Lost In Beauty-

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Helluz.. Juz feel like updating my blog today.. Must at least update once a month lehz heh heh.. if not, wat's the use of havin a blog rite?? Niwaes i juz came back from "jalan-jalan" at East Coast Park with my family and maid (excluding my bro, who was so busy playing soccer.. duh..). Actually i didn't feel like going at first because i was soo damn lazy.. I rather sit on the sofa and watch TV one whole day.. But then i changed my mind, thinking that it wouldn't be such a pain to spent some time with my family rite..? I seldom go out with my family.. So, why not today rite??

Niwaes, i did nothin interesting at the East Coast Park.. Juz hanging ard, playing the sand and seawater with my baby sister.. Then, after getting sick and tired of playin with the sand, i went to sit on one of the bench.. Staring at the sea and dreaming away like a sad ass.. While i was dreaming away, i suddenly thought about one boy that i used to admire.. Haiz.. I dunno why he suddenly appeared in my head, out of nowhere, out of the blue, when in fact that i've already got over him.. That's what so weird bout me.. Whenever i look at the sea, i start to feel sentimental.. The things that i don't use to care and talk about with anyone suddenly matters to me.. I even asked myself why am i still single..! Ahakz..! Can't believe that i actually thought about that haha.. And then, after realizing that i was thinking like a desperate moron, i quickly stopped my day dreaming, and started talking with my father about.. airoplanes! It's not that i actually wanted to talk bout airoplanes.. As there were many airoplanes flyin thru and fro above the sea, i thought that it's better to talk bout them haha.. LAME. And then he told me bout the time taken for airoplanes to travel from these countries to that countries. And then out of the blue, i didn't know how we got to a conversation bout Batam hahakz..! I found out that my aunts, uncles and cuzz (my father's family) went to holiday in Batam, and they just came back yesterday. Heard that they went shopping til they dropped! I was quite jealous! Also found out that one of my cuzz bought so many t-shirts there.. My father said that some of the t-shirts worth only $1 singapore dollar!!!! As i don't want to miss such an opportunity, i kept persuading my father to bring us to Batam for holiday next month.. And he said.. err.. "Insyaallah".. heh heh.. I'm such a daddy's gerl.. hahakz!

After getting quite sick and tired of looking at the sea, we went to eat at the nearest hawker centre.. So glad that i could eat my butts out.. Ate a 'Nasi Pattaya' (fried rice cover with egg), my all-time favourite dish.. While eating, we saw this old lady and a blind old man roaming ard the hawker centre selling tissues.. My father pitied them and bought the tissues.. I really sympathized them.. Now i feel very grateful for what i have now.. haiz.. Better be grateful with the good things that you are bless with, before they will finally be taken away from you.. That's what i keep telling to myself.. Haiz.. And then, again, i kept persuading my father to bring us to Batam for holiday.. so that he won't forget.. hahakz.. After finished our dinner, we went straight back to home.. And that's that.. Okie got to go now.. Wanna sleep already.. GoOd NiTe!! (^_^)

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