Life is unfair.

Yes, life is so unfair that when darl called me just now, i was shouting and crying and wailing that "life is unfair!!" before he even get to say hello to me. Being a good boyfren that he is, he tried to calm me down by reasoning things out to me. Gave me the whole idea on why life is unfair and why we have to go thru it and why God put certain peeps in such unfair situations and more. He talked so inspiringly that i nodded at every of his sentences (like as if he could see that). I tot I was feeling better oredi. But before a minute had passed, i started to cry again. And he tried to console me again and said that it was okay to cry. And then, i'd stopped crying. And before a minute had passed, i cried again.

Oh God.

I saw that son of the bitch scurrying around the house again. Or maybe it's a bitch. Or son of the bitch. Didn't get to check the gender.

I was referring to the cockroach. Cockroaches do not deserve to be categorized as pest anymore coz they make my life miserable.

And i saw one laid lifelessly in farah's small fish tank and i almost cried again. Not because i pitied that lil scumbag. It's becoz it looked so disgusting that i wanted to puke.

Yes i'm blabbering. Coz life is unfair.

My lil bro - Fahmie aka Boboy, 18 mths old. Now i really wonder why we'd nicknamed him as "Boboy". It sounds better when we say it than having to read it in text as "Boboy". Err. It's okay if you don't understand.

Niwaes it's not really difficult to handle him. Give him something to eat.. and voila! He'll keep his mouth shut coz he's too busy munching away.
So today.. as expected.. while taking care of him, he wld tug at my hands, took my hand into his, and led me to the kitchen every few minutes. Then he told me in his baby language to take the junk foods for him from the kitchen counter.

He wld go, "Nana.. nana.. bapok.. bapok", while pointing at the junk foods.
Actually "Bapok" = "Keropok".
And he calls every junk foods, "Bapok".
*(O.o)*

He loves to eat. He's even quite excited when mom calls him to take his medicine. Every food is like heaven to him. Unlike farah. She cried when her teacher told her to eat. Yes, i'm not lying. That's why she looks like a stick now. But when i'm eating, she takes the opportunity to disturb me and wants me to share my food wif her. And it's really annoying if i'm really hungry.

Ard 4 pm, nazira and ayu came to my house. As they had nowhere to hang out (and some of the shops they wanted to go were closed) , they decided to come to my house to eat and "lepak". Hahakz. I'm so touched.

Pity nazira. She was damn hungry. As there was not alot of food in my house, we decided to order Saprino's pizza - San Remo and Italian Classic. Luckily we had enuf money to pay for the pizza. Or else, one of us had to go and wash plates or something. Heh.

While waiting for the pizza to arrive, we watched hindi movie, 'Dil Hai Tum Hara'. Nazira even made an effort to talk to boboy.. And she was very happy indeed when he responded. Hahakz.

After everyhting, they finally left my house at ard 6.30pm.

SoOo my dear gerlfrens.. When's the next outing?

I've done nothing interesting today. I've spent most of my time sitting infront of the lappy and surf the net until i've really run out of idea on what to surf next. I've been bloghopping here and there, and i predict that by tonite, i wld pretty much know everything about everyone's life.

No mood to go out today. Juz wanna have a good rest.. as the last few days had been VERY hectic for me- especially on last thursday. That day had been an unusual day for me coz i'd actually woke up quite early in the morning to play badminton wif nazira and nurul huda (our ex-primary schoolmates) at the Sports Complex nearby. HAH. It has been quite a long time since i had a good workout. So now is the time to get rid of all the fats! Coz, believe me, i have gained almost 5 kg during my 3 years in RP! Thanks to that very person that i really adore so much. You know who you are :P.

I didn't know that different peeps have different ways of playing badminton, until that badminton session wif the fellow frens. And guess what, you can even put in some tarian dance steps while playing badminton. Nazira is already quite pro in that. You should see her turn one whole round while trying to pick the shuttlecock up from the floor. It looked like as if she was dancing. It was hilarious! hahakz. Thanks to huda who actually noticed that! Overall, we really had fun :)! So gerls, when is our next badminton session?

After the badminton session i had helped kak shelah to deliver her prune cakes to her ex-colleagues at the Tanjong Pagar DBS building. Even though all parts of my body were aching so badly, i had the very strength to go around searching and hailing for taxi while carrying 2 plastic bags of 5 boxes of cakes in the drizzling rain. I surprised myself for having the energy to do so. Lesson learned: Do not underestimate my own capability.

I'd also helped her to deliver the prune cakes the next morning (fri [yesterday] morning). Kak shelah is one of my cuz that i really adore.. So i have no problem in helping her even though i'm not in my best state. By the time i reached home, i was so damn tired that i could lose my mind.

So now i'm blessed to be home.. all by myself.. free from being bothered.

Sighss. I've never been in such a hectic situation before. I hope it'll not happen again. If not, i'm gonna kick somebody ass.

Calamari Rings. All time favourite!!:

After Swensens, we went to watch a movie: "Apocalypto".

So far, i've wrecked more than 5 slippers. And I'm only a size 5. Wonder what wld happen if i'm a size 10.

I remember during my last year in secondary school , i wore a pair of shoes wif cotton sticking out, and i didn't even bother to buy a new one. When there was a spot check, the teacher looked at it and went "OH MY GOD FARIHANA! BUY A NEW ONE PLEASE!". And i just smiled at her like an idiot. I wore that cotton-sticking shoes until graduation.

I think it's time for me to wear nice shoe. Not just nice but pretty, sophisticate, vogue shoes. Coz i'm going to enter the working world. No more sports shoes. No more sandals. No more slippers (unless wanna go market or toilet).

I was up all night last night.
Did some cockroach-busting.
Wonder why that disgusting little yucky insect even bother to come to my room.
Suka2 kakak dia nye laki je.
Like as if there's alot of foods in there.
Duh.
Really irritating.
Wonder why they even exist in this world.
Can't stop freaking the shits out of me.
HMPH.
And now my bedroom smells of shieldtox spray.
I sprayed like org gila just to kill one cockroach.

And ya, need to buy new shieldtox spray.
One is not enuf.
Need to buy 10.
1 bottle to kill one cockroach.
hahakz.

And to mommy dearest,
You could help me alot by not comparing my bedroom to my cousins' bedroom.
It's not like as if my bedroom is so untidy and there is alot of dust all over and whoever come to my room wld die instantly.

"Tengok kak _________ punyer bilik tu. lawa je. Bla bla bla bla bla"
(Skali mak dia yg bersihkan.)

Like, ya rite.
Every other women's daughters are more perfect than her own daughter.
"Tengok kak itu. Tengok kak ini."
Kalau part aku, cerita smua negative.

HAH.