Hmm.. I realised that i don't really look soo good nowadays.. Seems like my skin is becoming darker, my face keep growing pimples (so irritating), i'm growing fatter, my dark-eye-ring won't vanish, and i feel like as if my height is becoming shorter each and everyday. Hmm strange. I've become soo paranoid bout my looks. Whenever i look at myself in the mirror, i feel like breaking it. No kidding. Dunno what have gone wrong.. It's juz so frustrating to see that there are still no better result even after i've tried so hard to take good care of my looks. Sux to the power of infinity. Juz when i tot that i had stopped worrying bout my looks. Whatever i used to think bout myself during my younger days come back to haunt me again now. I hate that. I hate to hate myself. It's not a good feeling. It's not good to be ungrateful bout whatever i have now.

Ok let's talk bout sumting else..

Hmm.. Yup.. Actuali i've juz came back from my uncle's house; open house. All my relatives (from mom's family) were there. It's really great to have a family gathering again (especially with my mom's family). We always have good time together.

SoOo.. Open House = lotz of foods! I had 2 servings of fried macaroni, 1 serving of lontong and 1 serving of bread with chicken curry. Yup i know.. If i grow fatter, there's no one that i can blame except for myself. haiz. And that Jia, badan je kecik tapi mkn pon bleh tahan. hahakz.

Niwaes I got to know that we will be booking a chalet at aloha loyang for another family gathering on 5 january 07. Great! I can't wait. So juz now, almost everyone was so busy discussing about the chalet.

And out of all peeps, kak shelah assigned me to organise the games for the chalet. Aiyoyo..! My cuzzies who will be helping me to organise the games are: Jia, Ojen, khairul and khairi. We had a very wacky and hilarious discussion on what type of games that we need to organise. Laugh and laugh until my stomach almost split open!

And strangely, the hardest part was to think bout the type of games that are suitable for kids.

Me: Eh, nak buat game apa ar untuk budak2??
ALL: (Think very hard)
Khairul: Buat game yg dorg kena dudok kat atas balloon sampai balloon tu meletop ar.
Ojen: Jgn.. nanti dorg jadi fobia dengan balloon. Dorg kan takot bunyik meletop2.
Jia: A ah.. skali bila dorg nampak balloon je dorg muntah2.. Uwekk! haha.
Me: Hahahaha ye lah tu.. Hmm abeh nak buat game apa plak??
ALL: (Think very hard again)
Ojen: HAHH!
Me: Aper??
Ojen: Buat game "siapa paling cepat koyakkan kertas!"
ALL: WAHAHA!
Me: Kepala hotak ko lah! Kalau mcm tu si boboy (my 1 yr old bro) pon bleh main!

They even decided that if any person or group lose in any game, they have to do a forfeit: Wear our uncle's boxing shorts and gloves and imitate a boxer. So lame.

And ya.. I also remember another quite funny conversation.

Me: Eh tis Wednesday ko skola eh? 'O' Level ke??
Khairul: Tak la.. Skarang ni tgh skola kat ITE Dover la..
Me: Eh?? Baru tau seyy..! Ambik course apa??
Khairul: IT
Me: (heard wrongly) Ye.. Ambik course apa?
Khairul: IT lah..
Me: (heard wrongly again) Yelah aku tau ko ITE.. Ko ambik coouur...
Khairul: AMBIK COURSE IT LA! PAHAM TAK? I.T!! (with hand gestures all over the place!)
ALL: WAHAHA! (laugh at me. Sobzz.)
Me: (paiseh to the max) Ouh okok.. paham.. IT.. hahakz!
And kak leha was laughing at me like mad!

When my blur fever come, it's hard for me to recover.. hahakz.. the funniest part was when khairul had to make hand gestures all over the place in order to make me understand what he was saying.. He looked very funny! Luckily his hand didn't fly onto my face.. hahakz!

I juz love my family.. They juz can't be replace.. Love them to the max.. (^c^,)v

And darl, juz take note that you can't be replace too.. (^c^,)v