Life is unfair.

Yes, life is so unfair that when darl called me just now, i was shouting and crying and wailing that "life is unfair!!" before he even get to say hello to me. Being a good boyfren that he is, he tried to calm me down by reasoning things out to me. Gave me the whole idea on why life is unfair and why we have to go thru it and why God put certain peeps in such unfair situations and more. He talked so inspiringly that i nodded at every of his sentences (like as if he could see that). I tot I was feeling better oredi. But before a minute had passed, i started to cry again. And he tried to console me again and said that it was okay to cry. And then, i'd stopped crying. And before a minute had passed, i cried again.

Oh God.

I saw that son of the bitch scurrying around the house again. Or maybe it's a bitch. Or son of the bitch. Didn't get to check the gender.

I was referring to the cockroach. Cockroaches do not deserve to be categorized as pest anymore coz they make my life miserable.

And i saw one laid lifelessly in farah's small fish tank and i almost cried again. Not because i pitied that lil scumbag. It's becoz it looked so disgusting that i wanted to puke.

Yes i'm blabbering. Coz life is unfair.