Lost In Beauty-

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Yeah.. i know i know.. long time haven't update tis blog.. There's nothing to update about my boring holiday aniwae.. I'm such a boring gerl with a boring life.. Wonder why someone even bother to know about my life..

Haiz.. Dunno wat i'm feeling rite now.. Sad? Stupid? Ridiculous? Mad? Maybe all 4. Haiya.. Firstly, i'm still so pissed off that my course transfer to biomedical science is still unsuccessful. But i'm not sad or goin to cry my heart out or sumting.. Id already expected that tis is coming earlier before this.. haiz.. what the hell.

Secondly, i'm really so mad at myself. Sumtimes i wish that i would stop jumping through things or conclusions, and stop being so 'kanchong'!! Haiya.. AND also stop being so BLUR like the SOTONG!! HMPH!! So piss wif my own self.

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Monday, March 14, 2005

Helluz.. Today's the first day of my end-of-semester holiday.. Haiz.. Still hoping that i'll finally have something interesting to do for this 6-weeks holiday. If not, my time will be sooo wasted.. I hate wasting my time.. Need to search for a job or sumting.. Haiz..

Juz now in the morning, around 11.30 am, i went to watch movie with my RP classmates at Plaza Singapura. It's kinda like a farewell class gathering (haha.. i know it's kinda funny to have a class gathering when we're not even graduating yet haha.. We're juz separating to different classes). But, only me, Natasha, Aishah, Yasas, Alan and Amos were there. Niwaes, we watched 'The Boogeyman', and yeah, this movie had been very good at making me jumped out of my skin!! Almost every scene was damn shocking, especially with the loud sound effects (that can blast my ear drums off and give heart-attacks and all..). Luckily i had the popcorn box to cover my eyes with whenever a shocking scene came out. But i forced myself to watch as many shocking scene as possible.. If not, i would be wasting my money juz to watch some parts of the movie. Duh~. Niwaes, after this movie ended, i realized that it was not that scary at all, except VERY shocking. The ending was also.. err.. quite lame heh heh.. But i think that it was really worth it. It really gave me the shock of my life!! Heh heh..

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Friday, March 11, 2005

Hohoho...!! How ya'll doin?? Hehe.. I'm quite happy that today is the last day of my 2nd semester!! My 6 weeks holiday will begin next week!! WeE hAa!! But sigh~, i still don't have any plans for my holiday. I don't want to be bored to death doin nothing!! I want my holiday to be very fun so that after i come back to sch for my dreadful 2nd year, i won't feel like a full of shit! Haiz.. WATTODO??

Niwaes, i hope that my 2nd year in RP is much much MUCH MUCH more better than my 1st year. This year had been VERY DREADFUL to me i muz say.. An emotional rollercoaster ride.. Haiz~~.. My grade has also becoming from bad to worse- and the main reason is only because i didn't talk that much.. DUH. So, like it or not, i have to be talkative during my 2nd year in order to have good grades. So LAME. And did i tell u that i apply for course transfer from I.T. to Biomedical science?? Yupz.. and that's the only way to get away from boring I.T. But i don't really have any high hopes that my transfer will be successful. Last semester, i did apply for the transfer and have high hopes for it. But after knowing that it was unsuccessful, i was so damn sad like hell!! Now, i'm juz trying out my luck. I don want any chances to go damn wasted heh heh..

Okies, got to go now.. I need to go for lunch and eat as much as i can muahaha!!

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

Hohohoho.. Wazzup?? Guess where i am now?? Heh heh.. I'm at the Tanglin mall's Mcdonald, juz hanging around surfing the net. I skip my lesson again today, after hearing that everyone in my class had to present the presentation alone, individually.. As usual, i hate to present alone.. I surely will talk crap one heh heh.. So, anybody who read this blog, please don go and saboh me by tellin my parents that i skip my lesson ok haha.. I promise not to skip again (ya rite *roll eyes*).

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

HeLLuz.. Haiz.. nothing interesting to do now.. Actually i wanted to study for my VB.net UT tomorrow.. But again, i'm lazy. Even if i really study like mad rite now, there's no 100% chance that i will pass this UT. I really sux in VB. DUH.

Today i didn't come to sch. L.A.Z.Y again heh heh. If i came to sch today, my facilitator would definitely force me to speak out during the presentation again like last week. I'm juz saving myself from embarassment heh heh. Niwaes i heard from one of my classmate that the lesson ended very very early indeed, around 11.30 a.m. Wow.. That's 4 hours earlier than our usual dismissal time. NOT FAIR! Haiz.. Hope that tomorrow's "Enterprise Skill" lesson will end as early as today's lesson. Much earlier is even better!!

Juz now, around 6 p.m, i went to Jurong Point shopping center with one of my sec sch fren, Isnarti. While walking, we met up with another 2 of our sec sch frens (Siti Nur and Hafizah) whom we haven't met for so long. We were really happy to see each other again, and we had so many things to talk and gossip about! Haha.. so glad that none of them had really change. Still as crazier as ever- or even much more crazier than before heh heh.. When i met them, i started to miss my sec sch again. Haiz.. Everything was fine and fun in sec sch, until now. Believe it or not, i used to be very mischievous and talkative that i drove one of my favourite teacher crazy haha.. I'd never felt foolish for doing anything stupid with my frens haha.. Now, i've change to be more mature after going through poly life.. And, as i'm going to be 19 soon, it's not possible for me to act like a kid, rite?? Niwaes, i don't even look like 19. Some peeps think that i'm 14 or sumting. DUH! Maybe i need to go for a 5 month extreme surgery to actually look like 19!! Hmph!

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Monday, March 07, 2005

HeLLuZ.. So long never update.. again and again heh heh.. LAZY.

Another new week, haiz.. Niwaes, today's Basic Science lesson ended quite early. There's only 11 of us in class, and we only formed 2 teams. The others didn't come, and some even 'cabot' to watch movie. Great.. After the lesson ended, some of my classmates went to Orchard Rd to watch movie and juz hang out. At first, i thought of following them.. But bcoz i had this terrible stomachache juz now, i changed my mind hehe.. Now Yun Jing was quite disappointed bcoz i couldn't go home and take the same MRT with her heh heh. Sori ('c',).

This week will be the last week of my 2nd semester!! HoOrAy!! Holiday is coming!! So happy!! But that doesn't mean i don have to come back to sch. I got CCAs, the FOP (freshman orientation programme) computing training and blah blah.. Haiz.. I'm always buzy.. But i dunno why I LOVE IT!! Hehe.. I muz be crazy! Niwaes happy holiday to me and those who are having their holidays.. ApEr MaU sKoLa BeB?? Heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh..

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