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Nur Farihana aka frena

Name: Nur Farihana
Nicks: Nana, Frena, Fannah, Pari2
School: Retarded Poly (RP)
Birthday: 13 Sept 1986
Horoscope: Virgo
Stupid Habits: Bit my lips til it bleeds when i am nervous
Fear: That i have no lips left when i reach 50 (hehe no larz)
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More bout me :):
I'm simple; i love simplicity. I live life to the fullest, and can be quite naive sometimes. Peeps tot that i'm a very quiet person, but only those who are very close to me really know how crazy i can be when i'm crazy.. hehe.. I'll even laugh when i'm in a very tense situation. Ok i am exaggerating :P.

*LoVeS*
-Mohd Iqbal.. hee
-My family
-My friends
-Laughin
-Reading
-Shopping
-Music
-Guitar
-Eating
-Sleeping
-Learning new things
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*HaTeS*
-Traffic jam
-Jerkz!
-Insects
-SCHOOL
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~the girl in my mirror~

~From Frena Wif Love~

...Wish i may, wish i might

*Have a bright future (wif him)*
*Driving Licence*
*External Hard Disk*
*More CLOTHES - esp dresses!!*
*More Pants!!*
*More Skirts!!*
*Money*

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Monday, January 03, 2005

Helo.. So long haven't update my blog.. I don't really play the internet that often during holidays. Very expensive lehz.. I don't even use broadbands.

Niwaes, I want to wish all of you a very "Happy New Year". Well, i don't know if this year would be a happy year for me. Maybe yes (fat chance), maybe not (80% can be). My friend said that i have to make an effort to change my life to the better if i ever want this 2005 to be a happy year for me. But i don't even have the mood to make an effort. Don't know why lehz. Screw me.

Reflections on 2004- Haiz.. A very bad and emotional year for me. School sucks, bad grades, can't change my course and so on.. I cry alot too- sometimes even without reasons. Don't know what's wrong with me lehz. During the year of 2003, i laughed alot; 2004- I cried alot. Maybe this year i'll go nuts more often. Duh. Can't blame anyone but myself. I'm not even surprise if i ever end up in an asylum.

2004 was also a grief year, after the killer waves recently strike on some various Asian countries. I was very sad to hear that thousands of people died. Whenever i watched the channel news asia and saw many of the dead bodies and people crying here and there for their love ones, i almost feel like crying too. I'm so grateful that nothing had happened here in Singapore. Haiz.. I really sympathize those who have to go through all this. Hope that things will finally turn alright for them again..

Expectations for 2005- Nothing. I never expect to be very happy this year because, i'm still in RP (come on, you expect me to be happy in RP, with the dreadful PBL system and all!!?? You must be kiddin' me! If i ever say that "I LOVE RP", it means that i'm such a BIG FAT liar, pants on fire). But all i want this year is to be a very grateful person, even though i don't like some things in my life. Being grateful is a blessing. Because from what i learn is that, if you're not grateful for what you have now, and if all of that is taken away from you one day, you will regret it. So be grateful for once in a while. Yaya, i also need to be grateful that even though i hate my school to the max (well, more than hate), i still have an education.

Well, talking bout school, i'm back to school again. What the heck. I was having a hard time moving my feet to go to school just now. Just by looking at the building of my school can make me nauseous. More worse still, today's lesson is 'Entreprise Skills'. Now, what i need to do is to just wait until this last semester ends and there will be holidays of 6 weeks again! Honestly saying, i rather be bored at home. I thought of changing school. But i don't think my mother will agree with that. Already waste $997 for one year in RP. Screw me for not wanting to get out off this school earlier. Haiz.. I really don't know what to do now.. Can somebody out there help me to find a way out of this mess PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!

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