was saying.. He looked very funny! Luckily his hand didn't fly onto my face.. hahakz!

I juz love my family.. They juz can't be replace.. Love them to the max.. (^c^,)v

And darl, juz take note that you can't be replace too.. (^c^,)v

RaYa WaLk WiTh Rp FrEnS..!

2006-11-08T23:50:00.000-08:00

I had spent almost the whole day "jln raya-ing" with my RP frens 2day..

Today is like my 1st time going for "hari raya outing" with them.

Hmm.. let's hope that it's not the last..

Hehe..

The peeps:

The usual - AYUZIEFRESYALI

(ayu, ziera, frena (me), syaidah (n her bf) n Lila)

Isha, Nad, Ammar, Shahirah n her bf.

The outing was fun.. Got to know each other better..

The usual joking n laffing n teasing each other..

heh heh..

Everyone was in a great mood.

Our first stop was at nazira's house.. And surprisingly i came first.. heh..

(coz i'm usually late for almost.. every event.. heh)

Everyone finally came at ard 1.30 pm..

1st house: Nazira's; 2nd: Mine; 3rd: Lila's; 4th: Ayu's; 5th: Isha's; 6th: Nad's.

SoOo.. here are the pics:

I didn't continue goin "jln-raya" with them after we left ayu's house.. Coz, again, i had to be home by 10pm. They were going to the east side, and i knew that if i followed, i wld be reaching home VERY late. Haiz..

SoOo.. I went to meet darl instead @ Pioneer Mall's Mcd before going home. He wanted to study for his First Aid Test, so i tot of accompanying him..

Reached P.mall at ard 9pm.. His reaction was very funny when he saw me. He said that i looked very pretty. hahakz!

He said, "Wah.. Lawa sey u.."; And i was like, "mana ader seyy.. Sama je.."

It was funny bcoz i didn't really think that i looked that pretty.. hahakz.. My make-up was all so ruined already seyy.. suaa..

He even told one of the Mcd crew that i was the most beautiful girl in this world.. And that guy juz smiled.. a very sincere smile. He muz be kiding me.

I was like.. "WHAT??" (*_*)

I was flattered.. but i pitied that crew guy.. Who knows he almost vomitted blood??

suasuasua..

GloRiA gLoRy..!

2006-11-06T21:29:00.000-08:00

More update on food & Beverages..

Can't help it.. i juz loveeee foods.. hehe..

A Lunchtime @ GJ cafe..

~~(cabot sch and there's nowhere to go.. so went to GJ Cafe instead to chill)~~

GJ's Original Ice Chocolate:

Malt Teaser Slice Cake:

Ok that's all.. Muackies!!

OpEn HoUsEs..:

2006-11-04T22:48:00.000-08:00

Went to Ayu's open house with Nazira in the morning (ard 11 am).. I brought my lil sis farah along.. That vain pot.. hahakz.. Told her to wear a beautiful dress.. but dunno why she was not in her vainest mood today.. hahakz.. She even tot of wearing tis baju kurong (mcm yg org kampong pakai gitu) but then i talked her out of it and she agreed to wear a red dress. suaa.

I also wanted to wear something new.. So i wore a shawl around my head instead of the usual scarf that i always wear.. No doubt that i looked funny. First attempt is not always successful. Besides, my mom said that i looked like "ROBIN HOOD". (+_+)

SoOo.. nazira and i took a cab to woodland to Ayu's house. OKB la katakan.. hahakz..

In the cab:

Reached ayu's house at ard 12 pm. Then we saw tis cute lil kid.. And nazira started to go "ga-ga" over him.. hahakz.. Erm forget his name liao.. Taufiq something something.. heh..:

More pics:

We loved Ayu's living-room-curtain so much, that we made it as our " photo studio background".. hahakz:

Karaoke time..!! :

AyuZieFreSya:

After that, we (syaidah, her bf, farah and me), went to nazira's house. Her mom cooked mee soto and i really loike it very much!! I had 2 to 3 servings of it.. heh..

Then finally we went home and lived happily ever after.

Actually there are lots of pics to put.. but then i'm lazy to upload everything liao..

hmm oklah.. that's all.

Yawn!

TGIF..!

2006-11-03T22:55:00.000-08:00

Quite a long day today.. SoOo, these are what i've done today:

1) In the morning went to sch as usual.

2) Decided to skip class and sit in the library doing my Final Year Project (FYP) and slacking like hewl.

In the toileett.. Nothing to do.. So took some pics of myself lor.. heh..

3) Darl came to my sch to meet me for lunch.. yipee!! Lunch in at Galilee Cafe.

4) Took my Data Centre and Network Management module test (UT). Didn't study for it.. so no use to hope that i'll pass it.

5) Went for FYP meeting with my team mates and supervisor.. Seems like we had to buck up so that we'll not be behind time to finish everything.

6) Went to JP with nazira and went to "Scoopz" to eat ice-cream.. hahakz. We had 2 scoops of chocolate cookies and grape ice-cream.. YUMMY.

5) Jia called me to come to my aunt's house for her surprise b'day party.

6) Finally went home..

Fuhh..! A very long day indeed.. ZzZzZz..

CaVaNa..

2006-10-31T21:24:00.000-08:00

Dining in at Cause point's Cavana's on the night of Halloweennn.. Muahahaha.. heh..

Wah the face wanna kena slapp!!:

Setep cute seyy.. hahakz:

Fill in our orders with full of emotion and passion.. Hahaks!:

While waiting for our orders,we did some "shadowplay" on the table... Lamezz:

1st shadow theme: "Reaching out for you". 2nd theme : "Evil Rabbit". 3rd theme : Err.. "Alien hands". maybe.

These are what we had ordered:

I had thai sauce chicken rice with potato chips and coleslaw..:

Nazira had Tom yum soup.. Yummy!!:

SoOo that's all folks.. That's the only dishes we had ordered. That time we didn't feel like "MELAHAP-ING" alot of foods ~~(coz i didn't have enuff money.. heh..)~~.

Okay.. Juz wait for more update on more SUPERLICIOUS foods!!

DA~~!

LoVe @ ViVoCiTy..

2006-10-30T22:58:00.000-08:00

Yo i'm back..!! 2day has been the happiest day of my life.. sort of.. hehe..

Okay, everything went according to plan. Went DATING wif darl at Vivocity. We didn't take the MRT at the last minute coz darl decided to drive the car.. SUAA..

Juz as we reached Vivocity, we went to the Banquet to have our lunch. I had a fishball noodle (recently my fav dish) and darl had a chicken cutlet yada-yada noodle. Yummy..! Taste quite good indeed.. but i think that JP Banquet's fishball noodle taste better. huahua.

Dengan bersungguh2 si dia mkn ye..:

After that, we juz walked ard, up and down, exploring the Vivocity. But we didn't stop by any shops or boutiques to window-shop. We juz walked around observing and criticising on the interior design and architecture of the building. hahakz tak de keje lain la tu.

Then around 2.30 pm we went to watch a movie, "The Departure". At first i didn't even know what the hewl the movie was all about. I juz agreed to watch it coz darl wanted to watch it so much. And fortunately i'm not really that fussy when it comes to movie.

"The Departure" took 3 hours to end. Mcm hindustan gitu. At first i tot that the movie was boring. But throughout the way, i was getting hook with it coz there were some twists and turn in the story. Really great. Most of the scenes showed peeps getting shot in the head. Hmm scary.. So grateful that i didn't have any migrane after stepping out of the cinema. And yup, you should all watch it. Guarantee puas hati beb!

After watching the movie we decided to say goodbye to vivocity and went for dinner at the Saprino's Pizza at the Singapore Discovery Centre (SDC). Hmm wonder if all of you have heard bout it. Darl used to work there (part-time) during his younger days. heh..

When we arrived at SDC, there were no peeps in sight. Then we started to doubt if the Saprino's Pizza was open.. The place was so "ulu" wif no peeps ard. The SDC was not open anyway. But we just went inside to take a look and luckily saw that the Saprino's Pizza was open. And we also realized that we were the only customers who were dining there. It was scary but romantic at the same time. hahakz. And somemore, we were eating by the lake. hehe..

These are what we had ordered juz now:

Spinach special pizza. I know it don't look that tasty but we really liked it!!:

Err.. Seafood pasta:

Honey glazed chicks wings..:

Hmm.. i juz love spending quality time wif him.. sighh..!!

SoOo.. last but not least.. after dinner, darl sent me to my aunt's hse. She invited me to her house for hari raya visit cum karaoke session. So, aku apa lagi la!! Dtg rumah dia teros melalak tak tentu pasal!!

MoNdaY mOrNiNg..

2006-10-30T10:14:00.000-08:00

Sarapan besar aka big breakfast at Mcd.

Okay. I'm happy. Coz i'm very full oredi. hahakz. SoOo..yup, i'm at JP Mcd rite now. SoOo, let me teach you some calculation.
Monday morning + at 10.20 am + at JP mcd = Skip class. Get it?

I've juz eaten my big breakfast. So fullll... Rite now i'm waiting for my abg syg to come. I've told him that i'm skipping class today. And he has made up his mind to go DATING wif me later. hehe. In fact, he has tot of a very good adventure for us: Go to VIVOCITY by MRT (wow!) and watch a movie!! Actuali he hates to take the public transport. But dunno why suddenly he's in the mood to take the MRT. hehe. Isn't that great?? I was jumping up and down when he told me that he wants to go to the VIVOCITY. But, time after time, i told myself not to hope too much. Being a typical guy that he is, he may have a change of plan. Who knows if he wants to play BADMINTON wif his fren again????? I've been waiting for him for an hour oredi. I don't mind bout that actuali. But i'll worry if he's not here for the next 2 hours.

I've been spending my weekends "jln raya" with my family. Surprisingly, a WOMAN like me still get green packets. I'm so grateful that i look younger than my age (coz i'm so broke recently). Some peeps tot that i still study in Sec sch. what the heck. hahakz.

Niwaes, i filled my stomach more than i filled my pocket. Almost every house served us with heavy but delicious dishes.

Thanks to them that now i can't even fit into my skirt that well.

And i tot that i've lose some weight. Get a grip.

Some pics that i took from my hp.. so sad that i hv no digi cam.. Waaa~~

The reason behind all the KECOH-NESS:

Well, the journey (from house to house) by car was quite hectic. You'll know how hectic it is if you have lil siblings who can't juz simply keep their mouth shut.

That farah, she couldn't stop asking me alot of trivia questions. Sometimes she must accept the fact that i'm her sister, not her information counter.

Farah : kakak, we want to go where??
Me : People's house.
Farah : Whose house??
Me : Mama's fren house.
Farah : But i don't want to go to people's house. I want to go jalan buy toys.
Me : Then you go stay at home.
Farah : But i want to follow you and mama and papa.
Me : Then keep quiet.
Farah : Where's atin (her bez fren cum cuzz)
Me : Later we meet him.
Farah : Then we want to go where??
Me : (wanna explode oredi) PLEASE STOP ASKING ME ALOT OF QUESTIONS CAN OR NOT!!!
Farah : But i dunno where we want to go what....!
Me : (took my mp3 out and stuck the earpiece into my ears and tuned up the volume)
Farah: (turned to mama) mama, we want to go where??
And the questions went on and on.

And fahmie.. since he was sick during the weekends, he was crying practically every 5 damn minutes.

I almost went crazy.

SuAaA..

2006-10-27T14:41:00.000-07:00

Hmph. Quite pissssss offf rite now. Tot of meeting him tis afternoon. coz it has been 2 weeks since i last saw him. But.. he wants to play badminton wif his fren.. ok then.. Playing badminton is not wrong, and it's good for the health. So. Juz go on then. So the only thing that i've to do now is to breathe in and out before i'm gonna explode. I wanna try to understand him. So.. breathe in breathe out. Now i think that i should enroll myself into an anger management class.

I didn't have the chance to go to Heeren yesterday. Coz i had to go to my aunt's house in the evening. So, for once in a while, i had to sacrifice my time for my family and relatives.. haiz.. When can i go there sia~~..

The aunties (from my father's family side) juz love to tease me.. Luckily i'm the kind of person who can take jokes. hahakz. Recently they call me DOREAMON. Not bcoz i'm blue in colour and fat and can take the latest technology devices out of my pocket. But bcoz they think i sound like him. Especially my high pitch voice. like duh! Then when they talked to me, they imitate the voice of that DOREAMON!

They also give names to my lil siblings.
Farah: "Wa-ta-ib". Farah always says "i'm tired" when she's.. tired. But one day my aunts heard wrongly and tot that she said "wataib". Until now, they call her "wa-ta-ib". Bwarhaha! Nonsensical.

And Fahmie: "Jaafar Onn". Coz they said that he looks like him. Bwarhaha!! like duh!

Oklah.. Updating on what i have for lunch today.. in Cafe Galilee in the sch library:

Ayu and i had meat ball spaghetti:

While nazira had Teriyaki Chicken steak wif rice:

And we shared ice chocolate drink:

AyuZieFre:

HmM.. hAri RaYa.. SiGh..

2006-10-26T02:43:00.000-07:00

Please.. please let the lesson end early.. Urgent.. Coz i need to go to The Heeren to make use of the discount card that i get from buying the CLEO mag!! hahakz! There is no other day that i can go there. Sunday is the last day that i can get to use the discount card. My weekends are booked for "jalan raya" with my family oredi lahz.. hehe..

Ouchzz.. I think i've hurt my teeths.. Been chewing the lollipop stick from lunch till now. One of my stoopid habit. And i even held the stick when my team mates and i were doing our presentation. I'm 20 years old.. but still acting like a kid.. GANYUT tak tentu pasal..
Haven't go for dental checkup for 3 years oredi.. Wonder how many holes i have in my teeths.. Don't want to know la. Scary. And i'm scared of the dentists. They are cruel. They'll scrap your teeth until you have no teeth left.. Muahaha! And i think that i have to cut down my sugar intake. Don't wanna risk my life of becoming a diabetic soon.. Sobz.

SoOo.. Bout hari raya.. hmm.. Juz as wat i'd expected. Not so fun.. My bro had to leave to tekong at the night of the 1st day of hari raya (last tues).. so sad.. Not like the previous years.. Like having no bro at all seyy.. haiz.. Niwaes, my family and i only went to 6 houses on the 1st day. It was not like the previous years when we used to go to alot of our relatives houses.. haiz.. Stop sighing frena.

Don't even ask bout my 2nd day of raya.. I didn't go anywhere at all.. Juz watched tv until i went crazy. Suaa..

Jia n me:

Lontong + Ayam + Rendang + Seronding (tak tau spell la. hahakz):

Hi darl. I'm missing u. hee. I'm going crazy or what?

Va-Va-VoOm ViVoCiTy!!

2006-10-23T22:23:00.000-07:00

Yohaa!! This is gonna be a LONG entry. 2morrow is hari raya.. So i wanna wish all the muslims "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin" Ok!! Hmm.. actuali i'm not really that enthusiastic bout it.. dunno why lehz.. Hope that 2morrow is a good day for me.. hmm..

This morning, as usual, went to sch, even though i had no mood to come to class, as 2day is hari raya eve. My module for 2day was "Business and Cyber Law" (my elective module).
Monday blues + learning about law = a split headache.
but no choice lehz.. I've been absent for 3 weeks for tis module oredi. So, no more excuses. And worse still, we had to do a debate for today's lesson. Debate on LAW. Something like what you've seen in the courtroom. Sort of. Wah lao.. i really HATE debate. Coz, i dunno how to debate, and i'm sux at it. And worse still, it was about LAW. but no choice. Everyone had to speak. So, i was the first speaker in my team. And as expected, i was stammering all the way when i was speaking. And i wondered if all my classmates heard me. hahakz. I think that i only spoke for 1 min, (the max time given was 4 min.. kwangz..!). However my team won the debate, and obviously it was not because of me lar. hahakz. My other team mates were very good speakers. Even the faci nominated them as the best speakers in the debate. Good job guys. Too bad you all have a "sotong" team mate like me.

Then after sch, nazira and i went to "va-va voom" VIVOCITY, the next biggest shopping centre in S'pore!!! boy, was i excited! Actuali our lessons finished quite early, and both of us didn't want to go back home early. So i decided that we went to vivocity.. heh heh..

At Outram Park MRT station Platform:

If you don't know where the hell is tis vivocity, it is actuali located at the harbourfront. You should go there!! The place is big with lots of shops and boutiques. But some of the shops are still under construction.

The first shop that nazira and i saw rite after we entered vivocity was the CANDY EMPIRE shop. Whooah.. FULL OF CHOCOLATES/CANDIES!! Can go crazy man!! Most of the chocos/candies are the ones that you have not seen before! I'd been oohhing and aahhing at all of them until nazira told me to stop. hahakz. I can be so irritating if i'm "jakon". After that, we walked further into vivocity and went window shopping at tangs, fox and Forever 21.

More pics:

After that, jalan punyer jalan, we happened to pass by GJ CAFE!!! WAHH SO HAPPY!! So, without any hesitation, we went inside the cafe and ordered a "Strawberry and cream" ice blended. YUMMY!

After that (berapa banyak "after that" dahhh..), jalan punyer jalan again, we discovered that vivocity is like the Esplanade. If Esplanade is located by the river, then Vivocity is located by the sea, which overlook SENTOSA! We found an outdoor spot (something like a bay) at the side of the building, where peeps can sit back, relax and enjoy the wind and the view of the sea and ferries. Isn't that great? All of you should go there!

Before we called it a day, we went into tangs again, as i decided to buy a handbag for hari raya. Actuali i had a Bonia bag at home which my mom gave me. But then, it looks like as if it's for the old ladies. Opps, i mean, for the MATURE ones. So, i tot that it's better to buy a handbag that suits me (or my age) better. Rite now, i wld like to give the honour to Nazira for being kind enuff to pay for the bag for me. But don't worry, i'll pay you back when i have enuff $$ in my pocket OK!

CoOkiE DiSaStEr.

2006-10-22T12:13:00.000-07:00

I'm down wif a flu rite now. Been down wif flu quite a number of time tis year. Tis is wat happen if u have a lil sibling who tends to sneeze straight to your face without warning, and it's juz a lil bit late for u to get away from it. So, that's how the flu hits me. However i'm juz grateful that it's not a virus that can turn me into a flesh-eating zombie. Whooah, wild imagination.

SoOo.. 2 more days to hari raya.. YeeHaa! But my house still don't look like as if it's "malam raya" (hari raya eve). It's quite hectic to clean the house with lil siblings "trying their best to help" clean the house too. Da masok kan benda, dorg kluakan balik. Mcm main game gitu eh. duh.

Niwaes I'd been busy baking cookies the whole day 2day too. And it was my first attempt baking them by myself. And I was so freakin frustrated. Tot that it wld go smoothly. But then some of the things went wrong. Haiyargh. The worse part was when the cookies got stuck to the tray after baking, and it was soo freakin disastrous to get them out without destroying their "appearance". And i'd also accidentally added a lil too much of baking powder. duh. That stoopid recipe told me to put 2 tsp of it. And my mom, she was being very "supportive" by saying that the cookies looked ~~"tak senonoh"~~. Great.

But cheers! They may not taste as heavenly as Famous Amous's or Mrs Field's cookies. At LEAST, they taste like COOKIES; and not a garbage or something. And i have a satisfied customer too - my lil sis. At LEAST she loves them. hahakz.

StUdiO PiCs..!

2006-10-20T13:49:00.000-07:00

Last month my family and i went to this one studio at the Angsana Shopping Centre - johor- to take some family pics. My parents want to hang a large-frame family photo in the living room. Mcm keluarga datok n datin gitu.. hahaks! Actually the photo package was quite good and cheap. And there was a free makeover for only one person in the family. And guess who was the one who kena tortured being makeover?? M.E. And the make-up artist turned me into one pathetic bride, when i juz wanted to look normal and simple.

Here are some of the studio pics:

The Whole Family (this is the pic that my parents chose to hang on the living room)

My parents with my MUCH MUCH younger siblings

My parents wif the twins (me & bro)

Bro wif lil sis

Me wif lil sis

Wahh mcm film Star karat

Ouh Ya!! Mana laki aku?? Huahua!

FeStiVe SeAsOnS..

2006-10-20T13:03:00.001-07:00

Counting down.. 4 days to hari raya.. Wahh very the fast.. I've bought all the things that i need for that day oredi.. except a few scarfs to go wif.. Haiyargh.. I'm short of $$$!!

My bro will be coming back hm from tekong 2day. Can't wait to see how he looks like. hahakz. He must be so skinny and DARK from all those training. Keep it up.

SoOo.. 2morrow is Deepavali.. Hope that there will be alot of Hindustan movie for me to watch on TV.. heh heh.. However, no relaxing 2morrow. Have to do alot of house cleaning for hari raya. Need to take off the old curtains and put on the new ones. So siann. 2morrow will be a very busy day for me. No maid = alot of work for me to do. Stoopid.

And besides that.. 2morrow is also a very special day for darl.. SoOo, I wanna wish him a VERY HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY!!!! I'd bought him a Giordano Sweater which he really loike very much! Muackies! 10 months and not stopping ok. hope so.. hee.

a LoNg NiTe InDeEd!!

2006-10-19T10:34:00.001-07:00

I'm having "that time of the month". hehe u know wat i mean. Having a very painful stomach cramp rite now. Cannot tahan liao. Becoz of that, i cabot class 2day. I don't think that i can pay full attention in class when my condition is like this. I've eaten the panadol, but it seems like the pain is getting more worse than before. like duh. So, as usual, i'm in the sch library.

Yesterday went to Bugis wif my sec sch frenz, isnarti and raihanah. Wah all grown up oredi liao (hehe juz kidin). We broke our fast at Long John Silver. I had this Fish treasure watever meal, the one with the rice. Wah lao, so the "memuakkan". Plain rice with black pepper sauce. Eee. Niwaes i bought that bcoz i'm use to eating rice during break-fast time. I hate to eat fast food. Not so healthy. Hehe.

Ceyy is.. ko nak makan ke atau experiment ayam tu??

Wah.. Rai posing abis..

Mkn pelan2 oii.. Aku tau korg lapar!

My Fish Treasure Meal. But it did not taste like a wonderful treasure at all. Hahakz!

After breaking our fast, we went to Bugis Village. I loike! I didn't know that there was a 2nd storey there until yesterday (luckily isnarti told me. thanks ok!). So "jakon". As usual, i hate to leave any shopping centres/places empty handed (especially when i'm at bugis village!), so i bought this top with flowery prints all over! I love it very much!! then we walked ard bugis village until "mabok". Fooled ard with each other and tried on spectacles in some of the spectacle shops. Hahakz tak de keje lain. Then at this one shop, the apek asked us why we were all so happy, as we were all laughing here and there for no apparent reason. Then we lied that we were juz so happy to come to his shop (*bukannye slalu dapat pegi kedai dia kan?? hahakz*). Then he wanted us to buy his watches. Then i told him "okay, if you give me offer - buy one get one free. huahuahua. After that i tot of going to the bazaar ramadhan at kampong glam (the Suria Raya carnival one) coz i wanted to buy a black scarf for hari raya. But then we were too lazy to walk there. We even tot of taking the trishaw. But that was a very silly idea indeed. hahakz. Instead, we went to bugis junction shopping centre and juz walked ard there. Then at 9.30 i had to go home. Coz, as usual, my curfew is at 10 pm. So boring. I'm so jealous wif isnarti coz she has no curfew at all. hehe.

Me and Rai tryin on specs. Mcm Makciks bedahs.

My Flowery topsss!! AKU SUKAA!!

And of course, we took the Mrt home. My frenz alighted to their respective station first before me. And you know wat? The train suddenly stopped in the middle of the track, near chinese garden station. at first, i tot that it was juz the usual delay. But then the light suddenly became dimmer. I almost panicked sia. hahakz. The first thing that came into my mind - one scene from the movie "final destination 3", the part when this gerl predicted that the train was going to crash and the passengers were going to die. Wah scary. 2nd thought - was there any act of terrorism?? Wahaha more scarier. 3rd thought - Someone kena knocked down by MRT?? Maybe. Fortunately, nothing bad had happened to us. We were being led out towards the very first front door (not the emergency exit door, coz the train reached 3/4 towards the station platform oredi). But after i stepped out from the train, i saw all the Civil Defence rescuers all came rushing towards the accident area (somewhere towards the track). and there were police officers and ambulance. No doubt that there was an accident. I wanted to see what actuali happened. But then i remembered my curfew and went back home. Tot of taking a taxi home. Waited for the taxi for some bloody long minutes at the taxi stand.. But not even one taxi in sight. Wonder why somebody had the nerve to build a taxi stand there. So at last, i took the bus home. Reached home at ard 11 pm. And last but not least, kena scolded from my papa. Wat a great nite.

And.. a few hours ago.. i juz realized that.. I had missed watching the Project Runway Show yesterday. WAAA~~!!!

MaRiNa SqUaRe AgAiN..

2006-10-13T23:35:00.000-07:00

After sch went to marina square with nazira and syaidah. We broke our fast at the pizza hut. I was craving for the 'Pizza tarik-tarik' (hehe i've forgotten the name of the pizza), and finally i got to taste it! YUMMY!! We also ordered a bake rice, calamari rings and garlic bread. Wahh so fulled..!

Unfortunately i was in a bad mood coz there was a misunderstanding between me and darl, and we had a small argument (don't wanna say what our problem was). And i couldn't pretend like as if i was okay or something. So i was like pulling a long face.. and i felt so sorry for my frens for spoiling our day. The "best" part was when i couldn't tahan oredi and cried infront of them. So embarassing.. Then i tried to cheer myself up and bought myself a turquoise blouse from my fav A'drey boudiour shop ~~(shopping je aku ni..)~~. But i hadn't fully recover yet actuali.

After like a few rounds window shopping-ing ard marina square, syaidah was tired and sleepy oredi, and she went back home first. Then nazira and i headed to GJ Cafe and ordered a regular coco loco. Yummy. Ard 9.30 pm, we went back home.

At sch before goin off to marina square:

Took a taxi.. Didn't wanna be late for break-fast time:

This was when my muka monyok oredi..:
(Nak klua kan cheese pon susah)

And they had to tolerate my monyokness..Sowie Guys:

These are what we had ordered:

Garlic bread

Calamari Rings

Baked Rice

Mushroom Soup

And JENG JENG JENG.. PIZZA TARIK- TARIK!!

Last but not least.. Coco Loco From GJ Cafe..

FaiNTiNg LiAo

2006-10-13T13:04:00.000-07:00

Wahlao.. Cannot tahan oredi liao.. Wanna faint..

My team mates and i just came back from the new sports hall (which is like quite far away from our classroom) to take some photos for today's Photography and Digital imaging module.. Wahh, the sun was scorching hot!! I'm not the type of person who can stand the sun. Not only bcoz it makes me feel very tired and thirsty, but also makes my skin DARKER!! Today's photo theme is "Life against the Light", and i'm not too sure what does sport have anything to do with Light. Niwaes i juz follow my team mates. I'm too tired to argue about anything.. so i juz tag along effortlessly.. We went to the swimming pool area which haven't open yet actuali (and no one is allow to go into that area), but we "suka-suka" go inside and took all sort of pics.. suaa.. Surprisingly, there is a baby pool.. hmm I wonder wat that's for.. coz from wat i know, there are no babies studying in this sch.

Here are some pics that i took from my hp:

from far

from near

Damn stomach.. Can you pls stop GROWLING!!?? Don't you know it's so damn EMBARASSING!!??

YaWniNg N yAwNiNg..

2006-10-12T12:09:00.000-07:00

Woke up at the wrg side of bed tis morning.. Suddenly felt like punching somebody's face or kicking some ass. Really. no kiddin. Annoyed wif the surrounding.. especially when i reached the MRT station. Alot of peeps came rushing in and i felt like pushing them away, one by one ~~(maybe towards the track.. hahakz)~~ ! All couldn't be patient to board the train! As if that train was the only train left!

I was practically dragging myself to sch lehzz.. I didn't come for 2day's "Network and Data Centre Management" module for 2 weeks oredi. So i think that i'm really lacking way way behind.. Great. My faci even greeted me "welcome back, farihana", and i just gave him my sincerest smile. Ya rite.

Niwaes, after i'd entered my classroom (in the lab actuali), the "black cloud" above me started to fade away.. Thanks to the guys in my class.. they were crazy to the max and realli made my day.. But, unfortunately, 2day's lesson was so damn SIANN man!! So difficult to search for resources relating to the topic.. and i was slacking.. Actually 2day's problem was about Network Management System and yada yada.. I can't even manage my own self, and now i have to manage a network?? DUH. I'd been yawnin alot in class, until i could really feel my jaws cracking. Worse still, my stomach was growling.. Cobaan puasa lah dikatakan..

ShOpPiNg AgAiN wiF mY pArEnTs!!

2006-10-08T22:31:00.000-07:00

This is what i've done 2day:

In the morning ard 8am, i went to work with- who else if not- nazira.. ~~hahakz tak de muka lain ke??~~. Her father drove us to work. Actually nazira and i will only work if the HR call us to help with some stuffs. We decided to work 2day not because we were so the very hard working (of course not, when it is SUNDAY!!), but because the pay was quite good.. so we didn't want to waste the opportunity to increase our incomes so that we can do more shopping!! heh heh..! Niwaes at work was quite disastrous.. We had done a printing mistake.. AGAIN!! ~~And this time it was nazira's fault, not mine.. hahakz!~~. She had almost finished with her printing task- and there was only a few papers to go, when the supervisor came to us and told us that we had done a mistake! And we had to reprint 3/4 out of a few hundreds of papers!! And surprisingly, the supervisor can be so patient! If i was him, i wld scream in outrage at my fellow staffs for making such a terrible mistake.. huahua..! When it was time for us to go home, we really felt very exhausted, like as if we had run a few hundred metres.. Kwangs..

Nazira and me in the office cubicles:

My parents fetched me from work, and we went straight to Orchard Road to break our fast there. You might think that we had gone to a fancy restaurant or something.. But, guess what?? We ended up breaking our fast at the AL-FALAH Mosque! hahakz! But it's good for us muslims to break our fast in the mosque. Cause it helps to save money and prevent us from spending so much money on unnecessary foods.

After that we went to TANGS. My mom had a $30 TANGS voucher with her and she had used it to buy a pair of converse shoe (wow!) for my baby bro (which caused $49.00!). Then we walked around for a moment before going to TAKA. She also had a $20 TAKA voucher (wonder where she got all the vouchers.. hmm..) and she tot of using it to buy something for my lil sis.. But in the end, she bought a bracelet for me which cause $29.00. ~~When her "angin pus pus da datang", she will suddenly want to buy something for me. heh..~~. At first the bracelet was too long for me, as my wrist is very small.. Then the salesgirl helped to adjust the length, and we had to wait a few LONG minutes for her to get it done. By the time she had finished, i was already so sleepy and felt like lying on the floor. And then we finally went back home.. Luckily my parents didn't make up their mind to go to geylang.. If not, i dunno what will happen to me!

The Signs:

My lil bro trying on shoes.. SO CUTE LIKE ME!! Wakaka!

The Bracelet that my mom bought for me:

Niwaes i got to know that one of darls's colleague's wife happen to know my mom. He said that maybe she and my mom are not in the same company but they are in the same premises. What a small world.. Maybe she told my mom that her husband works wif darl. And my mom had been telling her bout my relationship with darl.. ~~hmm i dunno what i'm blabbering about but good luck to you in understanding my story~~. I'm actually quite annoyed that my mom told someone, that i don't even know, about me.. I can take it if she tell all my makciks kaypoh.. But to someone who i don't even know?? Duh. Niwaes i'm not goin to bother bout that.. As long as there is no trouble happen towards me and darl.

ByE bYe Me BrO..sObZ

2006-10-06T23:27:00.000-07:00

I didn't come to sch today and take my UT.. Being lazy was part of the reason, but i'd decided to send my bro off to tekong ~~(yaay boleh naik boat!!)~~. Hmm.. finally he has gone for NS (Army). Hope he'll change completely into a MAN, and realize that life is not all about going out late at night and sleeping all day long from morning till afternoon/evening (like "Burung Hantu"). However i admit that i'm gonna miss him and his lame but very funny jokes that can make me laugh until i cry and got stomachache.. He'll be back from 20th till 24th Oct.. Meaning that he'll be back to tekong on the night of the 1st day of hari raya. So boring.

The pics that i took:

The boat and sun set.. ~~hahakz! tak de keje ambik gambar mrepek!~~

After sending him to tekong, my parents and i went to break our fast at geylang, at this "Teh Tarik..erm yada yada" Coffeeshop. I had a seafood fried rice which was very nice.. Then after that we walked around the bazaar for window shopping. Actually, there was only a few peepz at ard 7pm to 8 pm. But after 8.30pm, the crowd came rushing in. haiyargh.. Worse still, the bazaar kept having black out! hmm.. I tot of buying this indon kebaya but then.. dunno lehzz.. I wanna buy matching baju kurung wif my abg syg.. hehe.. Then after a few rounds oredi, we couldn't tahan wif the crowd and went back home.. HOME SWEET HOME. suaa.

The Lights at Geylang:

StOoPiD LaPpY..!!

2006-10-05T14:31:00.000-07:00

Yoha..! This will gonna be a long entry.. I've just reformatted my lappy's C drive.. Coz i suspected that it had alot of viruses/ad-awares/spywares all ready to "MAKAN" my important stuffs.. So before it ~~crashed~~ like it did last time (selisih malaikat 44!), i decided without hesitation to reformat my lappy.. Suaa..

Niwaes, i didn't come for lesson 2day as my lappy was being reformatted, and it wld be very damn boring if i came to class without it.. I wld be staring into space instead of doing anything useful.. Duh. I had to wait for almost 4-5 hours for my lappy to finally finish its reformatting process..

Rite now i'm at the hardcore-cold sch library with nazira, waiting for 4.15pm, when we will finally go up to our respective classes for our Understanding Test (UT) on Business And Cyber Law. I wonder why i took that module for my elective. So the difficult man! And it's not like as if i'll confirm become a lawyer in the future.. Loya buruk can okay!

This was what happened at the library just now:

Birthday card-giving ceremony to Nazira!!

Cards created by: Me, Ayu, Syaidah & Lila

Okay gerls.. It's time to take pics wif our "CELEBRITY"..!! Hahakz!

Alamak Ayu's not here coz she had gone somewhere else laaa...

Haiz.. i tot of "ponteng" sch 2morrow coz i want to send my twin bro off to Pulau Tekong for his first day of NS. But then, i get to know that i have UT in the afternoon!! Jialat!! So the sad man.. ~~Ingatkan nak naik boat, skali tak jadi dokz~~.. suaa.. Niwaes, i hope that my bro really take care of himself while he is in Tekong.. Especially when it's during fasting month.. And i hope that his meal will be taken care of.. Suaa.. Why i suddenly jiwangz seyy? hahakz!

My twin bro n i..

YoHaAa..!!

2006-10-01T14:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday nite working at ard 7pm till today's morning at 7 am (which i had mention in the previous post) . Nazira and i had to do lots and lots of paper work and u bet how many papers we had actually sacrificed! hahakz! We kept on having printing mistakes from the beginning of our printing task to the end of it.. the mistake was mainly because of miscommunications. Like wat the malays say, ~~"Orang suruh buat lain, kita buat lain"~~.. hahakz! In the end we wasted not only 1 to 2 papers, but almost thousands of it.. hehe.. Luckily our so-called supervisor was very nice and said it was okay. And luckily we were not fined for wasting those papers. However, I feel so sorry for the trees.. Boohoo!

Alot of papers scattering here and there.. hahahkz:

Seterezz:

Niwaes the company was so good to provide us with foods such as KFC for supper and Mcd for breakfast (and as for me, sahur). If i keep on working night shift like yesterday, i think i'll become very ~~fat~~ in a very short period of time. No doubt bout that. It's all because of nazira that i have turn into a full-time ~~"Pelahapz"~~.. hahakz!

Then after work, darl fetched me home. Actually, he was mad and disappointed at me for not helping him to do something yesterday. Actually it was not because i was not willing to help or lazy or something else, but i really had something to attend to. Haiz.. Then i told him not to fetch me from work cause from now on i feel that i don't deserve his help anymore and i don't want to be a burden to him. But he still came and fetch me. I was guilty.. Sometimes he don't have to go to the extra miles for me, u know.. Whatever it is, i still love him to bits and hope that our relationship can last forever.. haiz

BuGiS bAgUs..!!

2006-09-29T23:32:00.000-07:00

Helluu.. Yup, i've change my blogskin again.. Suddenly the combination of black and white is very dull to me.. hahakz. I know dat I'm so the fickle-minded. hehe.

My lesson for 2day in school was on photography and digital imaging. 2day's assignment was to take photos that reflect on RP campus life. Duh. As i didn't come for the 1st lesson, i was quite blur.. i didn't know the right techniques to take good photos. So i juz snap blindly. hahakz. Unfortunately, we lost the lense cover at the end of our photo taking. As i'm fasting, it was really VERY tiring to walk up down left right, searching for that bloody thing. At last we gave up and prepared to pay for it. Luckily it only cost $10 to $20.. kwangz..

One of the pic that i took:

After sch, nazira and i went to bugis and met up wif tam at swensen's to break our fast there. Yummy.. hehe. I had a Chili Fish Spaghetti (wish taste like asam pedas with noodle hahakz) and calamari rings (my all-time fav side dish), nazira had a Salmon Mushroom Creamy spaghetti (i think so haha (asal bleh je aku ni)), and tam had a Crayfish Spaghetti.. As usual, we ate and ate and talk and talk and had a good crazy laugh.. hehehe..

Last pose before going to shopping.. heh heh:

Calamari Rings & Salmon Mushroom Creamy Spag:

The Crayfish Spag:

Me n Tam:

After that, we went shopping for a while at bugis junction's Seiyu and bugis village!! Shopping!! AKU SUKA! There was a big sale at seiyu's and we shopped like crazy(especially nazira!)!! hahakz! I bought a few things: Adidas Fruity Rhythm Eau De Toilette and Perfumed Deodorant Spray (which together only cost $16.06!!), and a Silky Girl fruity juice lip gloss! Plus, i bought tis very pretty blouse at bugis village and i really loike it and love it very the much!! woohoo! Now i realized that shopping at Bugis is REALLY GREAT!! Unfortunately we couldn't shop deeper into bugis village coz my curfew was at 10 o'clock, and we were also very damn tired as we were carrying our heavy laptops while shopping!! I never felt so exhausted in my life!! So finally tam drove me and nazira back to our homes and here i am.. hehe..

okaylah.. that's all for now.. So damn sleepy oredi. Niwaes i have to work 2morow nite till morning (7 pm and 7 am), doing data entry at this company named MFS technology. Wah i dunno if i can make it or not.. hahakz!

NeW bLoG sKiN..!!

2006-09-26T22:31:00.000-07:00

Phew..! Finally i have a new blog skin!! I know it is quite dull, but i juz love the combination of these 2 colours - black and white.. heh heh.. So, if any one of u happens to drop by my blog and have any comments that can help me improve my blogskin design, then feel free to tag me with all the comments okay! Ciaoz!!

S'pOrE iDoL fEvEr..!

2006-09-25T22:47:00.000-07:00

Jialat.. I'm having a flu rite now.. My nose is running, my throat is soring, and my head hurts a bit. Haiyargh.. That's what happen if u r studying in a sch which we can almost relate to the "North Pole".

Today is the 2nd day of ramadhan but i'm not fasting cause I got good reason okay.. hehe.. Niwaes i wanna wish all the muslims a very "SELAMAT MENYAMBOT BULAN RAMADHAN!!". Jangan puasa yok2 je..

The S'pore Idol results was out oredi..! And i'm so glad that HADY MIRZA won!! Woo hoo..! And i'm so proud that so far we have 2 malay guys as our s'pore idol! But it really doesn't matter who came 1st or 2nd in this competition.. Johnathan was great too (at least he is better than sly hahakz).. He has the look, talent and brain, and he can easily achieve a good future. So, good luck Johnathan!! Wishing u all the best! You guys are winners!

Actually my cuzz (jia) and i went to watch the S'pore Idol 2006 Grand Final Performance Show at the S'pore Indoor Stadium (SIS) yesterday. No time to update about this yesterday as i was too tired. Papa gave me the tix for the show. Someone had given it to him. The show was really great and happening!! I had to shout on top of my lungs when the host wanted us (the audiences) to cheer for our favourite idols. Maybe that is one of the reason why i have sore throat now.. heh.. Niwaes, i really had goosebumps when hady sang the last song “U give me wings”.. He has a very nice and colourful voice tone. Great to know that the song “U give me wings” will be his debut single.

Before the show started

WHOOSH!! The show had started. Great lightings and everything!!

Great atmosphere.. Great performances by the 2 winners!!

Jia and me!!

It'S mE aGaiN..

2006-09-22T18:08:00.000-07:00

Hello yellow dirty fellow!! It's me again.. Sometimes i need to blog for once in a while.. If not, wat for having a blog rite..

Niwaes, i'm at "GJ" Cafe alone now, somewhere near ct hall which serves great hot and ice-blended coffee and yada yada.. Cannot tell u all what does GJ stands for and where it is located coz it's a secret between the sisterhood: Nazira, Tam and me (wakaka..!).. i really thank them for introducing the cafe to me and now it has become our fav hotspot. Shiok! heh.. Plus, i can surf the net here, using the wireless@sg network!! woohoo!! But it is believed that the wireless@sg network will not be ard after september. dunno lahzz.. suaaa..

Actuali i had cabot class 2day.. Not that i was so damn lazy.. but then i was late to sch and was too paiseh to go to class. It's not always great to become "STAR KARAT" for the 1st week of 2nd semester. But actuali 2day's lesson seemed to be quite interesting coz my lesson for 2day was on photography, and i got to know that we only need to take some photos and discussed bout it during the presentation. duh.. Instead of goin to class, i had accompany nazira to the IT helpdesk (she also cabot), as there was some problem wif her laptop and it was needed to perform some recovery.. We spent half of the day waiting for it to recover but it took a freakin long time to recover completely. Ard 2pm, nazira was fed up oredi and decided to reformat her c drive completely at hm.. kwang3.. Then we went our separate ways, as she was going somewhere else wif her bf, and i'm on my own..

Before stopping here at GJ cafe, i had went shopping for a short while at Marina Square and i'm so happy to buy what i had really wanted to buy!! I went to A'drey boudior's to buy this brown blouse and went to Fox's to buy the white "bolero" (did i spell or pronounce the word incorrectly??) that i had always wanted!! I was so happy shopping ard that i didn't even realize that my foot was bleeding from the blisters. Now i realize dat shopping can release the pain of my wounds.. hahakz!

Later i'm going to Pioneer Mall Mcd to meet my darl. He wants to study for his course test, and i'm accompanying him. I know that i'm so sweet. No need to remind me okay?? wahaha.. Niwaes, he said that i had gain a few weight.. Thanks for the compliment *bluek* =P

oklah.. that's all folks.. I'm having headache now.. dunno why.. haiyargh.. Ciaoz!!

Choco Loco.. Yummy

Now cannot show the clothes. Can only show plastic bag.. hehe

HAIZZZZZZZZZZ!!!

2006-09-19T23:18:00.000-07:00

haiz.. sigh.. hmmm.. bleagh.. i juz can't stop sighing.. juz as i tot that life wld be much better.. ya ritteee *roll eyes*.. Haiz.. the only thing that i shld do now is to stop sighing.. haiz..

it has been a long time since the last time i had updated my blog.. actually i had a lot of interesting things to blog about.. but as i was too lazy, i didn't bother bout it.. Niwaes i suddenly feel like bloggin in 2day.. feeling quite extremely sad now.. i had juz check out my class roster for next sem.. like, wat the *toot*..!! i tot that my class wld be the same as last sem's one.. and i kinda like my last sem class.. and now, my class roster has change!!! haiyargh!! why must the sch wants to go thru all the hassle to change everyone's classes??? WHY???!!! and i don't really know alot of peeps in my new classes for my 4 modules.. sux to the max to the power of infinity. luckily i have to go thru another few mths before i finally graduate. never mind.. it's not like as if i'm gonna be tortured or something. hmpf.

seriously no mood. And another thing that i'm really freakin mad about is my maid. my parents wanna send her back to her hm in indonesia 2morow. like wat nazira says, "confirm plus chop" *heh*. the reason is bcoz a few of our neighbours actually saw her talking with a bangla. actually not only talking, but quite more than that.. it is also believed that she even left my baby bro at hm alone when he was sleeping and went down to meet that bloody bangla. dunno how true is that but my mum was really angry when the neighbours told her bout that. and she doesn't hesitate to send the maid back to her hm 2morow.. actually i still can't believe it. but watever it is, why must the neighbours wanted to lie bout watever they were sayin? it's not like as if my family have anything against them. it just saddens me that my maid wld do such dirty things coz i reali trusted her. even my mum tried to tolerate her and reduced her scoldings. and so stupid that she took advantage of it n tot that we wld not find out. haiyargh.. by 2morow, i'm back to square 1, and i have to do the housework again..! ok i'm not that terribly lazy but.. err.. i'm juz so use to havin maid n not so-very-the-ready to do housework again.. haiz..

ok lah.. don't wanna blog anymore. juz wait for another episode.

WhAt ThE hEwL iS wRoNg WiT u????

2006-05-06T23:04:00.000-07:00

It really hurts me when u said that i'm selfish and that i always want u to give in to me. How many times must we discuss and and argue and compromise bout tis damn stupid issue?? AND HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL U THAT IT'S NOT THAT I "DON'T WANT" TO RIDE UR BIKE WIF U, BUT I "CANNOT"!!! Do u understand the difference between "DON'T WANT" and "CANNOT"!!!!???? Even my 4-year-old sis knows the difference. How many times muz i tell u dat my father won't allow me to ride a bike wif a guy (except those in my family)??And i tot u have already understand my situation!! I don't want to break my father trust!! And, inspite of that, i still break the rulez.. I've rode the bike wif u a few times before.. And u still can say that i'm sellfish?? Is trying not to break my father's trust, a sellfish thing to do?? WHY???????????? So. damn. mad. And now, it seems that u r mad at me, like as if everything is my fault. I regret to say this but, that's the price of being wif me. If u can't live wif dat, then why not search for other girlfren?????? I know.. i kinda feel guilty to say this, but that's the fact. I don't want people to be trouble by me.

JuZ wAnNa SaY i'M SoRRy..

2006-04-23T23:12:00.001-07:00

Sorry Papa.. For saying that u were being unfair in my previous post.. Even though u don't have any single idea that i'd said that u were being unfair, i feel guilty all the same. I was the one who was being so unreasonable and ridiculous.. To get something that i want, i can be so damn childish sometimes. And for goodness sake, i'm going to be 20 years old tis year. So, GROW UP!!

And u, my dearest 'abg' iqbal.. hehe.. I'm sorry that sometimes i've made u disappointed. All i want to do is to divide my time equally wif u and my frens. Guess i'm not that super enough, and i tend to mess up everything. Even though i've made too many mistakes, u still love me to bits. That's why i'm crazy bout u.. =) And yup, 4th of may is coming up..!! It'll be our 5th month 2gether!! We really get along with each other very well, and those 5 months seem like 5 years!! 5 months and not stopping okay.. *winkz*

And to my dearest frens, whoever u are. I'm sorry if i can't be there for u sometimes. It's not that i don't want to.. Trying to be there for almost everyone is a very tough job for me. And without realizing it, i left somebody out. Really sorry bout that. I really thank some of u for being very understanding. I haven't change quite a bit lehz.. I'm still the nutcase who laugh about almost everything, and the one who always crack lame jokes that are so not funny sometimes.. hehe..

UnFaiRnEsS.

2006-04-22T10:30:00.000-07:00

If i don't update my blog, it muz be that i'm too busy or that i'm too lazy.. heh heh

Okay.. i had gone thru my first week of my 3rd year in the new RP campus at Wdlands. It was not that very bad actually.. The only bad thing is that it is as though i'm studying in a north pole. Everywhere is air-conditioned. And most of the time, i have to go run for a peepee.. I took 'Netwoking and Security' as my specialization, and to tell u the truth, it is boring as hell.. no doubt bout that. However, i'm glad that so far, i haven't see any programming yet. Phew. I would rather do boring theory than interesting programming. And in addition, my presentation skill still sux to the max. Can't help it. Maybe it is sort of my phobia to go to the front of the class and talk confidently. LAME.

And luckily, i choose quite an interesting elective- Digital Audio and Video. Well, i hope it will be interesting throughout the whole lessons. It is all about doing our own short movies, and i can get to play around with those heavy equipments such as the big video camera, the lightings and yada yada.. Cool huh? And throughout the 16 weeks lesson, we have to come out with our own 5 mins movie. My team had come out with tis thriller/comedy movie, but haven't decide whether to make the ending funny or a tragic one. hahakz.

Niwaes, i'm not in a very good mood today. If i have the chance now, i feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. Really. My father- i wonder why he is being unfair. All i ever want to do is to go to the MediaCorp Studio 2nite and watch an 'Anugerah Skrin' Contest show. I get a free ticket for once in my life time, and maybe i won't get this kind of chance again. So, WHY IS HE SO RELUCTANT TO LET ME GO WATCH THAT DAMN SHOW??????? Not fair.. He used to let my bro went to tis one concert even though we had our religious class that nite.. Damn unfair. U.N.F.A.I.R. unfair. U.N.F.A.I.R. unfair. U.N.F.A.I.R. Ok stop that.

Suddenly i don't feel like typing anymore.. mood swing i guess.. hahakz..

Last but not least: I'm missing u my dear mohd iqbal..Yeah, i really sound like all of the pathetic love fools.

I use to think that i was strong,
Until the day it all went wrong,
I think i need a miracle to make it through..

Oh GrEaT.. ThE niGhTmArE bEgiNs.. AgAiN..

2006-04-16T19:50:00.000-07:00

Oh my god oh my god oh my god.. S.C.H.O.O.L .R.E.O.P.E.N.S. T.O.M.O.R.R.O.W.. DOT DOT DOT.. I know it doesn't sound dat scary.. but it is to me.. i'm gonna be sick.. haiz~.. School reopens at our new campus at wdlands.. haiz.. Wonder if i'll be lost in all those buildings and constructions.. HAIZ~ I'm having a major headache now.. no kidding..

Well.. now waiting for him to call me.. maybe dat's the only thing dat can keep my mind from thinking bout sch.. haiz~

Ok i think i sigh too much.. Haiz~

Stop it!!

Hope dat my 3rd year is much more.. ermm.. merrier than my last 2 years..

All i ever want to do is to successfully graduate from dat sch..

HAIZ~~~~~~~~

QuiZzEs..

2006-02-18T12:27:00.000-08:00

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

Your flirting style: Friendly

Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

You Are Fozzie Bear

"Wocka! Wocka!"
You're the life of the party, and you love making people crack up.
If only your routine didn't always bomb!
You may find more groans than laughs, but always keep the jokes coming.

The Muppet Personality Test

VaLeNtiNe'S dAy PaRt 2.. hahakz

2006-02-14T23:53:00.000-08:00

Yaay went to Bugis wif him juz now.. He surprised me wif roses~.. Hot pink in color some more.. hahakz! I was shocked and so damn touched.. And i couldn't stop smiling.. I didn't expect him to give me anything, as he had already bought me the chocos for my valentine's day present last saturday.. *Sigh*.. it was really soo sweet of him.. But i felt bad that i didn't even give him anything in return. Not that i didn't even bother.. I had asked him earlier on what kind of gift that he really wanted.. but he insisted not to give him anything.. He juz wanted me to treat him on movie for our next date.. heh heh..

Pretty roses...

Bugis was so packed wif peepz.. All restaurants were also fully packed.. Actually we wanted to have our dinner at Siam Kitchen.. But too bad it was fully packed also.. We were too lazy to queue up.. Wonder why those peepz couldn't juz eat at home.. hahakz! So we went to Raffles Hospital's banquet and had our dinner there.. Haiz~.. Then after that we went our separate ways. He rode his bike home and i took the MRT.. Why i didn't ride the bike wif him? Coz, if my dad finds out, i'll be dead meat for sure.. Niwaes, i had to hide the roses inside my bag too.. So that my mom couldn't see it when i got home.. *Kesian bunga tu sampai kemek*..

When i got home, u know what happened? Nobody was at home.. And i didn't have my home key to unlock the doors.. SO, i went down to the park (that is located juz in front of my flat), sat on one of the bench and opened my laptop.. Then a miracle happened.. To my surprised, there was a wireless connection thru linksys..!! Then i chatted wif nazira at the msn and told her to help me sms-ed my mom to come back home before i rot at the park.. But when my mom came back home, i didn't feel like going up.. I was enjoying myself surfing the net at the park.. with the wind blowing in my face.. hahakz.

Oh, i would also like to thank nazira for the ferrero rocher.. Thanks for the valentine's day gift.. Muakies!! hahakz!

My favourite.. YuMm!!

HaPpY vALeNtiNe'S dAy!!

2006-02-14T16:13:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, rite after i went back home, i was shocked to see the living room.. Like 'tongkang pecah' gitu.. Actuali, my living room's floor need to be renovated, as some of the tiles were already broken.. Wonder how it broke that easily.. I was even more shocked to see all the banglas gathering around at the front door yesterday.. I tot that it would be the chinese who would renovate our house.. kwang3.. So scary~.. hahakz!

My living room without tiles.. Like living inside the cave sia~.. hahakz!

Another corner of my living room.. haiz~

Before the renovation, my parents had to put everything that were inside the living room, into our bedrooms.. Sux.. Now my bedroom is soo messy.. Higher chance for the cockcroaches to invade my room.. Niwaes, i had a close encounter wif that stupid little insect yesterday.. After talkin wif my darl, i heard a rustling sound.. I tot that there was nothing eerie or sumting.. But then, when i was trying to rest my hand on my bed, i felt sumting.. When i looked, it was that stupid little disgusting thing!! Eww.. I almost jumped out of my skin.. Yucks.. Can't believe that i had touched it wif my own bloody hand.. Hahakz!! Within one second, it scurried to the corner of my bed and disappeared.. After that, i was trying to keep myself awake.. to keep a look out for another cockcroaches.. Haiz~.. Maybe i have to buy a very big sheltox today and spray it all around my bedroom.. even though there'll be higher chance of insect-repellent suffocation..

There.. That's my messy bedroom..

~YaWn~

2006-02-13T15:52:00.000-08:00

~Yawn~.. Another 2 more weeks, there goes my 2nd year in RP.. Another 1 more year, i can get lost from there.. hee.. Can't wait.. Such a gleeful feeling..

Time is running faster and faster.. And i haven't do my Professional Profiling (PP) project yet.. Going to start doing tis Wednesday.. I'm interviewing nazira's uncle who is a businessman and own a company named 'Duta Freight'.. I kind of nervous to interview him.. But nazira convinced me that he is nice and bla3.. But too bad.. I'm still nervous like hewl.. Hahakz! Niwaes, the date due for the project is on March.. 2 weeks from now.. Sigh~ Have to submit a report and do a poster.. Wow.. Such a torture.

I still got another project to stress about.. My Final Year Project (FYP).. Sigh~.. We have to form a team.. And my team only consist of.. jeng3.. nazira. Hahakz.. I wonder how we are supposed to handle ourselves, doing a project that involved java.. Worse still, both of us really sux at it.. hahakz.. Never mind.. There must be a way for us.. One way or another.. We are humans and we have girl powers.. So we can overcome any obstacles.. *roll eyes*.. Like real only..

Juz now nazira, ayu, nurul and i went to Plaza Singapura to have our lunch there. Before having our lunch at Long John Silver, we spotted a Spotlight Sale at the concourse.. I bought a 1.5m cloth which only costs $3.00!! Actually, it costs $3 per meter.. And i tot of buying it for 2m.. But then, the cloth that i bought only left less than 2m.. So the sales assistant gave me a discount.. Which means, i got 1.5m for only $3!! Yaay! Now waiting for nazira to make the skirt for me.. heh heh.. Thank u very the muchies.. Muackz!!

Love the cloth and the stripez.. $3 only tau..!

So, tomorow is Valentine's Day.. My first ever valentine's day.. And i'm going out for a date with him.. yaay..! But unfortunately, we can only see each other for one hour only..!! haiz~.. Coz he don't want me to go hm late and finally get some scolding from my parents.. hehe..

Ok la.. Got to go now.. Will update again soon.. if i have the time..

My SaTuRdAy DaTe WiF hiM.. hee..

2006-02-12T02:28:00.000-08:00

HeLLuZ everybody..!! Doing great so far..?? Hee.. Here i am once again, after like 3 months of not updating tis blog.. Used to be very bz with sch and work.. but now.. NOT ANYMORE!! Now i have some free time for myself, my family, frenz, and that special one.. *hee*.. i've quitted my job from that funan watsons alreadi.. Handling both sch and work can be very damn tiring sumtimes.. worse still, it gave me dark circles around my eyes.. And now, i almost look like that going-to-be-extinct animal, the panda.. i sill remember the joke that my cuzzen had told me long time ago: What is the title of a horror movie, with the combination of "Dark Water", "The Eye", and "The Ring"? The answer: "Dark Eye Ring".. Like, haha.. And yup.. I can be the next lead actress who'll play the ghost..

Yesterday i went out with him.. *ishk, da pandai berdating2 seh aku.. hahakz*.. Went to Suntec City to watch the "Fun With Dick And Jane" movie.. Even though i had watched that movie wif my cuzzens before, i nevertheless enjoyed watching it for the 2nd time wif him.. hee.. But before watching the movie, we ate our lunch at Siam Kitchen restaurant.. His treat.. heh heh.. I ordered a Tom Yam Soup with Rice Noodle.. and it was like "WOW"! So spicy yet delicious.. Made my eyes watery wif pleasure.. hahakz!

After watching the movie, we juz went window shopping.. Niwaes, we couldn't afford anything in most of the shops at Suntec City.. So expensive.. But then we stopped at this chocolate shop named "The Cocoa Trees".. Wow.. so many chocolates.. And he knew i was drooling over all of them.. I tot of buying only one of this white chocolate bar which cost $4.25.. But then he told me to pick one of those boxes of chocolates for my valentine's day present, as he didn't know wat to give me anyway.. He told me to pick the one that cost $30 and above but $40 and below.. It was so sweet of him.. *sigh.*.. But i insisted to buy only 1 bar.. And then he insisted that i took one box or anything that was inside a case, or tub, or watever.. So, as i didn't want to irritate him or sumting, i took the one which cost almost $22.. Might be that he was not satisfied enough.. So, he juz took this one tub of chocolate sweets that cost $40 (even without asking me whether i wanted it or not) and told the cashier to wrap it up.. I was like, silent with shocked.. (or is it shocked wif silent?? Argh dunno lah).. No one ever gave me that kind of expensive gift before.. even though it was juz a chocolate.. Haiz~.. And one more thing.. he said that he likes to pamper me.. hahahaha..! I've never been pampered before, and it's funny u know.. That's why i juz keep falling deeper in love wif him.. *wink*..

The Trademark..

Nice wrapping..

Luv all the chocos...!!

But something spoiled my mood yesterday.. Got this one fren of mine suddenly sms-ed me and asked me out, as she was stress about sumting.. but when i told her that i was out wif him, she was like, sooo mad.. And she tot that as i have a bf now, i didn't even think or care about her.. Wow, that really pissed me off.. Can't describe how piss i am.. if he was not there wif me, i would've shouted "WHAT THE F**K??!!!" so loud that i think all the shoppers would stop shopping for their stuff and stare at me like an idiot.. I mean, i was already outside wif him and suddenly she sms-ed me.. And wat did she expect me to do? Left him stranded at Suntec City, and went out wif her?? I had planned this date wif him one week earlier u know.. and i couldn't possibly juz leave him like dat.. I had try to explain to her dat if i was free yesterday, i would've go out wif her.. I even proposed to go out wif her next week.. But she didn't give a damn.. what the f**k sia~.. Before she stopped sms-ing me, she told me in malay, "Aku tak akan ganggu dlm kebahagiaan kau.." Another "wat-the-f**k" thing.. How dare she misunderstood me.. And i treat her as one of my best fren.. Best frens should trust each other.. But no, she just misunderstood me.. Tot that i change or watever the f**k is.. Her insecurities really makes me go crazy.. This is not the first time she's like this.. Whenever i'm happy, some peepz juz point their fingers at me and tot that i don't care about the world or sumting.. But whenever i'm sad, they juz keep quiet.. don't care if i expire or rot.. like duh~.. Always see people mistake.. but they can't see their own mistakes.. However, i'm glad that i still have frens who know that i'm still the same, even though we haven't keep in touch for a long while.. I'm blessed to have that kind of frenz.. I mean, it's not like as if i've change into a devil after like not keeping in touch wif them for a long time.. Duh~.. Erm sori for my vulgarities.. Can't help it if i'm angry..

Ok, back to my date wif him.. Our last stop was at Lau Pa Sat.. He treated me mutton, chicken and prawn satay.. And honey bbq chicken.. So delicious..!! U should try..!! Then, we went back hm by taxi.. I reached hm at 11 pm.. Then 'kena' scolded wif my mum.. kwang3.. And there goes my saturday..

WoRkiNg DiSaStEr!!!!!

2005-11-25T15:34:00.000-08:00

Lazy~
Tired~
Sleepy~
Unhappy, but not sad~ (huh?)
Blur like sotong~

That's how i feel rite now.. Feel like sighing all day..

Wonder why i'm so blur nowadays..

For the last few days, some stupid things had happened to me at work:

1) Last tuesday: Hurt my head 2 times. i) A handfull lot of hardcore cosmetic cases dropped onto me like an avalanche when i was helping my supervisor to put them onto the top shelf for display.. She wanted to push them alltogether to the far end, but it came onto me instead.. jia lat.. ii) Banged my head so hard onto the half-closed store gate.. *Sedap*.. I could even feel the whole earth shook. So surprise that i can still think straight.

2) Last Wednesday: Hurt my hands, 2 times also.. duh.. i) Accidentally cut my hand wif.. guess wat?? Wrapping paper!! (Can u believe it..?? Wrapping paper?? Wat the..??). ii) Accidentally touched the very hot hair-curler thing.. (err.. wat is it called??) when trying to test it for one stupid customer.

3) Blur like sotongz. There tis one time, 2 matz came to me and asked me whether there was any Ginvera marvel gel.. So, me, the sotong, thought that it was a hair gel.. So i went to search for it under the Hair Care section.. Then i thought to myself: "Is there any such thing as Ginvera hair gel??". Then i asked them again in stupid english: "Ginvera marvel gel is for face or hair one??" Then one of them answered: "For face.".. Then i paiseh already.. hahakz.. duh.

Wonder what gonna happen at work 2day.. haiz~.. Christmas is coming.. So many promotions coming.. I very blur sia~.. Haiyargh.. I want my old life back..!! ~WAAA!! MUMMY IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm SuPeR fReNa!!!

2005-11-21T16:32:00.000-08:00

Haiyargh.. Nowadays i hardly have time to update my blog.. Recently trying to become a wonder woman.. Niwaes i have a part-time job as a sales assistant at Funan Centre's Watson rite now.. Kwang3.. So, my schedule will be like: After sch, go to work from 6pm to 10pm every weekdays (only monday off); do 8 hrs shift every weekends. So i don't really have a free time for myself. Wonder why i was so stupid to make myself sooo damn busy.. Maybe it's bcoz of $$$.. Hahakz.. It's not like as if i'm materialistic or sumting.. Seriously i'm not.. In fact, i'm still using a colourless 2100 nokia hp, and i don't intend to change or buy a new good one- unless my hp breaks into pieces. I just want to be financially-independent *Ceybah!*.. Hahakz.. For once, i don't want to depend on my parents to give me money.. I'm 19 already what.. heh heh.. But unfortunately, i have lesser time to spend with my family and frenz.. Kinda miss my old life.. Serve me rite..

Ok maybe i'll update some other time.. Goin off.. Ciaoz!

(-_-) SaDaSs (-_-)

2005-11-06T21:21:00.000-08:00

Wonder why i feel like a sadass today..

Possible reasons:
- This year's Hari Raya Celebration is no fun at all.
- Tomorrow has start schling again.. Worse still, 2morow's lesson is on that stupid java. Java + Monday = Worse day of my life.
- My bro didn't win that stupid Subaru Car challenge *wakaka* (Niwaes, what does that have to do wif me??).

Yup, that's the only reasons that i can think of (except that the last reason is quite lame.).

This year's Hari Raya Celebration is quite a slack.. Didn't go to visit that many houses. My family and i only went out on the 1st and 2nd day of Hari Raya.. So boring.. Niwaes, i'm 19 and an adult now.. So it's impossible for me to get that many money collections.. heh2.. However, some peeps tot that i'm 15.. duh.. I'm still waiting to go 'jalan raya' with my friends..

Yesterday, my cuz (jia) and i went to orchard to support my bro and 3 of my cuzzens who took part in the Subaru Car Challenge, which is held in front of Takashimaya Shopping Center until tis wednesday.. For those who don't know what the hell the challenge is all about: The participants have to put their hands on the subaru car.. The one who can hold on to the car longer than the rest will win and get the car. Got it?? Seems quite easy huh.. But actually not lehz.. They only have 5 mins break every 5 or 6 hours.. Unfortunately my bro and 2 of my cuzzs could only make it for one day.. My mom and dad actually went to see my bro juz now in the morning, thinkin that my bro was still holdin on to the car. But, as soon as they reached there, they saw him and one of my cuzz sleeping at the corner, near the staircase of the takashimaya's entrance.. Funny sia~~.. My mom even took some pics of them sleeping (with her camera hp).. Too bad the pics cannot be send to my laptop by infra-red.. Niwaes, only another one of my cuzz is still holding on to the car.. wakaka.. Heard that he actually quit his job juz to participate in this challenge.. Wah lao~.. So, that's why he's like, so0o into winning this challenge.. My mom said that he didn't even look tired, after like, almost 24 hrs holding on to the car.. He can even dance around.. Maybe he's not human.. Niwaes, may the force be wif him..

Haiz.. 2morow has start schling again.. No more festive season or watsoever.. haiyargh.. Thinking bout sch always spoils my mood.. haiz..

HaRi RaYa EvE..

2005-11-02T16:06:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of fasting month.. Meaning that today is Hari Raya Eve..!! Wah.. so fast sia~~.. I didn't feel like as if i've been fasting for 31 days.. Wah.. Nowadays time flies by very very damn freaking fast.. Haiyargh.. The next thing i knoe, i'll be 58 years old.. good..

Ok.. i wanna wish all the Muslims 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin!!'.. The one thing i hate bout hari raya eve: i have to help out with the house spring cleaning.. Duh.. Not bcoz i really hate it.. But bcoz sumtimes i have to deal with my mom's hot temper behaviour.. Itu salah, ini salah.. Always wanna be perfect one.. By the way, she had just throw a big plastic-table-cover at me.. Wonder she did that purposely or not.. good.. Why don't she just throw a vase at me..

My PoEm LeHz..

2005-10-25T14:39:00.000-07:00

Long time never update.. Many things had happened.. But too late to update anything from the past now.. Lazy.. So i write a poem instead.. Dunno how to tittle it.. haiz~

Fresh tears sting the eyes..
Slowly falling down to the cheek..
It felt cold when the breeze passed by..
But the only heart is burning..

Surrounded by loneliness and fear..
Like a dark blanket suffocating oneself up..
Crying out loud but no one could hear..
Nothing can be done except to give up..

Reaching out for the last try, hands up high..
Waving frantically to anyone who could see..
Pull me up, till I can see the bright sky..
That can shine away the darkness within me..

~ Written by a fake poet from the 21st century, FrEnA..~

WhEn NaTuRe CaLLs..

2005-10-13T15:38:00.000-07:00

I'm at home rite now.. Trespassing someone's wireless connection muahaha..!! I didn't go to sch today.. Not becoz i want to, but bcoz i have to.. heh2.. Nature calls larz..

Actually, juz now in the morning, i was already on my way to sch.. I was in the MRT when suddenly i'd a stomachache and needed to go to the loo desperately.. I thought that maybe i could 'tahan' until i'd reached Redhill.. But who was i kidding?? I couldn't even 'tahan' after i'd reached Lakeside..! So i had no choice but to alight at Jurong East MRT station and went to the toilet downstairs.. In the end, i decided not to go to sch bcoz i was freaking late already.. If i went to sch, my attendance would've been 'partial'. So, i would 'die2' get a C for my daily grade one.. Worse still, i had Java lesson today.. I really appreciate that my stomach gave me problem at the rite time.. Save me from being lost in the world of Java.. So conclusion: Better go home and sleep.

EaT LiKe ThErE's No 2mOrRoW.. HaHa..

2005-10-11T23:32:00.000-07:00

I'm very tired.. sleepy.. and very full.. Ate too much.. haiz.. Juz went back from orchard.. Nazira and i went to 3 places to break our fast!!

1) Burger king at far east plaza. Ate a BBQ turkey bacon burger meal (which include the fries and a small coke drink larz). Nazira even worse sia~ haha.. She ate a mushroom burger meal.. And another burger.. ermm forgotten what burger it was lehz heh2..

2) I decided that we eat instant noodle at the new 7-11 stall nearby for our 2nd round haha.. Luckily the store provides the customers with tables and chairs so that they can sit and eat their foods.. Very convenient.. I bought a tom yam noodle.. Delicious, even though it contaminated my stomach..

3) Went to Swensen for dessert.. wonder what's wrong with us.. Dunno why so hungry and 'gelojoh' juz now.. wahaha..! We ordered an ice-cream named 'Frost Chocolate Malt'.. Or is it 'Frost Malt Chocolate'?? Or is it 'Chocolate Frost Malt'??? Haiyargh.. I've forgot bout the sequence of the ice-cream name lehz..

Yup, that's all that we can eat.. After eating, we were acting like as if we were drunk sia~ haha.. Very blur *(O.o)*.. Becoz we were too full to act normal..

ScH SuX..

2005-10-10T14:34:00.000-07:00

One day at school is already very exhausting for me.. It never used to be like this during last semester.. Wonder why *scratch my head*.. And i know that it's not bcoz that it's fasting month already or whatsoever.. I think that i'm already ssooo sick and tired of going to sch.. Knowing that i sux at presentations and won't get good grades one.. Last week- the first week of my 2nd semester- had been a long week for me.. The weekends seemed to take a very long time to come.. And i'm kinda piss that the weekends pass by so quickly.. haiyargh..

*Sigh*.. actually i dunno what to update for today's post.. Nothing interesting has happen recently.. Except that the president is going to visit my sch 2morrow afternoon.. Dunno for what reason.. If i'm the president, i'm not goin to visit my sch.. Hmph.. My sch has prepared for the visit by putting alot of flower pots at the foyer.. Duh.. Can't they put something more interesting than flower pots everywhere..??

Ok.. i think that i've nothing to write about rite now.. Going off now.. bye..! And to all muslims: SLAMAT BERBUKA PUASA!! Bye again!!

SLeEpY.. TiReD..

2005-10-04T13:09:00.000-07:00

Today is my 2nd day of my 2nd semester of my 2nd year in sch.. *(O.o)* I came late to sch today.. Feel very sleepy rite now.. I rather stay at home and sleep.. Can't take it anymore..

Today's lesson is on 'System Analysis and Design'.. Sounds interesting.. But, guess what?? NOT! I was trying to read the resources on the internet juz now.. But most of the time, i was staring at the laptop screen.. scrolling the page up and down until my eyes were crossed.. That's how sux sch can be sumtimes..

But i hate working as a telemarketer more than schooling.. Sux big time!! Yesterday was my first day of my 'on-job' training.. We, the trainees, had to call up different kinds of peepz to promote our products.. And it was horrible.. well, horrible for me.. Really.. Mcm2 karenah ar org2 ni..!! Some of them were kinda rude.. And i didn't make any sales yesterday.. Spend 3 hours in the office for nothing.. As i'm the impatient kinda gerl, i tend to give up easily.. And i'd planned not to come to work today.. I cannot stand another day there.. Serious.. I cannot even talk properly.. duh.. But nazira told me not to give up.. But sorry.. I think, after a week or so - or less than a week (!) - i'm gonna quit.. I don't care..!! HMPH.

AsKiNg FoR tRoUbLe..

2005-10-01T01:26:00.000-07:00

1 more day.. another one more day until sch reopens.. Haiz.. WHY????????????????? Wonder who'll be my new classmates.. i'm hoping like mad that somebody i know will be in the same class as me.. And another 2 more days to RAMADHAN.. heh heh heh..

Okay.. latest news about me:

1) I'd quit my job last monday.. The 'promoting-health-products' job.. Finally GAVE UP.

2) I've got a new job.. Telemarketing. Wonder what's wrong wif me.. always taking a marketing-base job.. Asking for trouble heh heh..

The reason i quit my previous job: Cannot 'tahan' already larz.. not bcoz of the job (i hadn't even started yet, but i'd decided to quit.. wakaka..), but becoz i couldn't stand the stress and pressure of arguing with my parents bout the job.. i juz don't feel great doing a job that my parents don't approve.. it's like as if i'm doing sumting illegal.. But whatever it is, i understand that they're juz concern bout me.. don't want me to get into trouble in the future.. haiz.. But still, i really hope that they'll listen to me for once in a while in the future.. And stop acting like as if they know it all.. heh heh.. And for my frens who had voiced out their advices and concerns towards me after reading my previous post, i really appreciate it.. You guys rock!! hehe..

Rite now, i've got a new job.. again.. Telemarketing.. Marketing-base job again.. And my pay will only base on comission.. haiz.. ASKING FOR TROUBLE.. i haven't even tell my mom that i'm doin tis job.. Seriously, i don't wanna know what she's goin to say.. But i've told my father, and he seems to approve a lil bit on what i'm doing.. FINALLY.. I'm goin to start working next monday.. Every weekdays: 7pm - 10pm.. Sat: 11am - 6pm.. Kwang3.. Actually, i've no confidence to do tis job.. But it won't hurt to try for a while and gain some experience, rite?? Whatever it is, i hope that i'll be doing fine, and won't make a complete fool of myself.. Sick and tired of always being a fool you know..

WhY cAn'T sHe JuZ LiStEn????

2005-09-22T22:20:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of being what you want me to be..
Feeling so faithless..
Lost under the surface..
Dunno what you're expecting of me..
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

Every step that i take is another mistake to you..
And every second i breath is more than i can take..

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there..
I've become so tired, so much more aware..
I'm becoming this all I want to do..
Is be more like me and be less like you...

Feeling so damn low rite now.. Feel like typing the 'F' word so many times until i can't type anymore.. Why can't SHE juz listen to me for once, and stop making stupid, wrong assumptions about the whole thing?????? I hate it..!!! Who does SHE think i am?? A stupid moron??

SHE hate it. SHE dislikes me doing tis whole marketing/promoting health products job.. SHE thinks that tis job is the same as other typical sales and marketing job.. And i have no chance to make HER understand what i'm actually doing. WHY??? Becoz SHE hardly listens to me.. But, what the hell, SHE listens to other people.. Oh yeah, i forgot.. Now i know that the "other people's" opinions are more important, reasonable and logical to HER than mine.. To HER, it's no use listening to me.. Becoz my opinions are all pointless, rite???

Honestly saying, i thought that tis job is also the same as any other typical sales and marketing job at first.. I even thought of backing out.. But now, after going through talks and training from the company, my perception bout tis job has changed.. And i really mean it.. In fact, i think that tis job is unique.. Very different.. And i'm glad to give it a try.. Today, i came home from the office feeling quite certain and confident about the whole thing.. I had a motivation talk with the company's consultant and Business Manager (BM) juz now, and they said that i can achieve if i ever work hard for it.. See?? They believe that i can make it.. And i felt quite touch.. But all the confident feelings has faded away now.. Thanks to HER.

I've already told my BM that SHE didn't like what i'm doing.. And he's being very nice to come to my house tomorrow afternoon to explain to HER bout what i'm actually doing for the job. He told me to tell HER to make HERSELF free at 6 pm. So, after i'd reached home today, i told HER that my 'colleague' is going to meet HER tomorrow (the BM said that it's better to address him as a 'colleague' rather than a 'manager', to HER. I'm still wondering why..). But before i could say anything more useful to HER, you know wat SHE said?? "Apsal?? Dia nak convince products dia kat mama ke?? Mama tak interested!" (Meaning: SHE thought that my BM wanted to convince HER bout the products and actually wanted HER to buy it.. like, DUH!) I was sooo taken aback.. so mad.. i think that at any moment i would explode into tiny pieces!! See what i mean about HER never listen to me? Ever?? I hadn't even completed what i was about to say, and SHE interuppted me juz like that. SHE said (with a tone that i really damn hate the most) that SHE'S going to the hospital tomorrow and SHE can't make it.. I don't care if SHE cannot make it.. But the fact that SHE was doubting my BM- and thought that he was actually wanted to sell HER the products- was juz too much.. All he wants to do is to explain to HER about the RIGHT thing of what i'm actually doing.. But HAR. HAR. HAR. SHE don't even want to give it a chance. And continue making wrong assumption bout my job.. And that's it.. SHE'S not going to approve what i'm doing.. Great.. So great that i feel like hitting my head on the wall rite now. Does anyone ever listens anymore???????????????????????????? Seriously.. i almost feel like crying now.. in fact, i'm crying rite now.. coz i'm so angry that i dunno wat to do except to cry.. Yeah2.. i'm such a baby.. whatever..

SHE, HER = MY MOTHER.. Never want to listen to my side of saying.. Wonder if things gonna be worse than this. I'm so glad that i'm going for a holiday at KL with my aunt tomorrow nite.. Juz wanna get away from all this mess.. From HER.. I'm coming back on Sunday nite.. If only i could juz migrate there.. haiz..

BuSiNeSs?? FoRgEt iT..

2005-09-18T23:23:00.000-07:00

What happen if u're in a situation that u don't even want to be in at all??? Haiz.. today i can't believe wat i've gotten myself into.. I used to say that i hate doing BUSINESS or anything that related to business (marketing and blahz blahz).. Coz it's juz not my type of job.. i've no confidence, and i hate taking risk.. Yupz, now u all know that i'm such a coward.. But wat the hell.. No use taking it all back rite now.. Suddenly, today, i've become a part of a company, going to do some sort of marketing/promoting-health-products job.. I've forgotten wat's the company's name.. But i know that the short form of the name is V.E. I cannot explain further bout the company and their products bcoz i've promised the Business Manager (BM) not to tell anything to anyone, unless until after i finish my training. Hidayah (my sec sch fren) is the one who recommended tis job to me.. At first, she said that we were juz going for a talk wif the BM about an entrepreneurship thingy or sumting.. But i never expect that it turned out to be an interview as well!!

Another thing that i hate: 'Offices'. I hate offices.. Can't stand the pressure of being in an office. The scenery.. the scent.. makes me wanna puke.. Makes me feel nauseous.. In fact, i almost puked in the toilet before going into the office juz now.. The pressure had already set in even before i stepped my foot there.. Luckily i'm in control of myself. I don't wanna look like a fool, puking all over the place.. I was even more nervous when meeting wif the BM.. Fortunately, i didn't stop breathing or sumting wakaka.. But thank god he is frenly.. Then, he was talking business wif me.. And i was like, "HUH???"- wif capital letters and many question marks.. I was so blur that i behaved like a klutz juz now (Is..!! It's my turn being a klutz!!).. I couldn't even answer some simple questions properly.. Duh.. Actually i didn't even think of joining the company to promote their products at first.. But then after the talk cum interview, he told me to give some possible reasons to why i think that i shouldn't join the company.. Then i answered honestly that i am not that confident and i have no experience in business studies whatsoever.. But he didn't take that as good reasons.. So he 'suddenly' welcome me as a part of the company.. I was very surprised indeed.. Big exclamation marks flew above my head.. Zoom! I'm still quite nervous now.. i wonder if i can do tis job.. i still have no confidence in myself.. Afraid that i'll screw everything up.. haiz.. My training session will be on tis tuesday.. Gd luck to me then.. haiz..

HoLiDaY bEgiNs

2005-09-10T01:07:00.000-07:00

It's 1 am in the morning and everyone is sleeping (cept' for my bro who has the cheek to go to Johor (without my parent consent) at tis hour juz to go to one of the petrol station there and fill up his motorbike.. Aren't there any petrol stations in S'pore anymore??). I juz don feel like sleeping.. And updating my blog at tis point of time seems like such a 'good' idea at the moment.. My first week of holiday: Sux.. But at least i prefer to rot at home rather than having to go to sch and getting all Cs for my grade juz bcoz i don't talk much during presentations.. But honestly though, i like my previous class.. Not serious at all, love making jokes.. Haiz.. Unfortunately, we have to change classes next semester.. And the thought of it really makes me quite sad.. I have to start all over again.. need to introduce myself to my new classmates once again.. i wonder if they're as nice as my ex-classmates.. Changing classes really sux man.. Sux to the power of infinity.

I don't really do anything much for this holiday.. I've been lazing around at home like a gerl without a life.. To top it off, i've a maid now.. During my previous holidays, i was the one who usually did the housework at home.. But now, i'm as lazy as a pig since there's someone to do the housework for me heh heh heh.. Someone need to knock my head countless of times and shout in my ear with a megaphone that i need to 'GET A LIFE PLEASE'..!! Anyone care to do that for me?? I'll be thanking you for the next 70 years..

The only interesting thing that i do is reading novels.. Yup.. rite now i'm more interested with the non-fiction life rather than my own.. I was quite emotional for the past few days, but i don't really know what's the cause of it.. Maybe part of it was bcoz i was juz kinda piss off with one of my fren.. Last week, she sms-ed me and told me that i had change.. she thought that i was trying to avoid her, and that i was afraid to deal with her and her problems.. that time i was quite in a bad mood, so i went off saying "WTF is she talking about?????".. We've not been contacting with each other for quite some time, and now she's imagining things.. then recently, i tried to sms her, but she didn't even reply.. I don't really mind if she replied 2 or 3 days later.. But it seems like she don't even want to reply at all.. That had really set me off.. But now, i told myself that i had at least tried to contact her.. And if she still wants to go off this way, than that's her problem anyway.. If only i could solve my problems like solving jigsaw puzzles.. Talking bout jigsaw puzzles, i bought a 1000 pieces jigsaw puzzle at the night market near the Boon Lay MRT station.. Very cheap, $4 only.. Dunno why i'm suddenly so interested with it, when the actual fact is that i used to hate playing jigsaw puzzles when i was a kid.. Coz it used to give me headache haha.. But now, i liked the challenge in solving 1000 pieces jigsaw puzzles.. Bet it's much easier than solving all my stupid problems..

Now i'm wondering whether i should take a part time job during tis holiday or not.. i have 4 weeks of free time, and i don't want it to go damn wasted.. But i hate going for interviews.. I still remember during my previous holiday, Nazira and i went to tis agency for interview, and we actually had to pay $2 for the registration fee!!! WTF?? In the end, we got nothing.. Rite now i'm hoping for the 'selling mooncakes' job in a hotel restaurant which is recommended by nazira's fren.. Juz now she sms-ed me the details (the attires) for working in the hotel, and i panicked when i read, "provide ur own pantyhose"!! I was thinking, "How am i supposed to wear panty hose with my scarf on!!".. I quickly asked nazira, and luckily she said that it was actually nothing.. FUH.. I cannot even imagine myself wearing a pantyhose.. wahaha..

PaThEtiC..

2005-09-02T12:35:00.000-07:00

Pathetic.. that's the word to describe my day today.. Today is my last day of lesson for my 2nd year semester 1.. Worse still, today's lesson is java programming.. That's why only 6 peepz (out of 20) came, including me.. Dunno why i even bother to come today.. We have tried to negotiate wif our faci to release us earlier, but she won't relent.. And she even want us to do our work.. Each of us need to contribute.. And i dunno what to contribute, as i'm really sucks at java.. The guys didn't do anything.. They played game, and finally decided to 'cabot', juz before the 3rd meeting starts.. Now left only me, shui min and jennifer in class.. Great.. And now we are waiting for our 3rd meeting to start.. unenthusiastically..

Need to go off now.. Gonna start my 3rd meeting.. And we didn't even do anything for our presentation.. Such 'hardworking' people we can be sumtimes.. After school, i'm goin to the hospital to visit my cousin who has a high fever.. Evn worse still, she is warded in an isolation room.. so poor thing.. Bad things sumtimes happen to good people.. Hope she'll recover soon and get on with her cheerful life..

HaPpY TeAcHeRs' DaY..

2005-08-31T21:43:00.000-07:00

Ouch.. having a splitting headache rite now.. haiz.. 2morow will be 1st of September.. So, "Happy Teachers' Day" to all teachers!! I went to my ex-sec sch in the morning today.. Met up with Isnarti at ard 9.30 am at the bus stop near the sch.. When we almost reached the canteen, Is accidentally bumped into her ex-boyfren haha.. Then we decided to take the long-cut way towards the canteen.. kwang3.. We sat at the furthest corner of the canteen, observing the other ex-JVS peepz who came back for some kind of reunion with their frens.. Almost everyone has change.. Some even dressed as if they were models or sumting.. duh~.. But most came with their sch uniform (mainly those who study in JCs and ITEs).. We thought that we couldn't watch the concert.. But the teachers were so clever to put a projector screen in the canteen, so that we could watch the concert from the screen there.. Nothing great bout the concert.. Getting boring and boring each and every year.. There were less dancing, but more band jamming this year.. Some of the "band" played some of my favourite songs.. Or more likely, destroying my favourite songs..

After getting sick and tired from watching the concert, we decided to eat for our lunch.. I'm quite glad that the stall aunties can still recognise me haha.. Then in the mid of the day, we saw more ex-JVSian coming in.. I'm quite shock to see the guy (that used to be my fren- not exactly fren, but juz a classmate cum fren thing- and used to be one of my crush when i was in sec 3) even bother to come.. He changed his hairstyle into a punk mohawk kinda thing.. To be honest, it looks horrible! I almost spat out my hor fun noodle from inside my mouth at the first sight of him.. Anyway, i tried hard not to look or smile (or whatever shit) at him, bcoz i knew that he wouldn't acknowledge me anyway.. He had stopped talking to me ever since we were in sec 3.. Dunno wat's his problem anyway.. But i was quite self-conscious when we passed by each other hahakz.. Bet he wouldn't care anyway.. duh..

Then after the concert ended, we, and our other fren, fizah, went to meet our ex-teachers.. At first we met up with my fav maths teacher, Mr Ng. He used to call me his 'daughter' when he taught me during my sec 5 year.. haha.. From his face, i knew that he recognised me, but he forgot my name.. Same to my fav science teacher, Miss Wong.. Maybe i should change my name or sumting.. I'm really satisfied that i could meet all my ex-subject teachers today.. Glad that we could talk for a while (as we didn't get the chance to talk to them last year).. haiz.. Then it was time for us to go off.. When i took the last look at the sch, all the memories came rushing back to me.. Suddenly i felt very sentimental.. How i wish things would be the same.. But life goes on.. What really makes me quite sad today was that most of my frens/ ex-classmates didn't come today.. I heard that one of my fren could actually come, but she chose to go out wif her boyfren.. I was stunned! Was it that painful to meet us, her frens, for once in a while??? It actually piss me off if one of my fren think that her boyfren is MORE IMPORTANT than her frens.. Whatever it is, i cannot talk much.. I juz hope that i won't be like that in the future.. that is, if i really have a boyfren in the future.. duh..

~BoRiNg~

2005-08-30T21:30:00.001-07:00

Tomorow is teacher's day celebration.. I've planned wif Is to go to our ex-sec sch 2morow morning at around 9 am.. But the saddest part was that most of my sec sch frens won't be there.. Dunno where they've gone missing.. Now it's too late to call everyone to come.. i don't even think that they want to come.. haiz.. Mendak seh.. Ever since they 'kena' kicked out from watching the teacher's day concert by the discipline mistress (as some other guys were making alot of noise outside the hall), they vowed not to come to JVS for the rest of their life haha.. haiz.. Whatever it is, Is and i planned to eat the food in the sch canteen only, and go off juz like that.. hahakz.. kwang3.. Wonder if my ex-sec sch teachers still remember me or not.. I haven't change that much aniway, except that i look more chubby than last time.. haha..

Wao.. i happened to watch an advertisement on tv juz now.. with JON JOHNSON in it!! Fiwitt..! For those who don't know who the hell he is (well, shame on you then haha!), he was the winner of the reality tv show competition, 'Manhunt: The Search For America's Most Gorgeous Model'.. He is sooo handsome sia~.. Almost feel like melting whenever i saw his face on TV.. So cute, so handsome, so gorgeous.. OMG.. i think that i'm going starstruck.. haiz.. It's unfair that the fat women from the local reality tv show 'Villa Wellness' got to have him as a guest star.. And even got to kiss him!! *Hmph* haha.. Well it's not like i'm dreaming to kiss him anyway haha.. *Slap*

That's Jon Johnson!! Love tis pic of him!

Niwaes got to go now.. Wanna watch my CSI!! Too bad that my mum is watching the 'Sembilu' drama at the living room.. So i need to watch tv iniside her room.. Duh~ Wokey Ciaoz!!

TriP tO FLEXTRONICS aNd DESARU FRUIT FARM!!

2005-08-25T10:45:00.000-07:00

Updating my trip to the 'FLEXTRONICS' and 'DESARU FRUIT FARM' at Johor Baru yesterday (For 2nd year SIT student only). We met the in-charges at ard 7.30 am at Kranji MRT station. We were supposed to start our journey ard 7.30 am.. But as some of the peepz were late, we went off at ard 7.50 am. We had a bus transport, named 'LOTTE'.. Dunno wat that word suppose to mean.. haha.. Below are some of the pics that our "professional", (EHEM..) Nazira, took throughout the trip. Overall the trip was FUN!!!!! **Laugh so much sia~, until now cannot laugh already *Cough**.... The photos.. JeNg JeNg JeNg..:

The first pic to be taken.. *KoReK tELiNgA pE aYu?? Wahaha..!

ThE 'eXciTeD' fAcEs .. hahakz!

Now i know what Nazira exactly meant by 'hating the side view of her face..' I also hate mine.. LoOk VeRy cHuBbY.. EEEE...

Okey.. That's more like it heh heh...!

I took tis pic.. Almost perfect (The pic, not the person.. wahaha..!), but the stupid bus suddenly moved.. making the pic look blur.. haiyargh..

Yeah..!! We reached the Woodlands Checkpoint!!

Walking towards the checkpoint..

Next stop.. JOHOR BARU!! WoO hOo..!! *McM fiRsT tiMe PeGi JoHoR giTu HaHa!!

Causeway river.. err.. sea.. Nice scenery, but the chair was blocking the whole view!! *HmPh*

'WeLcOmE tO MaLaYsiA' signboard. Unfortunately there's a road construction everywhere.. Looks very 'Un-welcoming'.. hahakz!

Guiness World record: The smallest bubblegum that can ever be blown by me! FUYOOO..

That's the 'FLEXTRONICS' manufacturing company building. That's our 1st visit of the day. Too bad that we couldn't bring our cameras along when we were touring inside the building, as it was for security purpose or sumting (as if we're goin to knock someone dead with a digital cam). We learned bout their manufacturing process, the products that they make and yada yada.. We even got to see their plant (not as in the leaves and trees 'plant', but their whole factory structure and how the peepz work).

The 'far' view of the 'FLEXTRONICS' building.

Heading to 'Desaru Fruit Farm'.. WoOhOo! The 'excited' faces again.. hahakz.

Nazira have to tilt my head so that i could pose like tis.. hahakz!

Yeah! We reached the farm (p/s: Take not that the white figure is not a ghost, but it's ayu's head haha..)!!

The guy who was pointing upwards with his eyes closed is the farmer cum farm tour guide. Wonder if he was too sleepy for the job, or maybe he was juz too engrossed in explaining bout the fruits to us.

What was the ostrich doin in the fruit farm?? Since when an ostrich become a type of fruit??

The biggest fruit of all the fruities.. *Drum roll* JaCkFrUiT!!

I dunno what's that fruit.. Maybe it's aloe vera or somethin.. But it looks more like the medusa's head.

That's the banana... If anybody dunno what a banana is, then maybe u can raise up ur hand, and i'll come to u and knock ur head countless time till u remember what it is.

That's a 'Buah Naga'.. In English it is called 'Dragon fruit'. Wonder what makes it look like a dragon.. Maybe it gives out fire or sumting..

I dunno what kind of fruit that supposed to be.. But looking at this thing send a chill down my back.. hahakz!

Love tis pond!! Quite beautiful wif the bridge and hungry fishes and all..

That's what i meant bout the 'hungry fishes'.. Once their food was thrown into the water, they battled with each other for it.. looks as if they had not eaten for thousand of years.. Ishk3..

Posing on the bridge.. At first i was afraid to step on the bridge.. Scared that it might fall off sia~.. hahakz!

Ishk..! Budak mentel2 ni..

Last shot before we went off from the fruit farm..

Wokey..! ByE bYe FrUiT fArM!!

Next stop: Went to tis Seafood Coffeshop for dinner (the foods were not that delicious actually.. haha)

Trying to kill the crabs..

After dinner, we went to watch the sunset at the sea jetty nearby.. *Sigh* What a beautiful sunset..

Trying to pose with the sunset behind, but the sky was getting darker and darker every minute.. haiyargh..

Take more pics in the bus before heading home (Nothin oozed out from my ear.. it's juz my earphone actually hahakz!).. Actually we went for a 20 min shopping spree at the 'Carrefour' hypermarket before heading home. 20 min is not a good timing for me to shop.. So i juz bought few stuffs only.. So sad..

Getting our things ready for the checkpoint..

OMG!!! An illegal immigrant had been spotted by the police!! *hahakz*

Finally can sleep soundly in the bus... ZzZzZzZ...

That's all for the trip.. Actuallt there're many picz that we have taken, but i cannot possibly upload every picz.. quite tiring sia~ haha.. Hope ya'll enjoy the pics and all..!! Ciaoz!

FUCKERIZED!! I'VE BEEN FOOLED!!

2005-08-22T14:33:00.000-07:00

FUCK!! (Sori bout my bad manners, but i'm really so ANGRY to bitz!!). Juz found out that i've been fooled!! By whom?? By a guy of course!! I hate it when peepz fool me for no reason, especially guys!! STOOPID!! I donno who is the stupid one- me or him?? It's a small matter.. but still, i hate to be fool by someone who don't really know me! what's his motive anyway?? Here i am, trying my best not to hate guys soo much like i used to be.. and there he was, fooling the shit out of me!! ARRGGHH!! Damn.. i'm gonna explode! Worse still, i even tot that he was good-looking! In that case i'm the stoopid one!! How could i have forgotten that some "good-looking" malay guys are jerks (i said some, not all.. plz)!!!!!!!!!!!! I may look very innocent at times.. BUT PLZ, DON' THINK THAT I'M STOOPID!! Luckily i found out bout his true colours fast enuf.. He might be happy to fool gerls like me.. But guess what.. i'm not the kind of gerl to be mess around wif.. He'll get what he deserves.. that farking asshole!!!!

ThErE gOeS mY wEeKeNdS...

2005-08-22T09:30:00.000-07:00

Kreekk krrookk.. my stomach's growling.. it's only early in the mornin.. But here i am, hugry to bitz! I bring 2 big bbq chicken pao for my lunch.. no breakfast.. trying to save money lehzz.. and also trying to control my weight haha.. don wanna grow F.A.T in the future.. kwang3..
Juz finished taking my database UT.. No comment.. i thought that today's UT was on java.. so stupid of me to revise java the whole night yesterday. Waste my energy only.. But luckily i had sum time to revise on my database before the UT started, as i came to sch early today heh heh.. Nazira's father sent me to sch.. that's why i'm early.. if not, i'll be late as usual.. kwang3..

Updating my weekends:

Saturday: Nothin interesting actually.. Went to religious class in the afternoon from 2pm to 4pm, then went to west coast hawker centre for dinner wif my family.. Out of all places, i met my sec sch art teacher there.. Quite glad that she still remember me.. haha i still remember that she used to call me 'sotong'.. not only bcoz i'm blur, but also bcoz i drew an octopus on my batik piece for my art 'O' level coursework haha.. Before she went home, she came up to me and asked me what i'm doing now.. i told her that i'm takin IT course in RP.. And she replied, "That's nice!".. I juz smiled, trying so hard not to roll my eyes and said "yeahhh ritee.. what's so nice bout RP aniwae??".. When in fact i'm almost suffering from a major mental breakdown studying there heh heh.. ok back to story.. Then after that, my family and i went to 'kenduri' (some sort of religious ceremony) at my grandmother's/ex-nanny's house.. Got to eat my grandma's delicious chicken rice woo hoo! Then after that i had to go for my religious-class-committee meeting.. long time never attend for the meeting.. as usual i was the quiet one wif no ideas or any discussions at all.. they had so many ideas and activities for our peepz, and they kept making wild and funny jokes during the discussion.. i almost vomitted for laughing too much! And there goes my saturday. Conclusion: quite a religious-ly day wahaha...

Sunday: Even more boring than saturday.. At first i thought of going out somewhere.. maybe go to the library or wherever interesting.. But it was raining heavily throughout the morning and afternoon.. this kind of weather always made me sleepy and lazy to go anywhere.. quite troublesome to go out when it's raining.. no point bringing an umbrella along.. i would end up wet as usual.. So i stayed at home, watched tv until my eyes were crossed.. watched too many tamil movies wakaka!! (Nazira ko jgn ckp aku mamak!!). There goes my sunday...

RaiNy DaY..

2005-08-18T10:02:00.000-07:00

Rain Rain, go away, come again another day.. Yupz.. it's raining today.. Good to sleep at home in this kind of weather.. Unfortunately, i have to go to sch.. Haiz.. Wake up early today, at ard 6 am.. Thought of comin to sch early.. For once i don't want to be late hahakz.. But in the end, i still come late lehz.. What the heckz.. Forget to bring my umbrella.. another bad habit of mine.. in the mid of my journey to sch, it started to rain.. Luckily Nazira bring her umbrella.. But also no use larz haha.. Juz now, after we got off the MRT station, we shared the umbrella and crossed the road towards the bus stop (didn't walk to sch as it was rainin).. But as the wind was very strong, and as nazira's umbrella was not so strong (lembik mcm tuan nyer jgak wakaka!), it was blown upwards! Very funny sia~.. We laughed our heads off.. hahakz! Then we had to wait for the bus.. it took forever to come. The bus finally came 20 mins later, but we couldn't get in as there were too many peepz already.. so much for waitin like an idiot.. at last, we decided to walk to sch, as we thought that the rain has lighten up a bit.. after walking halfway towards sch, it started to rain heavily again.. duh.. Nazira's umbrella couldn't shelter me completely, so i was half dry, half wet.. So pathetic.. Finally reached my classroom ard 8.54 am. Conclusion: I came to sch late.

Today's module is web multimedia.. most of my classmates were slacking.. Some play games, some update their blog (including me), some even sleep.. Haiz.. YaWn..

I really hate tis one guy.. i dunno why.. i think that he tries to avoid me.. I dunno if it's true.. i juz feel like it.. if it's really true that he is tryin to avoid me, then juz let him be.. So farking childish. No time to stress over it. Duh. Asshole.

2005-08-17T23:25:00.000-07:00

So cute!!

2005-08-17T23:20:00.000-07:00

So long never post the pics.. So i start wif the pic of me n my spoilt-brat baby sis heh heh

DaTaBaSe SuX..!! (>.<)

2005-08-16T13:42:00.000-07:00

I have to update this fast.. My lesson will start in another 20 mins time.. Haiz.. Today's module is Database system.. Sux.. I hate it.. Can't make it.. My daily grades for tis damn module is all C's, and only 2 B's.. If i have to choose, i prefer java more than database.. BoRiNg!! *(>.<)*.. Can't wait for the semester holiday to come.. Only 2 weeks to go.. WoO hOo!!

I'm fasting today.. Not bcoz that it's already fasting month.. I have to pay back for the days that i missed my fast during the last year's fasting month. Err.. understand what i'm tryin to say?? Well nvm.. Glad that i'm not that hungry now.. Funny.. i used to be very hungry if i didn't eat anything.. Maybe that's what so special bout fasting.. I can also lose some weight hee~. I have gained 2 kg recently.. Dunno why i have such big appetite nowadays.. haiz.. Must control before i actually turn F.A.T!

Tomorrow is my free day.. atually i'm not schooling every wednesday, as i only have 4 lessons in a week. Dunno if i have to take care of my spoilt-brat baby sis 2morow or not.. Hope not.. I want to watch movie!! But there are so many good movies to watch, and i don't know which one to choose..! PLUS, i'm short of money heh heh..

Ok got to go.. Actually want to update bout more things but my lesson is startin.. YaWn.. CiAoZ..