Lost In Beauty-

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Feeling quite unwell 2day... Have a slight headache and my throat feels uncomfortable.. Maybe it's becoz i've inhale too much smoke.. Thanks to all those damn smokers.. Hate it when tis happens.. haiz..

Juz now, in the afternoon, me and nazira went for walk-in-interview at the Watsons HQ at 'The Adelphi' at City Hall.. So surprised to see that there were so many peeps queuing up for interview too.. We've waited for almost 1 and half hours for our turn to be interviewed.. So sianz.. To kill the boredom of waitin, me and nazira were foolin ard like idiots haha.. Keep making jokes and practicing our sign language (for the pledge and this year's NDP theme song) for our school NDP activity in front of all peeps ahakz! And the funniest part was when i accidentally let out a small fart sia~~! hahahaha!! Luckily only nazira heard that.. But the strange thing was that i didn't even feel embarassed!! I even made a joke bout it ahakz!! Then, after the interview (which lasted for not even 5 minutes!!), we went to the international plaza to collect nazira's photo from the Kodaks photoshop, and then straight away went to IMM to get the 'Anugerah' (malay talentime organised by SURIA channel) application form at the information counter for my bro. Actuali i wanted to get for my father too, but there's an age limit... haiyargh... My bro looks hesitant to join.. Last time he said he wanted to join.. But now when he has the chance, he wants to blew it.. What the heck.. But anyway, it's up to him... Don't want to force him larz.

Rite now, i'm worried bout sumting.. It's bout my work pay.. Last 2 weeks during my holiday, i worked for the Watsons concourse sale at Jurong Point and Tiong Baru Plaza under an agency. I've submitted my timesheet last Monday, and i'm supposed to receive my pay last Saturday. I've requested them to mail my pay check to my home. But until now, i haven't receive it. Now i got this terrible idea that maybe i've been cheated. My bro is also quite surprised that i haven't receive it yet. He told me that i better call the agency ASAP. Errr... Maybe i should call by 2morow bcoz i was so damn broke and i have to spend on many things.. Suddenly i felt very angry with the agency.. So called liars.. HMPH..!

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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Hello... i'm back again... Finally updating my blog after so many days.. Actually there's a problem with my previous blog. I made the blogskin myself (a michelle branch theme hehe..), and everything was fine except that the post could not be seen... What the heck.. Been wastin my time creating my own blog but to no success.. haiyargh... I gave up and made up my mind to just used the blogskin from.. er.. the blogskins website. Niwaes i wonder if anyone ever visit my boring blog again haha..

Have a bad day today.. A very bad one.. Had a bad row wif my mom.. Juz bcoz i didn't do one simple housework.. I mean, can't she juz chill out and stop verbally abused me juz bcoz of one small matter?? What made me even more madder was that she said i didn't make use of my brain, sumting like that.. Like duh..! If i didn't use my brain, i won't be studying in this retarded poly rite now! And then it's my lil' sis turn who make me even angrier. She kicked my laptop so hard (luckily it was not damage or anything) that i was so damn farking mad that i hit her so hard on her thighs and screaming at her like a mad woman. Then my mom was so pissed wif me hiting my sis that she started calling me 'Kurang Ajar!!' a couple of times and slammed my door very hard! Finally i broke down and cried so hard (felt so guilty for being so violent to my sis), and without thinking, i called nazira, juz for someone to talk to. From her voice, i could her that she was quite shocked to suddenly hear me crying for the first time on the phone haha.. Now i felt paiseh already.. I don't usually broke down infront of my frens, except for tis one time at sec sch, after i'd taken my science practical test haha.. I can be so damn lame sumtimes. Thankfully, i'm feelin much more better rite now. I've said sori to my sis, hugged her so hard *SobbZ*, and my mom gave me another lecture but she was not angry again.. Haiz.. Now i felt guilty for talking back to my mom.. Same thing juz keep happening over and over again.. haiz..

Okay enough of my bad day already..! Rite now, me, nazira and other 3 gerls are planning to register for an entrepreunerial (er is the spelling rite???) competition in school and we need to create our own 77th street shop!! Actually we have already register.. Juz waiting for the result to confirm whether we will be qualified or not. We also need to do a proposal, which was, well, quite hard to do. I haven't do a proposal before and i haven't even see how one looks like yet. That's why i hate all tis business thingy, so 'leceh'! Anyway, only 6 teams are choosen, and we better pray hard in order to be qualified haha.. We, especially our BOSS (ahakz!), nazira, have so many good ideas in our mind!! Somehow I admit that i'm excited bout it heh heh!! The prize is so cool- all money sia~~! haha!! If we win first place, we will get $500!! WoO hOo..! So must pray and work hard!! haiz..!

Wokey that's all folkz..! So sleepy already..! Good nitez!! ZzZzZzZ..

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