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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Ouch.. having a splitting headache rite now.. haiz.. 2morow will be 1st of September.. So, "Happy Teachers' Day" to all teachers!! I went to my ex-sec sch in the morning today.. Met up with Isnarti at ard 9.30 am at the bus stop near the sch.. When we almost reached the canteen, Is accidentally bumped into her ex-boyfren haha.. Then we decided to take the long-cut way towards the canteen.. kwang3.. We sat at the furthest corner of the canteen, observing the other ex-JVS peepz who came back for some kind of reunion with their frens.. Almost everyone has change.. Some even dressed as if they were models or sumting.. duh~.. But most came with their sch uniform (mainly those who study in JCs and ITEs).. We thought that we couldn't watch the concert.. But the teachers were so clever to put a projector screen in the canteen, so that we could watch the concert from the screen there.. Nothing great bout the concert.. Getting boring and boring each and every year.. There were less dancing, but more band jamming this year.. Some of the "band" played some of my favourite songs.. Or more likely, destroying my favourite songs..

After getting sick and tired from watching the concert, we decided to eat for our lunch.. I'm quite glad that the stall aunties can still recognise me haha.. Then in the mid of the day, we saw more ex-JVSian coming in.. I'm quite shock to see the guy (that used to be my fren- not exactly fren, but juz a classmate cum fren thing- and used to be one of my crush when i was in sec 3) even bother to come.. He changed his hairstyle into a punk mohawk kinda thing.. To be honest, it looks horrible! I almost spat out my hor fun noodle from inside my mouth at the first sight of him.. Anyway, i tried hard not to look or smile (or whatever shit) at him, bcoz i knew that he wouldn't acknowledge me anyway.. He had stopped talking to me ever since we were in sec 3.. Dunno wat's his problem anyway.. But i was quite self-conscious when we passed by each other hahakz.. Bet he wouldn't care anyway.. duh..

Then after the concert ended, we, and our other fren, fizah, went to meet our ex-teachers.. At first we met up with my fav maths teacher, Mr Ng. He used to call me his 'daughter' when he taught me during my sec 5 year.. haha.. From his face, i knew that he recognised me, but he forgot my name.. Same to my fav science teacher, Miss Wong.. Maybe i should change my name or sumting.. I'm really satisfied that i could meet all my ex-subject teachers today.. Glad that we could talk for a while (as we didn't get the chance to talk to them last year).. haiz.. Then it was time for us to go off.. When i took the last look at the sch, all the memories came rushing back to me.. Suddenly i felt very sentimental.. How i wish things would be the same.. But life goes on.. What really makes me quite sad today was that most of my frens/ ex-classmates didn't come today.. I heard that one of my fren could actually come, but she chose to go out wif her boyfren.. I was stunned! Was it that painful to meet us, her frens, for once in a while??? It actually piss me off if one of my fren think that her boyfren is MORE IMPORTANT than her frens.. Whatever it is, i cannot talk much.. I juz hope that i won't be like that in the future.. that is, if i really have a boyfren in the future.. duh..

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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Tomorow is teacher's day celebration.. I've planned wif Is to go to our ex-sec sch 2morow morning at around 9 am.. But the saddest part was that most of my sec sch frens won't be there.. Dunno where they've gone missing.. Now it's too late to call everyone to come.. i don't even think that they want to come.. haiz.. Mendak seh.. Ever since they 'kena' kicked out from watching the teacher's day concert by the discipline mistress (as some other guys were making alot of noise outside the hall), they vowed not to come to JVS for the rest of their life haha.. haiz.. Whatever it is, Is and i planned to eat the food in the sch canteen only, and go off juz like that.. hahakz.. kwang3.. Wonder if my ex-sec sch teachers still remember me or not.. I haven't change that much aniway, except that i look more chubby than last time.. haha..

Wao.. i happened to watch an advertisement on tv juz now.. with JON JOHNSON in it!! Fiwitt..! For those who don't know who the hell he is (well, shame on you then haha!), he was the winner of the reality tv show competition, 'Manhunt: The Search For America's Most Gorgeous Model'.. He is sooo handsome sia~.. Almost feel like melting whenever i saw his face on TV.. So cute, so handsome, so gorgeous.. OMG.. i think that i'm going starstruck.. haiz.. It's unfair that the fat women from the local reality tv show 'Villa Wellness' got to have him as a guest star.. And even got to kiss him!! *Hmph* haha.. Well it's not like i'm dreaming to kiss him anyway haha.. *Slap*

That's Jon Johnson!! Love tis pic of him!

Niwaes got to go now.. Wanna watch my CSI!! Too bad that my mum is watching the 'Sembilu' drama at the living room.. So i need to watch tv iniside her room.. Duh~ Wokey Ciaoz!!

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

Updating my trip to the 'FLEXTRONICS' and 'DESARU FRUIT FARM' at Johor Baru yesterday (For 2nd year SIT student only). We met the in-charges at ard 7.30 am at Kranji MRT station. We were supposed to start our journey ard 7.30 am.. But as some of the peepz were late, we went off at ard 7.50 am. We had a bus transport, named 'LOTTE'.. Dunno wat that word suppose to mean.. haha.. Below are some of the pics that our "professional", (EHEM..) Nazira, took throughout the trip. Overall the trip was FUN!!!!! **Laugh so much sia~, until now cannot laugh already *Cough**.... The photos.. JeNg JeNg JeNg..:

The first pic to be taken.. *KoReK tELiNgA pE aYu?? Wahaha..!

ThE 'eXciTeD' fAcEs .. hahakz!

Now i know what Nazira exactly meant by 'hating the side view of her face..' I also hate mine.. LoOk VeRy cHuBbY.. EEEE...

Okey.. That's more like it heh heh...!

I took tis pic.. Almost perfect (The pic, not the person.. wahaha..!), but the stupid bus suddenly moved.. making the pic look blur.. haiyargh..

Yeah..!! We reached the Woodlands Checkpoint!!

Walking towards the checkpoint..

Next stop.. JOHOR BARU!! WoO hOo..!! *McM fiRsT tiMe PeGi JoHoR giTu HaHa!!

Causeway river.. err.. sea.. Nice scenery, but the chair was blocking the whole view!! *HmPh*

'WeLcOmE tO MaLaYsiA' signboard. Unfortunately there's a road construction everywhere.. Looks very 'Un-welcoming'.. hahakz!

Guiness World record: The smallest bubblegum that can ever be blown by me! FUYOOO..

That's the 'FLEXTRONICS' manufacturing company building. That's our 1st visit of the day. Too bad that we couldn't bring our cameras along when we were touring inside the building, as it was for security purpose or sumting (as if we're goin to knock someone dead with a digital cam). We learned bout their manufacturing process, the products that they make and yada yada.. We even got to see their plant (not as in the leaves and trees 'plant', but their whole factory structure and how the peepz work).

The 'far' view of the 'FLEXTRONICS' building.

Heading to 'Desaru Fruit Farm'.. WoOhOo! The 'excited' faces again.. hahakz.

Nazira have to tilt my head so that i could pose like tis.. hahakz!

Yeah! We reached the farm (p/s: Take not that the white figure is not a ghost, but it's ayu's head haha..)!!

The guy who was pointing upwards with his eyes closed is the farmer cum farm tour guide. Wonder if he was too sleepy for the job, or maybe he was juz too engrossed in explaining bout the fruits to us.

What was the ostrich doin in the fruit farm?? Since when an ostrich become a type of fruit??

The biggest fruit of all the fruities.. *Drum roll* JaCkFrUiT!!

I dunno what's that fruit.. Maybe it's aloe vera or somethin.. But it looks more like the medusa's head.

That's the banana... If anybody dunno what a banana is, then maybe u can raise up ur hand, and i'll come to u and knock ur head countless time till u remember what it is.

That's a 'Buah Naga'.. In English it is called 'Dragon fruit'. Wonder what makes it look like a dragon.. Maybe it gives out fire or sumting..

I dunno what kind of fruit that supposed to be.. But looking at this thing send a chill down my back.. hahakz!

Love tis pond!! Quite beautiful wif the bridge and hungry fishes and all..

That's what i meant bout the 'hungry fishes'.. Once their food was thrown into the water, they battled with each other for it.. looks as if they had not eaten for thousand of years.. Ishk3..

Posing on the bridge.. At first i was afraid to step on the bridge.. Scared that it might fall off sia~.. hahakz!

Ishk..! Budak mentel2 ni..

Last shot before we went off from the fruit farm..

Wokey..! ByE bYe FrUiT fArM!!

Next stop: Went to tis Seafood Coffeshop for dinner (the foods were not that delicious actually.. haha)

Trying to kill the crabs..

After dinner, we went to watch the sunset at the sea jetty nearby.. *Sigh* What a beautiful sunset..

Trying to pose with the sunset behind, but the sky was getting darker and darker every minute.. haiyargh..

Take more pics in the bus before heading home (Nothin oozed out from my ear.. it's juz my earphone actually hahakz!).. Actually we went for a 20 min shopping spree at the 'Carrefour' hypermarket before heading home. 20 min is not a good timing for me to shop.. So i juz bought few stuffs only.. So sad..

Getting our things ready for the checkpoint..

OMG!!! An illegal immigrant had been spotted by the police!! *hahakz*

Finally can sleep soundly in the bus... ZzZzZzZ...

That's all for the trip.. Actuallt there're many picz that we have taken, but i cannot possibly upload every picz.. quite tiring sia~ haha.. Hope ya'll enjoy the pics and all..!! Ciaoz!

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Monday, August 22, 2005

FUCK!! (Sori bout my bad manners, but i'm really so ANGRY to bitz!!). Juz found out that i've been fooled!! By whom?? By a guy of course!! I hate it when peepz fool me for no reason, especially guys!! STOOPID!! I donno who is the stupid one- me or him?? It's a small matter.. but still, i hate to be fool by someone who don't really know me! what's his motive anyway?? Here i am, trying my best not to hate guys soo much like i used to be.. and there he was, fooling the shit out of me!! ARRGGHH!! Damn.. i'm gonna explode! Worse still, i even tot that he was good-looking! In that case i'm the stoopid one!! How could i have forgotten that some "good-looking" malay guys are jerks (i said some, not all.. plz)!!!!!!!!!!!! I may look very innocent at times.. BUT PLZ, DON' THINK THAT I'M STOOPID!! Luckily i found out bout his true colours fast enuf.. He might be happy to fool gerls like me.. But guess what.. i'm not the kind of gerl to be mess around wif.. He'll get what he deserves.. that farking asshole!!!!

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Kreekk krrookk.. my stomach's growling.. it's only early in the mornin.. But here i am, hugry to bitz! I bring 2 big bbq chicken pao for my lunch.. no breakfast.. trying to save money lehzz.. and also trying to control my weight haha.. don wanna grow F.A.T in the future.. kwang3..
Juz finished taking my database UT.. No comment.. i thought that today's UT was on java.. so stupid of me to revise java the whole night yesterday. Waste my energy only.. But luckily i had sum time to revise on my database before the UT started, as i came to sch early today heh heh.. Nazira's father sent me to sch.. that's why i'm early.. if not, i'll be late as usual.. kwang3..

Updating my weekends:

Saturday: Nothin interesting actually.. Went to religious class in the afternoon from 2pm to 4pm, then went to west coast hawker centre for dinner wif my family.. Out of all places, i met my sec sch art teacher there.. Quite glad that she still remember me.. haha i still remember that she used to call me 'sotong'.. not only bcoz i'm blur, but also bcoz i drew an octopus on my batik piece for my art 'O' level coursework haha.. Before she went home, she came up to me and asked me what i'm doing now.. i told her that i'm takin IT course in RP.. And she replied, "That's nice!".. I juz smiled, trying so hard not to roll my eyes and said "yeahhh ritee.. what's so nice bout RP aniwae??".. When in fact i'm almost suffering from a major mental breakdown studying there heh heh.. ok back to story.. Then after that, my family and i went to 'kenduri' (some sort of religious ceremony) at my grandmother's/ex-nanny's house.. Got to eat my grandma's delicious chicken rice woo hoo! Then after that i had to go for my religious-class-committee meeting.. long time never attend for the meeting.. as usual i was the quiet one wif no ideas or any discussions at all.. they had so many ideas and activities for our peepz, and they kept making wild and funny jokes during the discussion.. i almost vomitted for laughing too much! And there goes my saturday. Conclusion: quite a religious-ly day wahaha...

Sunday: Even more boring than saturday.. At first i thought of going out somewhere.. maybe go to the library or wherever interesting.. But it was raining heavily throughout the morning and afternoon.. this kind of weather always made me sleepy and lazy to go anywhere.. quite troublesome to go out when it's raining.. no point bringing an umbrella along.. i would end up wet as usual.. So i stayed at home, watched tv until my eyes were crossed.. watched too many tamil movies wakaka!! (Nazira ko jgn ckp aku mamak!!). There goes my sunday...

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

Rain Rain, go away, come again another day.. Yupz.. it's raining today.. Good to sleep at home in this kind of weather.. Unfortunately, i have to go to sch.. Haiz.. Wake up early today, at ard 6 am.. Thought of comin to sch early.. For once i don't want to be late hahakz.. But in the end, i still come late lehz.. What the heckz.. Forget to bring my umbrella.. another bad habit of mine.. in the mid of my journey to sch, it started to rain.. Luckily Nazira bring her umbrella.. But also no use larz haha.. Juz now, after we got off the MRT station, we shared the umbrella and crossed the road towards the bus stop (didn't walk to sch as it was rainin).. But as the wind was very strong, and as nazira's umbrella was not so strong (lembik mcm tuan nyer jgak wakaka!), it was blown upwards! Very funny sia~.. We laughed our heads off.. hahakz! Then we had to wait for the bus.. it took forever to come. The bus finally came 20 mins later, but we couldn't get in as there were too many peepz already.. so much for waitin like an idiot.. at last, we decided to walk to sch, as we thought that the rain has lighten up a bit.. after walking halfway towards sch, it started to rain heavily again.. duh.. Nazira's umbrella couldn't shelter me completely, so i was half dry, half wet.. So pathetic.. Finally reached my classroom ard 8.54 am. Conclusion: I came to sch late.

Today's module is web multimedia.. most of my classmates were slacking.. Some play games, some update their blog (including me), some even sleep.. Haiz.. YaWn..

I really hate tis one guy.. i dunno why.. i think that he tries to avoid me.. I dunno if it's true.. i juz feel like it.. if it's really true that he is tryin to avoid me, then juz let him be.. So farking childish. No time to stress over it. Duh. Asshole.

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

So cute!!

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So long never post the pics.. So i start wif the pic of me n my spoilt-brat baby sis heh heh

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

I have to update this fast.. My lesson will start in another 20 mins time.. Haiz.. Today's module is Database system.. Sux.. I hate it.. Can't make it.. My daily grades for tis damn module is all C's, and only 2 B's.. If i have to choose, i prefer java more than database.. BoRiNg!! *(>.<)*.. Can't wait for the semester holiday to come.. Only 2 weeks to go.. WoO hOo!!

I'm fasting today.. Not bcoz that it's already fasting month.. I have to pay back for the days that i missed my fast during the last year's fasting month. Err.. understand what i'm tryin to say?? Well nvm.. Glad that i'm not that hungry now.. Funny.. i used to be very hungry if i didn't eat anything.. Maybe that's what so special bout fasting.. I can also lose some weight hee~. I have gained 2 kg recently.. Dunno why i have such big appetite nowadays.. haiz.. Must control before i actually turn F.A.T!

Tomorrow is my free day.. atually i'm not schooling every wednesday, as i only have 4 lessons in a week. Dunno if i have to take care of my spoilt-brat baby sis 2morow or not.. Hope not.. I want to watch movie!! But there are so many good movies to watch, and i don't know which one to choose..! PLUS, i'm short of money heh heh..

Ok got to go.. Actually want to update bout more things but my lesson is startin.. YaWn.. CiAoZ..

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

Helluz.. Juz feel like updating my blog today.. Must at least update once a month lehz heh heh.. if not, wat's the use of havin a blog rite?? Niwaes i juz came back from "jalan-jalan" at East Coast Park with my family and maid (excluding my bro, who was so busy playing soccer.. duh..). Actually i didn't feel like going at first because i was soo damn lazy.. I rather sit on the sofa and watch TV one whole day.. But then i changed my mind, thinking that it wouldn't be such a pain to spent some time with my family rite..? I seldom go out with my family.. So, why not today rite??

Niwaes, i did nothin interesting at the East Coast Park.. Juz hanging ard, playing the sand and seawater with my baby sister.. Then, after getting sick and tired of playin with the sand, i went to sit on one of the bench.. Staring at the sea and dreaming away like a sad ass.. While i was dreaming away, i suddenly thought about one boy that i used to admire.. Haiz.. I dunno why he suddenly appeared in my head, out of nowhere, out of the blue, when in fact that i've already got over him.. That's what so weird bout me.. Whenever i look at the sea, i start to feel sentimental.. The things that i don't use to care and talk about with anyone suddenly matters to me.. I even asked myself why am i still single..! Ahakz..! Can't believe that i actually thought about that haha.. And then, after realizing that i was thinking like a desperate moron, i quickly stopped my day dreaming, and started talking with my father about.. airoplanes! It's not that i actually wanted to talk bout airoplanes.. As there were many airoplanes flyin thru and fro above the sea, i thought that it's better to talk bout them haha.. LAME. And then he told me bout the time taken for airoplanes to travel from these countries to that countries. And then out of the blue, i didn't know how we got to a conversation bout Batam hahakz..! I found out that my aunts, uncles and cuzz (my father's family) went to holiday in Batam, and they just came back yesterday. Heard that they went shopping til they dropped! I was quite jealous! Also found out that one of my cuzz bought so many t-shirts there.. My father said that some of the t-shirts worth only $1 singapore dollar!!!! As i don't want to miss such an opportunity, i kept persuading my father to bring us to Batam for holiday next month.. And he said.. err.. "Insyaallah".. heh heh.. I'm such a daddy's gerl.. hahakz!

After getting quite sick and tired of looking at the sea, we went to eat at the nearest hawker centre.. So glad that i could eat my butts out.. Ate a 'Nasi Pattaya' (fried rice cover with egg), my all-time favourite dish.. While eating, we saw this old lady and a blind old man roaming ard the hawker centre selling tissues.. My father pitied them and bought the tissues.. I really sympathized them.. Now i feel very grateful for what i have now.. haiz.. Better be grateful with the good things that you are bless with, before they will finally be taken away from you.. That's what i keep telling to myself.. Haiz.. And then, again, i kept persuading my father to bring us to Batam for holiday.. so that he won't forget.. hahakz.. After finished our dinner, we went straight back to home.. And that's that.. Okie got to go now.. Wanna sleep already.. GoOd NiTe!! (^_^)

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Monday, August 01, 2005

Helluz everybody.. Seems like my habit is back, always not updating my blog.. Ever since somebody’s wireless connection had been cut off from my bedroom (yeah.. i’d been trespassing someone’s wireless connection for all tis while.. hee~), I’ve no time to update. Actually there are many things that have happened that i didn't update about. Haiz.. Niwaes my last post was about the Hi-tea (restricted to all-women).. Haha.. Finally it's over. Luckily i found out what to wear for that damn hi-tea. I had to go to Geylang alone like a sad ass at the last minute (before the day of the hi-tea) to search for a scarf that suits my blouse. Haiyargh.. What really disappoint me was that during the hi-tea, i couldn't eat that much. As i (and the other 'Kakaks2') had to perform (a dance performance), we spent most of our time getting ready for the performance. At last, after our performance, we only had 30 min to eat before the buffet closed!! I was very sad sia~! Missed the chance to gobble down all the foodz..!! Can't help it.. i may be small, but i have a big appetite hehe.. Worse still, our performance sux! -_-

And before i forget, have i told you that i have a maid rite now..?? haha.. My maid just arrived today. Before that, i told nazira that i was quite afraid to see my maid hahakz! And she said that it should be the other way around actually haha.. duh.. I dunno why.. i feel quite strange.. There are many thoughts in my head: Should i make friends wif her or juz give her a cold shoulder? Should i trust her?? I hope that she's not like the cruel maid that i had heard or seen from the newspapers ahakz! TOUCH WOOD MAN. Just now she greeted me 'permissi mbak'.. But i dunno how to greet her back. I just smiled. If i did greet her back, i may sound like a sheep 'permissi mmmbbbaaakkkk..'! whatever.. Okie i got to go now.. my spoilt-brat baby sister is here to disturb me and my laptop!! ARGGHH!! HELP!!

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