Lost In Beauty-

Friday, December 29, 2006

Yaayyy!!
Finally get to blog again!!
Fuh!
Life can be quite difficult without internet sometimes.
Heh.

Actually i'm at Jurong east library rite now, inside cafe galilee.
I'm so damn full.
I ordered a caramel chocolate divine and potato chunks.
(at first i tot that the "potato chunks" was big potato cubes. But actually it's potato wedges. duh.)
Sorry, no pics of the foods, coz my hp photo gallery is full, and i'm too lazy to delete some of the photos.
heh.
The "potato chunks" cost $3.20, and i tot that i wld only get a small handful of it.
But then, when it arrived at my table, i almost got a heart attack!
There were lotz of it and i doubted that i could finish all of them up by my own.
Coz.. you see.. i'm trying to diet..
(Ok nazira, don't try to gag).
But really..
I think that my body is as huge as the teletubbies now.
Not a very wonderful sight.
And thanks to kak shelah.
She 'helped' me alot by saying that my face look rounder.
*(O.o)*
Okay, back to the potato chunks.
The sad thing is, i've gobbled all of them up oredi.
Sigh.
If i continue to be like this, i'll look more worse than the teletubbies.

A few more days to the moment that i really hate..
The reopen of Retarded Poly.
Sigh.
I don't really do anything much during this semester holiday.
Spend most of my time taking care of the SBS (Spoilt.Brat.Siblings).

Went to KL a few days back.
4 days, 3 nite.
And i couldn't even stand a single day there.
The purpose of going to KL was to attend my cuzz's engagement ceremony.
And i tot that i could relax myself while being away from s'pore.
But too bad i was wrong.
Wanna know why?

Let me list out some of the unfortunate events that i had to go thru.

1) Had to deal wif the SBS while traveling a few million hours in the car.
2) A few moments of cat fight wif "Farah The Great Whiner" inside the car. Duh.
3) Kena scolded by mom coz i didn't help her to handle the SBS and prevent them from dirtying the car from eating all sorts of junk foods.
4) As the car was dirty, there were a few small cockcroaches scattering ard, and i was too disgusted to lean against the seat. And my body ached from sitting up straight all the way.
5) Got this one time, si "Farah The Great Whiner" couldn't even wait for half second to sit down and eat dinner first before searching for her toys. Keep whining and whining to buy her toys. At last i had to drag her to Mydin store (when actually i was really damn hungry), and as usual, she bought that barbie look-alike dolls. DUH.
6) And there was time when my cuz and i bought a RM15 chocolate chip frappucino at starbucks, and "Farah The Great Whiner" happened to see us drinking it. AND, as usual again, she claimed that the drink was hers, and drank 3/4 of it, and 'sawop' the cream skali. Didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
7) We didn't have time to go to Petaling Street. As a result, i couldn't buy anything for darl.
8) I slept beside "Farah The Great Whiner" every nite in the hotel, and she sleep-kicked me every nite, without fail. Wonder what she dreamed about. Fighting wif ninja turtles?

Sigh.
The only fun i had was when my cuz and i was given 2 hours to shop ard masjid india- without anyone to interrupt us, and we went shopping like crazy.
In the end, i bought a total of 3 cardigans, 2 blouse, 1 kimono, 1 very beautiful purple skirt, 2 scarfs, and 3 underwears.
Cool huh.

the beauty exposed ;

Monday, December 11, 2006

WOW.
Can't believe it.
I've no difficulty in waking up early today!!
Hooray!!
Actually i slept late ard 4am in the morning and woke up ard 8.30am.
What did i do all nite?
Read a 360-pages-novel until finish.
The story was sooo interesting that i juz couldn't stop and put it down.
It's been so long since i did that kind of thing.
(Used to do this most of the time during my secondary sch years).
So much for trying to lighten up my dark eye rings.

Does the jamu do all the wonder to help me feel less tired?
Or is it that i just got lucky??
Or is it that i'm guilt-ridden and i just couldn't sleep soundly???

Yes.
I kinda feel guilty rite now.
In the previous post, i stated that i was going to start working on monday.
Now it's monday morning..
So what the hell am i doing on my bed typing away this post instead of being at the United Square's Cold Storage and do some "KA-CHING"??!!
Hmmm.

I feel stupid.
Coz i haven't even call the agency to say that i don't feel like working anymore coz i don't wanna get my hands dirty for holding some porks or luncheon meat or whatsoever yang sewaktu denganyer.
Yup i know.
I should've call earlier.
But now is like a little too very late oredi.
Imagine what will happen if i call her rite now.
She'll curse me up-down-left-rite.
Sigh.

Hmm i should be thankful.
Nowadays it's hard to get a job.
And when i'm given a job, i'm trying to ditch it?
What kind of human being i am?
I'm worse than the alien!

So now..
Where am i suppose to find some money??
Rob a bank??
Heh.
What a cliche.

Mom was quite glad to hear that i've made up my mind not to work.
And she told me not to find any job again until i finally graduate.
And now is the time to take care of my younger siblings.
My spoiled, noisy younger siblings.
Who cry aloud and throw tantrums for no apparent reason.

the beauty exposed ;

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Finally..
Sch holiday has come again..
One month holiday..
YEEHAA.
Like, so relieve.
And sch reopens on 2nd Jan 07.
Haiz..
The only thing that i really need now is a Temp job.
Coz i've no money to buy anything or go shopping.
Haiz.

Actually..
I'm given a temp job oredi..
A lady from the Kelly Service agency called me (and nazira) ..
And she gave us a temp job position as a cashier at the United Square mall's cold storage..
But the problem is..
We're afraid that we've to hold lots and lots of pork..
EEE.
YUCK.
And i don't even know if i'm allowed to wear scarf while working there.
like duh.

SoOo.. If you were me..
Take it?
Or leave it?

Sigh.

Nazira and i went to the Kelly Service office at the International Plaza in the afternoon juz now..
At first we were quite happy that the lady gave us the job straightaway..
And we can start working next monday..
But some peeps kept questioning us about the pork issue..
And my doubts start to grow bigger.. and heavier..
Haiz.
So troublesome.

Niwaes, after we left the international plaza, we went to Orchard.
So long never go there seyy..
heh.
Tot of going to the library at Ngee ann city..
But we ended up going window shopping at Far East Plaza.
Hahakz.
Shopping freaks.

(pics to be uploaded)

Before we went home, we decided to go to JP for a while.
And..
We stopped by at the "House of Jamu" shop.
Huahuahua.
We had some talk about jamus a few days back..
And at last we decided to try taking them.
Some peeps said that taking jamu is good.
So we also like to try arh.
But in the end, i was the only one who bought it..
Bought a jamu for teens like me..
(like as if i can still be consider a "teen" anymore. HEH.)
Hope it can change me..
Coz i think that i'm physically weak nowadays.
Sigh.

the beauty exposed ;

Monday, December 04, 2006

Today is the 4th of Dec..

SoOo..

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNI TO ME & DARL!!
One year and not stopping ok.. hehe..

So.. We've been together for a year now..
So fast..
It seems like as if we've just met a few months back..
hehe..

And yup.. for those who donno yet..
The 1st time dat Darl and i got to know each other was thru cyberspace..
From internet larh.. not from mars or jupiter..
And.. he found me at.. errr..
FRIENDSTER.

Heh.

Last time I never, EVER, tot dat i would meet the guy of my dream from the internet..
It never came across my mind.
I only used internet for entertainment and reading resources (like, yawn).
But online-dating?? A big NO-NO.
And i had no idea that playing Friendster could change my life..
heh.

Glad that we've gone thru tis far..
And hope that our relationship last longer..
(^c^)v.

the beauty exposed ;

Friday, December 01, 2006

STRESS!!
STRESSS!!
STRESSSS!!

ok stop that.

Haiz nowadays i'm so damn worried bout whether i can successfully graduate from RP or not..
I don't wanna stay back for another semester!!
SELISIH MALAIKAT EMPAT PULUH EMPAT!
WAAA~~!!
Can't stand being in RP anymore!

My UT grades are getting from bad to worse.
Suaa.
And after taking my Internet and Service Technologies (IST) UT, i felt soo.. unmotivated..
Coz i know that i won't be getting better grade than last time..
Hate to say this.. but.. Serve me right.
The UT made me feel sOoO stress out..
So stress out that when i came down to meet my frens in the library after the UT, i had been talking cock.
Now i realized how crazy i can be when i'm..stress..
Duh.

Niwaes, Nazira, Asri and i had stayed back in sch until 9pm to do our FYP juz now..
We've been staying back late for tis one whole week..
Wonder why we've been so hardworking..
hehe..
I'm blessed to have this kind of team mates..
(eh korg.. jgn kembang ok).

Ard 7pm we had called the Pizza hut delivery to order pizzas for dinner..
Coz we were too lazy to move our buts to search for foods.. *hahakz*
Luckily there was one special promotion:
Buy 2 pan pizzas for only $19!!
Cheap rite!
Glad that i didn't have to fork out alot of money..
hehe..
But please i'm not a ~~cheapskate~~. ok.

the beauty exposed ;