Lost In Beauty-

Saturday, February 10, 2007

My head won't stop aching.
And my coughing seems to last forever.
And i've a hard time swallowing the panadols.
Soo unlike me.. coz usually it only takes me a few seconds to gulp down any pills.
Guess i can't be the record breaker for now.
And that Breacol cough syrup..
I never tot that it wld taste like an insect repellent.
And it hasn't even expire yet!

And talking bout insect repellent..
I saw that stupid pest sneaking into my room again.
I was sooo pissed off!
Do you all have any idea on how to say, "Get out of my room you ugly pest! Can't you see that there's no delicious foods in here!?" in Cockroachean language?
Selagi aku tak ckp ngan dorg, selagi tu dorg tak paham bahasa.
And duh, parents.
I was only asking for the Shieldtox spray.
I never asked you to give me another 'go-clean-your-room-coz-it's-cockroach-infested' lecture.

Niwaes i just came back from Pioneer mall.
Went to meet kak shelah and her sis-in-law to-be at the McD.
The sis has juz received her 'O' levels results yesterday.
And she needed some advice on the polytechnic course that she should apply.
Actually she can only apply design-related courses..
So she finally decided to take Interior design as her first choice.

After the discussion, we walked home together.
We really had fun talking crap and laughing all the way.

Along the way darl called me.
Nowadays he loves to tease me alot.
Worse still, sometimes he loves to jokingly-threaten me to talk to his dad.
And today i was not spared.
I was like half pleading and half shouting at him, "no, No, NO! Please don't!! UUUUUU!!!!!"

Actually i'm not scared of his dad.
Oklah.. abit only la..
Oklah.. not abit la.. Alot laa. heh.
Coz it's just out of respect.
And his dad is not someone whom you can mess ard with.
Dia bukan calang2 org seyy..

So i kept on pleading to darl to stop playing jokes on me..
And it's too late.. he had already passed the phone to his dad.
And suddenly i heard this very no-nonsense tone of voice..
(I was shaking so hard (and the nite breeze made it even hard for me to stop shivering!) and i could actually feel the McD's foods (Fries, Wedges, Fillet and Ice-Lemon Tea) inside my stomach rised up to my throat. I tried hard not to vomit coz i didn't want to waste the $5.25 Fillet-O-fish meal that kak shelah had treated me jus now!).

The Dad (in law? wahaha): Hello?
Me: (quivering slightly) hello?
The Dad: Apa khabar?
Me: Err baik.. Alhamdulillah.
The Dad: Tgh buat apa tu?
Me: Tgh jalan nak balik rumah.
The Dad: Ni nak tanya sikit ni....
Me: (Un ouh.).
The Dad:...Tgh jalan malam2 mcm ni sambil berbual dengan iqbal tak tersandung batu ke?
Me: *(O.o)* Hehe tak.. (relieved that he was just joking ard!)
The Dad: Tak? Ni pakai cermin mata ke tak ni?
Me: Hehe tak..

My giggling fit get the best out of me. One of my stupid habits when i'm soo nervous.
I should be slapped on the face.
I hope the dad won't think that i've one screw loose or something.
And luckily he didn't ask me tough questions or make me recite all the Surah in the Al-Quran.

Another problem is my bro.
Whenever he's back from camp, i'll hear him shouting in rage at his girlfren (going to be his ex) over the phone.
tsk-tsk.

I heard that the girlfren is getting engage soon. With another guy who is way older than bro.
I dunno who am i suppose to side wif, but both have to be knocked senseless on the head.

The girlfren said that she can't waif for bro anymore.
Like duh, she's only 21 and she said that she can't wait??
It's not like as if she's gonna be abducted by aliens soon and need to get married fast before it's too late!

And bro, i wish that he can just forget about the girlfren larh.
He cannot force her to love him if she doesn't love him anymore, rite?
And please bro, you know that there are lots of chicks who are actually head over heels over you!
So why bother being desperate and trying to shout your lungs out when you know that she's not going to change her mind?
Have pride in urself!

Actually i know that i've to be knocked senseless on the head too for saying those things above.
I know it's hard to really let someone go when you really love that someone.
But from this quote, it says that: "If you love somebody, you should set them free. If they don't come back again, then it's meant to be.".
But can i let darl go if i have to let him go??
NOT!

I pity bro larr..
He's heartbroken for 2 times oredi.
The two girls whom he had loved so much had dumped him for another guy.

Dunno what the girlfren is thinking sia..
Does she think that the 5-years relationship wif bro is just a BIG JOKE?
If yes, then go and laugh la!

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