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Nur Farihana aka frena

Name: Nur Farihana
Nicks: Nana, Frena, Fannah, Pari2
School: Retarded Poly (RP)
Birthday: 13 Sept 1986
Horoscope: Virgo
Stupid Habits: Bit my lips til it bleeds when i am nervous
Fear: That i have no lips left when i reach 50 (hehe no larz)
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More bout me :):
I'm simple; i love simplicity. I live life to the fullest, and can be quite naive sometimes. Peeps tot that i'm a very quiet person, but only those who are very close to me really know how crazy i can be when i'm crazy.. hehe.. I'll even laugh when i'm in a very tense situation. Ok i am exaggerating :P.

*LoVeS*
-Mohd Iqbal.. hee
-My family
-My friends
-Laughin
-Reading
-Shopping
-Music
-Guitar
-Eating
-Sleeping
-Learning new things
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*HaTeS*
-Traffic jam
-Jerkz!
-Insects
-SCHOOL
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~the girl in my mirror~

~From Frena Wif Love~

...Wish i may, wish i might

*Have a bright future (wif him)*
*Driving Licence*
*External Hard Disk*
*More CLOTHES - esp dresses!!*
*More Pants!!*
*More Skirts!!*
*Money*

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by ziera& me

Sunday, September 18, 2005

What happen if u're in a situation that u don't even want to be in at all??? Haiz.. today i can't believe wat i've gotten myself into.. I used to say that i hate doing BUSINESS or anything that related to business (marketing and blahz blahz).. Coz it's juz not my type of job.. i've no confidence, and i hate taking risk.. Yupz, now u all know that i'm such a coward.. But wat the hell.. No use taking it all back rite now.. Suddenly, today, i've become a part of a company, going to do some sort of marketing/promoting-health-products job.. I've forgotten wat's the company's name.. But i know that the short form of the name is V.E. I cannot explain further bout the company and their products bcoz i've promised the Business Manager (BM) not to tell anything to anyone, unless until after i finish my training. Hidayah (my sec sch fren) is the one who recommended tis job to me.. At first, she said that we were juz going for a talk wif the BM about an entrepreneurship thingy or sumting.. But i never expect that it turned out to be an interview as well!!

Another thing that i hate: 'Offices'. I hate offices.. Can't stand the pressure of being in an office. The scenery.. the scent.. makes me wanna puke.. Makes me feel nauseous.. In fact, i almost puked in the toilet before going into the office juz now.. The pressure had already set in even before i stepped my foot there.. Luckily i'm in control of myself. I don't wanna look like a fool, puking all over the place.. I was even more nervous when meeting wif the BM.. Fortunately, i didn't stop breathing or sumting wakaka.. But thank god he is frenly.. Then, he was talking business wif me.. And i was like, "HUH???"- wif capital letters and many question marks.. I was so blur that i behaved like a klutz juz now (Is..!! It's my turn being a klutz!!).. I couldn't even answer some simple questions properly.. Duh.. Actually i didn't even think of joining the company to promote their products at first.. But then after the talk cum interview, he told me to give some possible reasons to why i think that i shouldn't join the company.. Then i answered honestly that i am not that confident and i have no experience in business studies whatsoever.. But he didn't take that as good reasons.. So he 'suddenly' welcome me as a part of the company.. I was very surprised indeed.. Big exclamation marks flew above my head.. Zoom! I'm still quite nervous now.. i wonder if i can do tis job.. i still have no confidence in myself.. Afraid that i'll screw everything up.. haiz.. My training session will be on tis tuesday.. Gd luck to me then.. haiz..

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