Lost In Beauty-

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Ouch.. having a splitting headache rite now.. haiz.. 2morow will be 1st of September.. So, "Happy Teachers' Day" to all teachers!! I went to my ex-sec sch in the morning today.. Met up with Isnarti at ard 9.30 am at the bus stop near the sch.. When we almost reached the canteen, Is accidentally bumped into her ex-boyfren haha.. Then we decided to take the long-cut way towards the canteen.. kwang3.. We sat at the furthest corner of the canteen, observing the other ex-JVS peepz who came back for some kind of reunion with their frens.. Almost everyone has change.. Some even dressed as if they were models or sumting.. duh~.. But most came with their sch uniform (mainly those who study in JCs and ITEs).. We thought that we couldn't watch the concert.. But the teachers were so clever to put a projector screen in the canteen, so that we could watch the concert from the screen there.. Nothing great bout the concert.. Getting boring and boring each and every year.. There were less dancing, but more band jamming this year.. Some of the "band" played some of my favourite songs.. Or more likely, destroying my favourite songs..

After getting sick and tired from watching the concert, we decided to eat for our lunch.. I'm quite glad that the stall aunties can still recognise me haha.. Then in the mid of the day, we saw more ex-JVSian coming in.. I'm quite shock to see the guy (that used to be my fren- not exactly fren, but juz a classmate cum fren thing- and used to be one of my crush when i was in sec 3) even bother to come.. He changed his hairstyle into a punk mohawk kinda thing.. To be honest, it looks horrible! I almost spat out my hor fun noodle from inside my mouth at the first sight of him.. Anyway, i tried hard not to look or smile (or whatever shit) at him, bcoz i knew that he wouldn't acknowledge me anyway.. He had stopped talking to me ever since we were in sec 3.. Dunno wat's his problem anyway.. But i was quite self-conscious when we passed by each other hahakz.. Bet he wouldn't care anyway.. duh..

Then after the concert ended, we, and our other fren, fizah, went to meet our ex-teachers.. At first we met up with my fav maths teacher, Mr Ng. He used to call me his 'daughter' when he taught me during my sec 5 year.. haha.. From his face, i knew that he recognised me, but he forgot my name.. Same to my fav science teacher, Miss Wong.. Maybe i should change my name or sumting.. I'm really satisfied that i could meet all my ex-subject teachers today.. Glad that we could talk for a while (as we didn't get the chance to talk to them last year).. haiz.. Then it was time for us to go off.. When i took the last look at the sch, all the memories came rushing back to me.. Suddenly i felt very sentimental.. How i wish things would be the same.. But life goes on.. What really makes me quite sad today was that most of my frens/ ex-classmates didn't come today.. I heard that one of my fren could actually come, but she chose to go out wif her boyfren.. I was stunned! Was it that painful to meet us, her frens, for once in a while??? It actually piss me off if one of my fren think that her boyfren is MORE IMPORTANT than her frens.. Whatever it is, i cannot talk much.. I juz hope that i won't be like that in the future.. that is, if i really have a boyfren in the future.. duh..

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