Lost In Beauty-

Sunday, February 12, 2006

HeLLuZ everybody..!! Doing great so far..?? Hee.. Here i am once again, after like 3 months of not updating tis blog.. Used to be very bz with sch and work.. but now.. NOT ANYMORE!! Now i have some free time for myself, my family, frenz, and that special one.. *hee*.. i've quitted my job from that funan watsons alreadi.. Handling both sch and work can be very damn tiring sumtimes.. worse still, it gave me dark circles around my eyes.. And now, i almost look like that going-to-be-extinct animal, the panda.. i sill remember the joke that my cuzzen had told me long time ago: What is the title of a horror movie, with the combination of "Dark Water", "The Eye", and "The Ring"? The answer: "Dark Eye Ring".. Like, haha.. And yup.. I can be the next lead actress who'll play the ghost..

Yesterday i went out with him.. *ishk, da pandai berdating2 seh aku.. hahakz*.. Went to Suntec City to watch the "Fun With Dick And Jane" movie.. Even though i had watched that movie wif my cuzzens before, i nevertheless enjoyed watching it for the 2nd time wif him.. hee.. But before watching the movie, we ate our lunch at Siam Kitchen restaurant.. His treat.. heh heh.. I ordered a Tom Yam Soup with Rice Noodle.. and it was like "WOW"! So spicy yet delicious.. Made my eyes watery wif pleasure.. hahakz!

After watching the movie, we juz went window shopping.. Niwaes, we couldn't afford anything in most of the shops at Suntec City.. So expensive.. But then we stopped at this chocolate shop named "The Cocoa Trees".. Wow.. so many chocolates.. And he knew i was drooling over all of them.. I tot of buying only one of this white chocolate bar which cost $4.25.. But then he told me to pick one of those boxes of chocolates for my valentine's day present, as he didn't know wat to give me anyway.. He told me to pick the one that cost $30 and above but $40 and below.. It was so sweet of him.. *sigh.*.. But i insisted to buy only 1 bar.. And then he insisted that i took one box or anything that was inside a case, or tub, or watever.. So, as i didn't want to irritate him or sumting, i took the one which cost almost $22.. Might be that he was not satisfied enough.. So, he juz took this one tub of chocolate sweets that cost $40 (even without asking me whether i wanted it or not) and told the cashier to wrap it up.. I was like, silent with shocked.. (or is it shocked wif silent?? Argh dunno lah).. No one ever gave me that kind of expensive gift before.. even though it was juz a chocolate.. Haiz~.. And one more thing.. he said that he likes to pamper me.. hahahaha..! I've never been pampered before, and it's funny u know.. That's why i juz keep falling deeper in love wif him.. *wink*..

The Trademark..

Nice wrapping..

Luv all the chocos...!!

But something spoiled my mood yesterday.. Got this one fren of mine suddenly sms-ed me and asked me out, as she was stress about sumting.. but when i told her that i was out wif him, she was like, sooo mad.. And she tot that as i have a bf now, i didn't even think or care about her.. Wow, that really pissed me off.. Can't describe how piss i am.. if he was not there wif me, i would've shouted "WHAT THE F**K??!!!" so loud that i think all the shoppers would stop shopping for their stuff and stare at me like an idiot.. I mean, i was already outside wif him and suddenly she sms-ed me.. And wat did she expect me to do? Left him stranded at Suntec City, and went out wif her?? I had planned this date wif him one week earlier u know.. and i couldn't possibly juz leave him like dat.. I had try to explain to her dat if i was free yesterday, i would've go out wif her.. I even proposed to go out wif her next week.. But she didn't give a damn.. what the f**k sia~.. Before she stopped sms-ing me, she told me in malay, "Aku tak akan ganggu dlm kebahagiaan kau.." Another "wat-the-f**k" thing.. How dare she misunderstood me.. And i treat her as one of my best fren.. Best frens should trust each other.. But no, she just misunderstood me.. Tot that i change or watever the f**k is.. Her insecurities really makes me go crazy.. This is not the first time she's like this.. Whenever i'm happy, some peepz juz point their fingers at me and tot that i don't care about the world or sumting.. But whenever i'm sad, they juz keep quiet.. don't care if i expire or rot.. like duh~.. Always see people mistake.. but they can't see their own mistakes.. However, i'm glad that i still have frens who know that i'm still the same, even though we haven't keep in touch for a long while.. I'm blessed to have that kind of frenz.. I mean, it's not like as if i've change into a devil after like not keeping in touch wif them for a long time.. Duh~.. Erm sori for my vulgarities.. Can't help it if i'm angry..

Ok, back to my date wif him.. Our last stop was at Lau Pa Sat.. He treated me mutton, chicken and prawn satay.. And honey bbq chicken.. So delicious..!! U should try..!! Then, we went back hm by taxi.. I reached hm at 11 pm.. Then 'kena' scolded wif my mum.. kwang3.. And there goes my saturday..

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